It really is amazing how fast time went by! It is also amazing to see the wonderful shifts in personal and group energy as well.
I watched as my son removed his fear of love, and reclaimed his love for his baby's mama, something I knew was within him all along. They are happy and in love and strengthening as "family". With this, my heart couldn't feel any happier, for I love them both so much and know energetically, they are stronger together than separate!
I have watched as all the beautiful people of The Soul Center reached out to each other, formed amazing supportive groups with each other and are fully supporting and uplifting each other. This dynamic energy was so apparent at last nights BBQ and nothing could make my heart happier than the feelings of support and love for everyone that was strong and apparent last evening.
I have watched as Tony openly asked to receive and embraced his role as the Guardian of Light for Hampton Roads. He has wonderful plans for The Sol Center and will expand in ways I couldn't! Please watch for his website to be launched at http://www.thesolcenterva.com/ in the days ahead.
I am watching with such motherly pride as my youngest daughter picks up the many pieces of change in her life and uses her very strong inner resources to rebuild anew her life in both a new home as well as a new job... everything she really wanted to happen, happened. Perhaps not in the way she envisioned it, but when we get scared to walk thru the doors of change, we are pushed thru... which she was! She is so strong and so resourceful and I am so proud of her, of all my children.
On Friday, my only real concern was the amount of money I would be leaving with. I had $300 to travel to New Mexico and eat for the week and a half I will be camping to New Mexico... as of this morning, I now have a very comfortable $885. I want to thank everyone for their kindness and generosity, I cannot tell you how much I appreciate your gifts of both money (and especially) love as I make one of the biggest changes of my life.
Today I will be packing up my car and spending time with my children. Tomorrow (June 28th) I will head out to Chimney Rock to spend two wonderful days in the mountains of North Carolina. On the 30th I will then make my trek to Royal Arkansas to spend 5 full days lake side (well 60 feet from the lake) as I release whats left of my old energy and recharge my batteries.
From there I am spending 2 days with one of the longest clients turned friends I have had. Jill became my client in 2003 and we have remained friends ever since, well at least via the net and phone. Now, after 7 years of knowing her, I will meet her, stay with her and share her world and friends energies.
I should arrive in Albuquerque on June 7th. From there, it is an open unknown road that my heart is excited to explore.
I will keep everyone posted as internet reception allows each day of my journey.
I love you all more than my words can express. I am as grateful each and everyone one of you is a part of my Life's story!!
As I close this blog, I am reminded of a phrase I have heard so many times before... one I can now see so clearly in my own life. If you want blessings in your life, then be the blessings to others. Bless and be Blessed!
Until I write again....
Humbly,
Lisa
Sunday, June 27, 2010
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
13 days before I leave VA
Hello again,
My leave date was delayed because someone stepped up and said they wanted to keep the Center open! I cannot even tell you how thrilled I am with that... with Tony Williams... with the fact that Hampton Roads will still a place to come and share and unfold in their Light Journey.
I want to be clear, I gave the Center to him. I am going to be a part of it energetically, but The Soul Center (changing its name slightly to reflect the new energy to The Sol Center) is Tonys. He is the guardian of Light here in Newport News (smile).
I had spent months asking everyone I thought would be interested in keeping it open... if they wanted it. No one stepped up to say yes.... I want to keep the light shining here. I stopped asking. I decided to close it, and in closing it, I would have sold / donated all the furnishings to where ever.
I hadn't known Tony a whole month when he called me to ask me if he can keep the Center open... my heart fluttered like a butterfly would realizing it has company along the way of its soul-o-journey! The Sol Center will expand its light as time goes on. Right now, it is open for massage 7 days a week from 9am until 9pm with 3 wonderful massage therapists on staff (well 4 if you include me until the 25th lol). Please be sure to support The Sol Center!!! It will still be located in the Mariner Building in Newport News (where I am now).
On my personal end... knowing I only have 13 days left before I leave... my heart is starting to beat really fast. I already miss my kids... I miss my grandson so much... Maybe it is my bodys way of going thru the mourning process now... so it does not interfere with my "road trip." I just hope this feeling doesn't get bigger as I leave.
On an up note, got my oil changed, tires rotated, had my car professionally cleaned inside and out, I got my tent and air mattress off layaway... that is when it hit me that I am really leaving soon! All the "mundane" to-do things, are done.
That precious little ego of mine suddenly reflected on my "savings" account set aside for my trip. In one account I have $110 and my son owes me $250 and I have two sales pending for something which is another $125... but in another account I have a negative $400 (well I will today when my car insurance hits... thank god for overdraft!!). My precious little ego wants to distract me with the mundane facts of my "apparent life" my heart dares to say... no worries, when spirit says I got you covered... I know that as a true statement.
Maybe I am just burning off some of my lingering trust issues within that precious universe that is equally me!! Some days, I think my fires need a stoking lol. Other days, I see the universal energy (that again) is me... in motion. Yeah... I will stoke my fires more and burn it all off.
It's almost funny as I sit here and am reminding of extra money just appearing in my back pocket and a quarter showing up on my bedroom floor. Funny how strong even a tempered ego can be!! I have some work to do (with the residue of my ego).... on ward and up ward!!
Anyway...
I love this life, this world.... soooooo much!
Until I write again!
((((((HUGZ))))))))
My leave date was delayed because someone stepped up and said they wanted to keep the Center open! I cannot even tell you how thrilled I am with that... with Tony Williams... with the fact that Hampton Roads will still a place to come and share and unfold in their Light Journey.
I want to be clear, I gave the Center to him. I am going to be a part of it energetically, but The Soul Center (changing its name slightly to reflect the new energy to The Sol Center) is Tonys. He is the guardian of Light here in Newport News (smile).
I had spent months asking everyone I thought would be interested in keeping it open... if they wanted it. No one stepped up to say yes.... I want to keep the light shining here. I stopped asking. I decided to close it, and in closing it, I would have sold / donated all the furnishings to where ever.
I hadn't known Tony a whole month when he called me to ask me if he can keep the Center open... my heart fluttered like a butterfly would realizing it has company along the way of its soul-o-journey! The Sol Center will expand its light as time goes on. Right now, it is open for massage 7 days a week from 9am until 9pm with 3 wonderful massage therapists on staff (well 4 if you include me until the 25th lol). Please be sure to support The Sol Center!!! It will still be located in the Mariner Building in Newport News (where I am now).
On my personal end... knowing I only have 13 days left before I leave... my heart is starting to beat really fast. I already miss my kids... I miss my grandson so much... Maybe it is my bodys way of going thru the mourning process now... so it does not interfere with my "road trip." I just hope this feeling doesn't get bigger as I leave.
On an up note, got my oil changed, tires rotated, had my car professionally cleaned inside and out, I got my tent and air mattress off layaway... that is when it hit me that I am really leaving soon! All the "mundane" to-do things, are done.
That precious little ego of mine suddenly reflected on my "savings" account set aside for my trip. In one account I have $110 and my son owes me $250 and I have two sales pending for something which is another $125... but in another account I have a negative $400 (well I will today when my car insurance hits... thank god for overdraft!!). My precious little ego wants to distract me with the mundane facts of my "apparent life" my heart dares to say... no worries, when spirit says I got you covered... I know that as a true statement.
Maybe I am just burning off some of my lingering trust issues within that precious universe that is equally me!! Some days, I think my fires need a stoking lol. Other days, I see the universal energy (that again) is me... in motion. Yeah... I will stoke my fires more and burn it all off.
It's almost funny as I sit here and am reminding of extra money just appearing in my back pocket and a quarter showing up on my bedroom floor. Funny how strong even a tempered ego can be!! I have some work to do (with the residue of my ego).... on ward and up ward!!
Anyway...
I love this life, this world.... soooooo much!
Until I write again!
((((((HUGZ))))))))
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