Calling ALL Rocks - Uniting a World in Shambhala

I remember an amazing day on the mountainside in Vermont in the summer of 2002;  I had created (with a lot of help from my two Indian spiritual guides) and prayed a medicine wheel almost every day while living on that mountainside.  One day my team had asked me to go walk my wheel naked.  I about shit!  Me???  Outside in the world (like 10 feet from my camp really) naked... like.... no clothes.

I had such a melt down.  Pacing back and forth, taking clothes off (inside my camp) putting them back on... chain smoking... 

It took me two and a half hours to take a big breath in and take off everything but my flip flops (I did have permission from my team to leave them on... the landscape required it.)

The moment I stepped out of the camp, off the deck and onto the earth, I cannot tell you how exposed I felt.  Beyond naked.  It was a feeling that every part of me was fully exposed.  I had no where to hide anything.  All of life could see every flaw, every freckle, every insecurity that was me walking to my wheel.  It is funny in the short (but really long) 10 or so feet it took to walk to my wheel and start to pray it... all the shame that kept me from full exposure melted off of me.  

I suppose that gave way to being able to share outwards every struggle, every accomplishment, and the lot in between outward to a world that I cannot see but yet know is there and listening.  All creating a pathway to Here.

Ten years later, I don't even know who that Lisa was.  She exists as a memory of collective experiences, very much like remembering a past life.  Bits and pieces of dysfunction laying on the roadside of time to be transmuted back into the fields of Love.

We have ALL walked an amazing road to get to here.  Shedding skin like a snake.  Growing into our true pure fullness of who we always have been, who we were indeed born to Be in this world filled with energy that looks like matter.

Calling ALL Rocks!

By my own daily walk thru the medicine wheel of my life... transformation happened.  A sacredness I will never be able to put into words was contained in the wheel was aliveness of that energy I call the medicine wheel.  

I knew, with every fibor of my Being then, that if I had a rock taken from the roadway, mountainside... whatever, from around the world, we (me and the spirits that gathered i that wheel) could transform all of life thru the prayer.

I had sent out emails, posted on websites, wrote to every major newspaper around the world requesting a rock be sent to me and why.  What is funny, I wrote to about 200 newspapers and only one published my letter to the editor... that was the Jerusalem newspaper (yes in Israel.)

I received about 10 rocks from around the world.  The largest one was from the street of Jerusalem.  I had that large... it probably weighed about 10 pounds or more, for years.  I kept it on my coffee table and then one day, it was just gone.

I also received a stone, an agate that was cut into the shape of a heart with a natural hole in the middle giving way to a cluster of beautiful crystal energy.  The lady who sent it to me was (I believe) from California and she herself had a hole in her heart that was creating health issues.  She had seen this heart crystal in a store and purchased it because it reminded her of her own heart with a hole in it.  She became well and sent me this heart for the wheel of healing all nations.  

I have a feeling (since I am writing about this today lol) that it was an inspiration before it's time.  

So today, I am going to ask anyone who feels inspired to pick a rock (no, size really doesn't matter) from the ground you live upon.  I am going to place them in the "reflection pool" in between the figure eight (as I wrote about yesterday)  and we will feed the energy of this place I call Heaven thru out the world via the rocks.

I ask for rocks from the ground for a reason... they will all-ways have a connection to your land and it will serve as a direct feed to your area.

Please find a way to put the city and country it is arriving from on the rock.  Either with marker, paint, whatever.  

If you know anyone who lives where rocks are, please pass this message / request to them, perhaps they would like to have their area represented in the reflection pool of the world.

As my gift back to you, I am going create a postcard from the photo I took the first morning here that I refer to as Morning Light and send it to you.  This way, you equally have the energy of this place to pray with and connect you to here as well.

Please send them to:

Lisa Gawlas

019 Redwood Grove Rd.  Jemez Pueblo, New Mexico 87024

I will share more details (and photos) as it all comes together.  

I am also going to be creating another blog sometime today.  I spent all day yesterday trying to find various sharings on Shambhala that I had written about over the years... my God I write a lot!!  It is like trying to find a needle in the hay stack.  So the blog I am going to create (www.livingshambhala.wordpress.com) will be souly for the information and understandings about living and using the energy of Shambhala.... Heaven on earth.  I have the site url registered, but am still working on the layout and first blog. .  Please follow that one too.  

So for now I close and will create the Living Shambhala blogsite and create it's first post.  There is a lot of information within I must share, but again, I am also learning as I write, so it will all be contained in one place for easy access!!

Before I close, I want to share something with you.  It is so easy to think that you actions, your heart promptings don't really ignite much... but I assure you it reaches farther and deeper than you can even realize.  

My youngest daughter (21 years old) wrote to me last evening tell me she was sitting at the computer and all of a sudden she was overcome with this desire to help someone in need.  She felt she needed to somehow help a starving child.  She did a google search and adopted a 4 year old boy that was on a site call "world vision."  

There is no doubt in my heart, my daughter felt the gratitude that is flowing thru every cell of my own body (which is her DNA too) thru the generosity of others from around the world... and she was prompted to share too.  She had also asked me if I needed money (none of my children has ever ever ever asked me if I needed something, usually they let me know what they need.)  

You are ALL reaching and inspiring more than you can ever realize.  Thank you all for firing the grid of my daughters heart... and my life!

Together, we are changing the world we live within!

((((HUGZ)))) of joy to all... rock solid joy!!

Lisa Gawlas

www.mysoulcenter.com

The Color of Our Soul, Black Matter of the Ego, A Blue Moth and Crystal Wisdom

I have completed the transition from New Mexico to Virginia.  What an amazing, insightful trip it had been.  A lot of the details I didn't know... became known as I sat in the silence of my car, as well as the 2 days iu the Crystal Mines in Mount Ida, Arkansas.  I pray I can remember all the fine details and share them outward with you.  This is a two part sharing (smile)

Part 1
There is a new color that has emerged in the body over the last several weeks.  (At least it is new to me.)  This is the most beautiful light blue I had ever seen.  I knew it was a vibration associated with the throat chakra, which, in my readings is all about Self-expression.  The majority of people I have seen over the years... this area is usually a bulging black energy area.  On a very rare occasion (and I do mean very rare) I would see the energy of a cobalt blue streaming from within the black.  But now, in a handful of people, I am seeing light blue.  I understood the lightness of the blue meant there was a spiritual energy streaming thru the cobalt blue area, but until my road trip, I didn't understand the full degree in which this color is now appearing.  God knows I can be slow on the uptake!!  lol  ...really slow!!!

The light blue I have been seeing is the pure soul energy of the client.  Makes sense now as to why I have seen this color in areas other than the throat.  Primarily it radiates somewhere in the head as well.  I had a lady in a phone reading that this beautiful light blue energy was actually streaming out of her eyes.  It was breathing taking to behold.  About two inches from her eyes was this... hmmmm, I guess I will just call it a thin layer, a block in her outward field of vision.  I heard her team say that in order to use the fullness of this vision she must remove the scorn from her eyes.  I then watched as this incredible white light shower started happening between her face and the area of "scorn"... her team helping her to clear it up!  At the time of the reading, I had no clue it was her soul looking out the eyes of her world and being blocked in distance by something that just gets her angry.

I was truly humbled by this new understanding of the way peoples pure soul energy is now making itself known in my inner vision.  But then came an understanding I so should have known... for years.  But somehow I just didn't.  Not to the full extent I get it now!

The black areas I have seen since I have been able to "see" is so much more than blocks and issues.  It is truly the energy of the ego blocking out the light of your own pure light.  Now let me back up for a moment.  About a month maybe two ago, all of a sudden I kept hearing a quote from our beloved Jesus: "I of mine own self can do nothing."  I have always assumed this quote meant that he never worked alone and without spirit surrounding his "works" he could not do it.  The more I went back to the understanding, the louder I would hear that quote.  I knew I was missing something within it.  But what?

It is the willingness of the "client" that absolutely must be present for any healing to actually happen.  The black energy that creates blocks and illness within the body comes from the perceptions of the person being worked on.  He, nor I, nor any energy worker, can ever undo what a person puts in place.  We can add light to the area, but it is always up to the person to fully transmute their mis-perceptions into light and free it once and for all.  I have watched as some peoples energy field completely changed to higher vibrations by the time a massage session was over.  Not because of anything I did... if that was the case, every person that ever graced my table would change.  It is because of what they did in the moment.  We think healing... releasing long held dark (un-enlightened) energy has to take time, it doesn't.  It can be as instantaneous as choosing in that moment.  Of course, I do my best to go deep into the core energy of that black matter to understand why it is there... Awareness of the issue is key, but alone, not enough.  The person MUST choose to release it!

Keep in mind, the ego... a beautiful and much needed creation in our field of matter, is non-the less a fear based entity.  It was designed to keep the incarnating spirit safe from harm and to work intimately with the spiritual energy that is us.  It knows the land of matter well and can navigate in an instant to get us from our heart promptings to our destiny in nano-seconds.  Over time tho, we have let go of our heart and fed off the fear of the ego.

The only time the light blue energy can make itself manifest in our physical bodies, is by clearing the darkness of the ego.  Our soul is the most patient, loving energy.  It so wants to play fully in the field of created matter, NOT with us... but AS us.  It will wait lifetimes for us to really change our minds on how we are going to move thru the fields of unlimited potential... and create the bounty that has always been the greatest potential of our lives!!

 Part 2
The first full day in Arkansas I was joyfully in a crystal mine playing as a child moving dirt and looking for hidden treasures.  About an hour or two into creating this major crater in the side of the earth the most beautiful light blue moth took up residence within the crater with me.  I couldn't tell you if this was a moth (looked like a moth) or a butterfly.  I felt so graced by the universe as I just had the download of understanding about the light blue color and here was a winged creature sporting the exact color of blue I had seen in several clients.  

And then I forgot about the company that was so patiently sitting on the dirt floor of the huge hole I was digging into the earth, and I took a shovel of dirt and buried the moth.  The moment I realized what I had done, I got afraid I killed it!  This is when the black matter of my ego took over saying, well if you uncover it, it may be dead, then you will feel bad.  So leave it covered in the earth.  OK?  Back to crystal digging...

And then my shovel took up some of the dirt that was covering the light blue moth and it was suddenly jumping all over the place.  I was horrified to see that in my carelessness, I removed its right wing from its body.  I apologized profusely to this precious critter and scooped it up on my little hand shovel and placed it on top of the crater about a foot away from me.  It surely was a determined moth and hobbled right back over to me and sat at the edge of the crater I created.  I prayed it could live and thrive without a wing.  I wondered how it would eat and get to where it needs to go... and it looked straight at me... not with anger, not with anything other than love.  Even tho I took off its right wing and injured its core energy, it still wanted to be with me digging crystals and it loved me!  I was humbled as I watched this critter intently.  I kept praying it would live.. within minutes tho, it died.  My heart was crushed.  I once again apologized profusely and scrambled within my mind to think of something I could do.  Instantly it came to me:

I told the light blue moth that I was so sorry for being so careless in my pursuit of crystals and that it died because of me.  I invited its essence to come live within my body.  I told this little critter that I try to be a good stream of energy for the earth and it can take up a new residence within me, if it so desired.  I told it I would breath deeply in... and it had a choice of becoming one with me.  I closed my eyes and breathed in...  my light blue moth was no where to be seen when I opened my eyes and exhaled.

I mined hundreds of crystals, took them back to my motel to clean each one with a toothbrush.  As I finished my day and laid down to rest, there was a throbbing happening in my right arm.  It was intense.  Every jointed felt like it was inflamed, every muscle fiber screaming out in agony.  No matter how I positioned my arm it got no relief.  My left arm, totally unaffected.  The throbbing (not so much actual pain as it was a throbbing thru my entire arm) radiated from top to bottom, joint to joint, muscle to muscle.  I knew it wasn't just an over worked arm from mining all day... there was an energy something or another happening within that arm.  I even took Ibuprofen to no avail.  Didn't even touch it.  I finally found a position in which my arm could bare the throbbing and fell asleep.

In the morning I went crystal mining again.  As I sat there on my bucket digging for earthly treasures with a right arm that held no memory of the intensity that it felt the night before... I suddenly remembered the light blue butterfly and it clearly showed me its right wing.  I thought... OMG KARMA!!!  I felt worse thinking the last thing this little critter felt on earth... was an aching caused by my hand.  I was crushed.  It allowed me time to get out of my head (pesky fear filled ego ya know) and once I was done, allowed me to realize that my right arm has become its right wing.  It choose to live within me as I breathed in!  I was as elated as I was humbled and grateful!  As this validating universe so loving does ALL THE TIME, the next morning in my "TUT email message was the reminder: "Give with a truly glad heart, lisa, for the sole purpose of the good it will do, and whatever you give shall return to you, multiplied, as if on wings, covered in sparkles."  

I cried like a brand new baby!

Last but far from least in this sharing today was the profound message I got from crystal mining on day 2.  We as humans are really full of ourselves and our perceptions.  Even when it comes to the crystal kingdom.  As I was searching for crystals and many many "injured" crystals would make its way to my hand and I would put it back down on the ground looking for "whole crystals" instead of broken ones the crystals really took the time to school me!  I am going to paraphrase the incredible communications of our quartz crystal family.

We humans have a way of discarding what appears to be broken.  All of the crystals laying within the ground that have been injured are the most sympathetic healers we will find.  They know what it is like to be broken and discarded as not very good and therefore, overlooked by humans.  They gave me a parallel of themselves with the men and women coming back from the various wars we have ongoing... they are injured.  Missing limbs, brain matter, facial features... are they any less than who they were when they went to war?  No!  They are coming home changed.  The "broken" crystals have changed as well.  For the better, not for the worse.  Not to be overlooked as a precious value on this earth.  They understand injury better than those who are still pristine.

Many broken crystals were placed in my bucket!

They also shared something else with me.  We (humans) tend to think the bigger and the clearer the crystal, the more potent it is.  Not really.  Most sacred information have been stored in the smaller, overlooked crystals to purposely make sure they make their way to the ones who can use their information.  The cloudy crystals have deep hidden secrets.  You will know you have extracted the sacred information inside as the cloudy turns to clear.

I have returned to Virginia with several hundred crystals... broken and whole, cloudy and clear.  Everyone will be participating in the activation of the Arkansas crystal mines on 11/11/11.  Every person who gets a massage, gets a reading, or just simply desires to have one of these precious gifts of our lives will receive one. I will give them away until the last one finds its Home.  I will be mailing them to clients who already had a reading in July as well.

We are indeed changing... Becoming.  We truly are the blessings of the earth!!
With the deepest gratitude to all who embark on changing into the Light Blue Butterfly of earth!
(((((HUGZ)))))
Lisa Gawlas

www.mysoulcenter.com/energy_readings.html