Thursday, April 22, 2010

Lisa's 2000 Miles of Trust and Co-Creation: 7 weeks before my big adventure!

Lisa's 2000 Miles of Trust and Co-Creation: 7 weeks before my big adventure!

7 weeks before my big adventure!

This are progressively moving along!  My needs are being taking care of, even if it is still one day at a time.

The universe gave me a "must have" list (altho short) of what I have to take with me (of course, if I choose to, but why would I choose not to lol).  I need to bring one Labadorite and one Florite Crystals (got each of them plus a Pink Lumerian Seed Crystal) on ebay for amazingly inexpensive prices.  These crystals will become my "road dogs," my friends along the way.

I was asked to get a Blackberry with WiFi ability.. I got the whole Blackberry Curve package for only $100 and the seller threw in a car charger for free.  And the beautiful way the Universe has of validating our path as we walk it... I went to my online T-Mobile account to see if I can just share my sons Blackberry package and somehow, T-Mobile already had my phone number listed with a Blackberry phone (of which I didn't receive yet, it was only shipped out a day ago).  Everytime I ever logged onto T-Mobile it has my Samsung phone always listed, since it is the phone I got for $10 with my 2 year contract from T-Mobile and now, somehow... they already knew change was in my air!!

On top of that I am getting sign after sign from the world around me that shows me that yes, New Mexico is where I am supposed to be heading.... between stopping behind a SUV called Santa Fe as I went to put my camping gear on Layaway... to license plates echoing the same thing, billboards and business signs confirming my next great adventure... makes my heart feel secure and excited about my next leg of my lifes journey.

So all I need now, is a car charger for my laptop and the actual money to get my bills paid up two months in advance.  I am thinking of doing a fundraiser in June.... not quite sure what yet... but have time to figure it out.

Things are really coming together, more effortlessly than I could have ever anticipated!!  I so love the universe... spirit.... and each one of you!!

Thanks for walking this path with me.
(((((HUGZ)))))
Lisa

Friday, April 16, 2010

Tweakin the present energies

I find it interesting how we as a human species get really caught up in what "society" says we should do and should not do... and live by those standards, even if it is hurting us on so many levels.  We tend to ignore that pain and do what good little (fear-filled) humans are supposed to do.

I will give you my current example.

When "The Wonder of You" closed and I decided to open (which was more of a re-naming) The Soul Center the one thing I carried over was the phone line and the internet service.  The reason being is that The Wonder of You was opened for close to 2 years and a lot of previous clients have that phone number, so I wanted to take advantage of that.  It didn't matter that the take over came with a $450 dollar debt and included a $150 extra fee for moving the line down the street.  I opened my wallet to the now $700 advantage of having the phone number follow me.

As I got situated  in my new space... business picked up.  I decided to make payment arrangements with Cox (the phone / interent folks) to start paying that debt off.  Since my monthly bill was adding $150 to that debt every month.  The moment I made payment arrangements... my business died.  No bookings, no nothing.  The checks started bouncing to Cox. 

I called and explained what has been happening... and they were (are) really open to working with me.... understanding the fragelness of being in business today. 

I had paid down my debt enough, they let me accumulate more.  2 months later, my bill was at $801 and they "softly" (.. their words lol) turned off my phone and internet.  My business came back even stronger!!  I felt secure in making yet another payment arrangement.

My business died again.  Geez!!

My bank account bounced again... what is crazy, is their payment processing people try and put the ACH draft in every other day!!  If the money is not there on Monday, what makes you think it will be there on Wednesday.. and if it is not there on Wednesday... what makes Friday so different??  Why not just call me and find out.  No... $120 in bounce fee's... I gave up.

That inner voice kept telling me to let it go... cut the ties that bind me to that "old communication" system... but my mind kept saying.... no.  I need the old phone number, I need the internet... well now, my bank account has become in a position that says, too bad so sad lol

I let go of the need to have Cox in my life.

My business came swarming back three fold.

The moral of the story... we can carry the weight of our old debts, our old communication, our old ways of doing things until we break our backs... or simply let it go and be willing to let the new come rushing towards you.

I local business in the building I am in is allowing me to share her internet service.  I already had my business line transferred  to my cell phone anyway... now I am just using my cell as my contact.  I unloaded that debt back to the universe... and the universe is bringing to me what has always been needed (but blocked by my own mental agenda).

I also got my hands on a Blackberry Curve 8310 with WiFi and GPS for only $100.  I am trading one old commincation energy for one new one.  Yay!!!

I love this game called life... it works well if you allow yourself to get OUT OF YOUR MIND!!

I cannot wait to see what today brings!!
Until tomorrow.....

Thursday, April 15, 2010

2 Months Before the 2000 Mile "Ride-About"

Hello everyone (anyone?),

So here I am, 2 months before the biggest shift of my life and wondering how it is all going to come together and play out. If you are not already familiar with who I am, please get to know me at www.mysoulcenter.com. That is a website I have been growing and sharing upon since March 2003. This journal is not about where I came from... but where I am going to, why and how.

That is the funny part, the "how?" How does a single gal who just had a business collapse and her financial life "appear" to always be in the arrears, set out on a journey that will take her 2000 miles away from her beloved family without the "apparent" resources to do so.

Trust.

Phew.

I have two months to manifest some needed things (none of which I have today):

  • Gas money
  • Camping / Hotel (on rainy nights) money
  • A Tent
  • An air mattress with a car kit
  • A new cell phone with a GPS and WiFi ability (looking at the blackberry Curve 8900 on ebay for $190)
  • Food Money
  • The ability to make my car payment, insurance payment and phone payment 2 months in advance.
  • Rose and Clear quartz crystals to leave at each cave I visit along the way

Where am I now? My bank account is about $400 overdrawn... so I have a lot of manifesting to do in 2 months! lol Does it scare me? Not even close. I have played in the universal ether's of co-creation for 10 years now. I trust I will have enough of what I need to at least allow me to get out the door of my home and onto the next exciting phase of my life.

It is the how.... that I will be documenting, all the way to New Mexico. This is my real life Ride-About (as opposed to the Australian Walkabout).

I asked for, and received within a day... an Atlas. Yay (thank you again Nicole). I now have a way to plot my course towards New Mexico. Of course, one cannot ask the universe for support and not be open to what the universe needs in return. (smile)

I will be stopping at as many caves along the way (actually plotting my course according to the caves along the way) and do some very special energy work (prayers) and to power it all up with crystalline energy. What that means is, I will be sealing energy work within the crystal(s) selected for each cave and bury the crystal(s) within the earth of the cave.

Anyway... this is the beginning of my journal.

With so much love and excitement thru it all!
(((((HUGZ))))))
Lisa