December has been the most diverse month I have ever seen within the human energy body in all the years I have been looking at and working with the energy system. But what I had seen yesterday just leaves me even more excited for the days and months to come.
I know I have written about expansion and contraction, inhaling and exhaling our new lives, our new way if living life, but until yesterday, it was a concept without images. For me personally, I understand in greater detail when I can "see" what is happening.
Yesterday (12/20/11) I woke up for the first time since arriving in New Mexico almost a month ago, with a clear head. No congestion, no mental fog and no severe tiredness. It felt like I took my very first breath of fresh air in a long time. But even in that clarity, something felt very different within me. The only way I have to describe what felt different was a feeling. A feeling of pure centeredness, of a calm within that I have not known before. I sat with it for a while, trying it on like a new sweater.
That feeling expanded into something else as well. This something else is hard to describe with words. Hard really for me to understand as well. It is this feeling of contracting back into myself. I have spent 11 years expanding, learning, applying. I have gone thru many shifts within myself over the decade, each one brought with an exhilaration of mind and energy, a newness of pure giddiness. Of course, most always preceded by the depths of hell of letting go.
I could feel the energy coming into me. All of the energy I have put out thru my own expansion was now coming back into me in a highly concentrated formula. Being present with it all really didn't give me a full clarity of what it really means to me, to us.
In the wonderful, most precious way this universe has to really help us (all) understand where we are at and what we are really going thru, my first reading of the day was exactly that. The moment I had seen her energy and what was happening with it... I simply felt like I was not only reading for her, but fully for my Self as well.
I am going to go into as much detail as I can with both her and I because there are many at this stage of their own evolution as well, and many that will be in the days and weeks to come.
I could see her body surrounded in a 360 degree of an in-flowing of energy. Not an energy like I had ever seen before. It was flowing into every pore of her Being. Silvery-white, concentrated. It wasn't coming from the "grid" as I am accustomed to seeing, or from anything in particular that I could put a label on. I watched intently as this energy moved into her whole body and concentrated itself at the solar plexus.
There was an intensity to the pure energy being released thru her solar plexus. It was yellow and gold and I could feel: highly concentrated. Imagine someone turning on a fire hose... it was with the same pressure and intensity this highly concentrated, pure energy was coming out of her solar plexus.
I watched and felt so deeply... as her life path, the road she is currently walking emerged beneath her feet. A radiant white road that was far from straight, it was more like a series of squished down S's. Each step purposely taken bringing her deeper into her spiritual energy and releasing it outward into life. The road had blue and red strands of energy embedded in the intense field of white. Pulling from her like magnetic strips, her full spiritual essence of expression (think throat chakra and above with the blue) as it creates in her physical life (the red.)
This morning I understand that it is this field of energy from the human that will one day give birth (in the earth realm) to the energies of Shambhala, living Heaven on earth.
It is no wonder why the mantra for the last several months from spirit has been "responsibility and action."
If I can go a little deeper into what all that means (because it is now unveiling itself to me...smile). That energy radiating into the pores is pulling from the fields of unlimited potential... immediately, going thru the changing station we will call the solar plexus and creating it into matter within the road you are walking upon.
I obviously pondered this incredible connection/understanding all day and night long. It gave the visual to what I was feeling already. But yet, I felt like I missed something. A piece of information that goes with the fullness of it all. So I do what I usually do when perplexed. I asked Archangel Michael. Now his only message to me for this entire month as been "rest" which I was tired of hearing already!! Not sure I would get anything more than the single word "rest" I pulled out my pendulum and asked for his help in understanding the fullness of this message. He said:
"The ego has fallen. Nurture only the energies of the Heart. "
Yes, I can and do hear him without my pendulum, but I like it for my own clarity. This was too big a statement to wait for letters to swing to me from. Besides, I do hear the sentence(s) before they swing all the way out on my paper. He said to me that the road will rise from the heart and be made manifest in all our desires (spiritually speaking mind you.) by walking towards the heart promptings from the highly concentrated energy now out-flowing from the solar plexus.
I had to ponder that ego falling thing. What does that really mean? How does that work... or not work (smile.)
The ego is what separates me from you, us from them, time from space. It is that which feels it must survive, dilutes anything of life, in life, with fear. It is that which takes for itself first and leaves anything outside of itself for last.
If someone passed you on the street who was not wearing a coat and said "I am cold" would you take your own coat off to offer warmth? Or do you think to yourself, shit I would be cold too if I wasn't wearing a coat.
The soul does not know or entertain lack in any way... only the ego does. There is no hesitation when the heart is leading and the road moves up to meet and provide for all of your needs and heart desires.
There is so much more I learned from the connections yesterday, but that will have to wait for tomorrow. My day beckons.
With absolute humbleness and pure radiant solar love to all!
((((HUGZ))))
Lisa Gawlas
www.mysoulcenter.com/energy_readings.html
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Wednesday, December 21, 2011
Sunday, August 14, 2011
The Sticky Frustration of August Leads to the Sweet Harvest in September
Thank you to the bright and beautiful energy of the full moon for shining down on my sleeping consciousness the understanding of the true moment in time we are all in at this elongated moment we call August!
Yesterday (August 13th) I officially entered the frustrated zone. That frustration quickly turned into sadness even as I cooked all the food for my birthday party. Earlier in the day I felt the tear in my heart open up. I hadn't felt this sadness since I left Virginia in June of 2010, so what does my protective ego want to do... move back to New Mexico!
I truly believe when something is meant to be, it is, and it is effortless. But what I have not looked at, until today, is when things become challenging it is because our ego stepped into the forefront of our spiritual agenda!
My move from New Mexico back to my son, daughter-in-love and my grandson in Virginia was more than effortless, it was supported by every strand of energy in the multi-verse. The week before I left New Mexico, my own personal bank account became filled with 3 times the amount of money I had targeted to move with. I even had a plan before I left to work out of our home here in Virginia, setting up my massage business in the back room.
I didn't anticipate being in the void... the place of (what feels like) disconnectedness the moment I arrived. Not only that, my right ear became blocked and buzzing. The right side of the body is all about emotional spiritual energy. The ear is hearing the spiritual communication that surrounds us. Of course, this compounded my feeling of disconnection and each day that passed by, deepened my frustration. I arrived in Virginia with 11 phone readings to do. Can (my ego) tell you that I soooo dislike rescheduling appointments. I stopped doing phone readings many years ago because I dubbed myself the most unreliable psychic on earth. When I am going thru an energy change or upgrade, I am disconnected (as each of us are to allow the new energy to integrate) and I cannot reach that level of connectivity I know I can reach, so I was rescheduling appointments left and right and simply just stopped taking them at the end of 2005, at least... until July of this year.
Truly, I am in the midst of my own lesson. As we all are!
Right out of the gate of doing phone readings again, I am so disconnected I can't even get a small inkling of insight. Not only that, Skype won't work on any of the computers in the house, my cell phone won't hold a signal long enough to hear (I am the one who cannot hear, people can hear me just fine) a full sentence.
The ego kicks into overdrive (since I am disconnected anyway). I decided, the house is not the place I am supposed to work out of. I find a therapy room that is affordable and laid out perfectly. The owner denied me the ability to rent there. I have never had anyone say no.. crushing!
After 2 weeks of being in Virginia and not being able to do WHAT I WANT to do, I decided, maybe I need to go back to New Mexico. The sadness deepened.
I love to cook for people more than anything. I bring all the joy elements I could into whatever I am cooking up. Bread is my favorite. It reminds me of the greatest sexual experience in the world. The yeast lays dormant until you put it into some warm water and add sugar and it comes alive and foams and froths and is just ready to rise to the occasion. I know when energies are not in alignment because the yeast does not foam and froth like it usually does and usually takes crappy once baked.
Even tho I was cooking and apologizing to all the food I was creating for not being able to get myself out of this "sad" feeling it all seemed to understand what I was feeling and needing. Everything came out delicious. The bread more perfect than I created in a long time. I had to wonder... why?
Perhaps the elements rallied together for me, for us. Because I woke up this morning with more understanding and insight as to what August is really asking of us.
July was a month when new channels of energy was deeply integrated into very cell of our Being, getting ready for the massive downloads (from the sun) and uploads (from the earth) to fill these new channels in our body with this potent new energy. August is asking us to simply Be. To allow our own Becoming to happen.
It is not time to act, but a time to feel. Feel what is in your heart of desire. What is emerging in your field of energy of desire. If the answer is like mine, which is simply... I have no flipping clue... we have not finished becoming. It would very much like pulling the bread out of the over before it reached that perfect brown on top and allowed everything to be fully cooked inside.
August... the energies of August... needs us to simply be and allow. Every time we try and force our ego agenda (of doing what we think is expected of us) we are messing with the energy coming into our cells and the alignment is taking longer. If we succeed in forcing our ego will, we will have hmmm... for lack of a better word, broken the stream of incoming energy only to have it realign again.
I remember writing about these months back in May of this year. The Parting of the Red Sea I just didn't understand how it would really play out... until (like usual) we/ I am in the midst of it gasping for air! Ahhhh to be human!
August is filling each and every one of us with this new high falutent energy. And I am busy trying to crawl out of the birth canal before I am fully ready, because I want to be doing something other than nothing lol... AND I am trying to pull you out with me (in trying to do readings)! Geez!!
But also, let me be clear here to (well, as clear as I am capable of right now). We ARE giving rise to September . We are not going to simply crawl out of the womb of creation and be able to sit back in our cribs until we feel we are ready to use this new enhanced energy body of ours.... not even! We will emerge (pretty much) fully grown. We will have a responsibility to use this new energy field that is us. I seen a channel yesterday that said: Response-Ability. Perfect.
September, in my side of the world, is harvest time. The way I have understood this new energy is all the wonder we have "put out" in the world is now merging back into us via our own vital energy streams. You cannot harvest if you don't go out into the fields of potential to reap!
Your new energy field will be like the most amazing magnetic grid ever in place. For some, this won't be a very comfortable time in their lives. For those of us that have put out the greatest energy and love possible... man we will rock if we are now brave enough to go out and harvest. That is to say, open the doors your heart leads you to. Trust in your own inner guidance and deep yearnings. Stay OUT of your head.
We may very well be sludging thru the molasses / honey filled energy fields of August... but that is only going to sweeten the fields of Harvesting in September.
From one sticky and (seemingly) stuck energy field to another (each of you)... I love you so much. Thank you for allowing me to grow and understand thru your love and understanding!!
I also want to thank my birthday food and the Light of the full moon and my children for the wonder and unconscious understanding of where I Am right now!
Together... We Are One... and Sweeter than ever before!
((((HUGZ))))
Lisa Gawlas
www.mysoulcenter.com
Yesterday (August 13th) I officially entered the frustrated zone. That frustration quickly turned into sadness even as I cooked all the food for my birthday party. Earlier in the day I felt the tear in my heart open up. I hadn't felt this sadness since I left Virginia in June of 2010, so what does my protective ego want to do... move back to New Mexico!
I truly believe when something is meant to be, it is, and it is effortless. But what I have not looked at, until today, is when things become challenging it is because our ego stepped into the forefront of our spiritual agenda!
My move from New Mexico back to my son, daughter-in-love and my grandson in Virginia was more than effortless, it was supported by every strand of energy in the multi-verse. The week before I left New Mexico, my own personal bank account became filled with 3 times the amount of money I had targeted to move with. I even had a plan before I left to work out of our home here in Virginia, setting up my massage business in the back room.
I didn't anticipate being in the void... the place of (what feels like) disconnectedness the moment I arrived. Not only that, my right ear became blocked and buzzing. The right side of the body is all about emotional spiritual energy. The ear is hearing the spiritual communication that surrounds us. Of course, this compounded my feeling of disconnection and each day that passed by, deepened my frustration. I arrived in Virginia with 11 phone readings to do. Can (my ego) tell you that I soooo dislike rescheduling appointments. I stopped doing phone readings many years ago because I dubbed myself the most unreliable psychic on earth. When I am going thru an energy change or upgrade, I am disconnected (as each of us are to allow the new energy to integrate) and I cannot reach that level of connectivity I know I can reach, so I was rescheduling appointments left and right and simply just stopped taking them at the end of 2005, at least... until July of this year.
Truly, I am in the midst of my own lesson. As we all are!
Right out of the gate of doing phone readings again, I am so disconnected I can't even get a small inkling of insight. Not only that, Skype won't work on any of the computers in the house, my cell phone won't hold a signal long enough to hear (I am the one who cannot hear, people can hear me just fine) a full sentence.
The ego kicks into overdrive (since I am disconnected anyway). I decided, the house is not the place I am supposed to work out of. I find a therapy room that is affordable and laid out perfectly. The owner denied me the ability to rent there. I have never had anyone say no.. crushing!
After 2 weeks of being in Virginia and not being able to do WHAT I WANT to do, I decided, maybe I need to go back to New Mexico. The sadness deepened.
I love to cook for people more than anything. I bring all the joy elements I could into whatever I am cooking up. Bread is my favorite. It reminds me of the greatest sexual experience in the world. The yeast lays dormant until you put it into some warm water and add sugar and it comes alive and foams and froths and is just ready to rise to the occasion. I know when energies are not in alignment because the yeast does not foam and froth like it usually does and usually takes crappy once baked.
Even tho I was cooking and apologizing to all the food I was creating for not being able to get myself out of this "sad" feeling it all seemed to understand what I was feeling and needing. Everything came out delicious. The bread more perfect than I created in a long time. I had to wonder... why?
Perhaps the elements rallied together for me, for us. Because I woke up this morning with more understanding and insight as to what August is really asking of us.
July was a month when new channels of energy was deeply integrated into very cell of our Being, getting ready for the massive downloads (from the sun) and uploads (from the earth) to fill these new channels in our body with this potent new energy. August is asking us to simply Be. To allow our own Becoming to happen.
It is not time to act, but a time to feel. Feel what is in your heart of desire. What is emerging in your field of energy of desire. If the answer is like mine, which is simply... I have no flipping clue... we have not finished becoming. It would very much like pulling the bread out of the over before it reached that perfect brown on top and allowed everything to be fully cooked inside.
August... the energies of August... needs us to simply be and allow. Every time we try and force our ego agenda (of doing what we think is expected of us) we are messing with the energy coming into our cells and the alignment is taking longer. If we succeed in forcing our ego will, we will have hmmm... for lack of a better word, broken the stream of incoming energy only to have it realign again.
I remember writing about these months back in May of this year. The Parting of the Red Sea I just didn't understand how it would really play out... until (like usual) we/ I am in the midst of it gasping for air! Ahhhh to be human!
August is filling each and every one of us with this new high falutent energy. And I am busy trying to crawl out of the birth canal before I am fully ready, because I want to be doing something other than nothing lol... AND I am trying to pull you out with me (in trying to do readings)! Geez!!
But also, let me be clear here to (well, as clear as I am capable of right now). We ARE giving rise to September . We are not going to simply crawl out of the womb of creation and be able to sit back in our cribs until we feel we are ready to use this new enhanced energy body of ours.... not even! We will emerge (pretty much) fully grown. We will have a responsibility to use this new energy field that is us. I seen a channel yesterday that said: Response-Ability. Perfect.
September, in my side of the world, is harvest time. The way I have understood this new energy is all the wonder we have "put out" in the world is now merging back into us via our own vital energy streams. You cannot harvest if you don't go out into the fields of potential to reap!
Your new energy field will be like the most amazing magnetic grid ever in place. For some, this won't be a very comfortable time in their lives. For those of us that have put out the greatest energy and love possible... man we will rock if we are now brave enough to go out and harvest. That is to say, open the doors your heart leads you to. Trust in your own inner guidance and deep yearnings. Stay OUT of your head.
We may very well be sludging thru the molasses / honey filled energy fields of August... but that is only going to sweeten the fields of Harvesting in September.
From one sticky and (seemingly) stuck energy field to another (each of you)... I love you so much. Thank you for allowing me to grow and understand thru your love and understanding!!
I also want to thank my birthday food and the Light of the full moon and my children for the wonder and unconscious understanding of where I Am right now!
Together... We Are One... and Sweeter than ever before!
((((HUGZ))))
Lisa Gawlas
www.mysoulcenter.com
Thursday, August 4, 2011
The Color of Our Soul, Black Matter of the Ego, A Blue Moth and Crystal Wisdom
I have completed the transition from New Mexico to Virginia. What an amazing, insightful trip it had been. A lot of the details I didn't know... became known as I sat in the silence of my car, as well as the 2 days iu the Crystal Mines in Mount Ida, Arkansas. I pray I can remember all the fine details and share them outward with you. This is a two part sharing (smile)
Part 1
There is a new color that has emerged in the body over the last several weeks. (At least it is new to me.) This is the most beautiful light blue I had ever seen. I knew it was a vibration associated with the throat chakra, which, in my readings is all about Self-expression. The majority of people I have seen over the years... this area is usually a bulging black energy area. On a very rare occasion (and I do mean very rare) I would see the energy of a cobalt blue streaming from within the black. But now, in a handful of people, I am seeing light blue. I understood the lightness of the blue meant there was a spiritual energy streaming thru the cobalt blue area, but until my road trip, I didn't understand the full degree in which this color is now appearing. God knows I can be slow on the uptake!! lol ...really slow!!!
The light blue I have been seeing is the pure soul energy of the client. Makes sense now as to why I have seen this color in areas other than the throat. Primarily it radiates somewhere in the head as well. I had a lady in a phone reading that this beautiful light blue energy was actually streaming out of her eyes. It was breathing taking to behold. About two inches from her eyes was this... hmmmm, I guess I will just call it a thin layer, a block in her outward field of vision. I heard her team say that in order to use the fullness of this vision she must remove the scorn from her eyes. I then watched as this incredible white light shower started happening between her face and the area of "scorn"... her team helping her to clear it up! At the time of the reading, I had no clue it was her soul looking out the eyes of her world and being blocked in distance by something that just gets her angry.
I was truly humbled by this new understanding of the way peoples pure soul energy is now making itself known in my inner vision. But then came an understanding I so should have known... for years. But somehow I just didn't. Not to the full extent I get it now!
The black areas I have seen since I have been able to "see" is so much more than blocks and issues. It is truly the energy of the ego blocking out the light of your own pure light. Now let me back up for a moment. About a month maybe two ago, all of a sudden I kept hearing a quote from our beloved Jesus: "I of mine own self can do nothing." I have always assumed this quote meant that he never worked alone and without spirit surrounding his "works" he could not do it. The more I went back to the understanding, the louder I would hear that quote. I knew I was missing something within it. But what?
It is the willingness of the "client" that absolutely must be present for any healing to actually happen. The black energy that creates blocks and illness within the body comes from the perceptions of the person being worked on. He, nor I, nor any energy worker, can ever undo what a person puts in place. We can add light to the area, but it is always up to the person to fully transmute their mis-perceptions into light and free it once and for all. I have watched as some peoples energy field completely changed to higher vibrations by the time a massage session was over. Not because of anything I did... if that was the case, every person that ever graced my table would change. It is because of what they did in the moment. We think healing... releasing long held dark (un-enlightened) energy has to take time, it doesn't. It can be as instantaneous as choosing in that moment. Of course, I do my best to go deep into the core energy of that black matter to understand why it is there... Awareness of the issue is key, but alone, not enough. The person MUST choose to release it!
Keep in mind, the ego... a beautiful and much needed creation in our field of matter, is non-the less a fear based entity. It was designed to keep the incarnating spirit safe from harm and to work intimately with the spiritual energy that is us. It knows the land of matter well and can navigate in an instant to get us from our heart promptings to our destiny in nano-seconds. Over time tho, we have let go of our heart and fed off the fear of the ego.
The only time the light blue energy can make itself manifest in our physical bodies, is by clearing the darkness of the ego. Our soul is the most patient, loving energy. It so wants to play fully in the field of created matter, NOT with us... but AS us. It will wait lifetimes for us to really change our minds on how we are going to move thru the fields of unlimited potential... and create the bounty that has always been the greatest potential of our lives!!
Part 2
The first full day in Arkansas I was joyfully in a crystal mine playing as a child moving dirt and looking for hidden treasures. About an hour or two into creating this major crater in the side of the earth the most beautiful light blue moth took up residence within the crater with me. I couldn't tell you if this was a moth (looked like a moth) or a butterfly. I felt so graced by the universe as I just had the download of understanding about the light blue color and here was a winged creature sporting the exact color of blue I had seen in several clients.
And then I forgot about the company that was so patiently sitting on the dirt floor of the huge hole I was digging into the earth, and I took a shovel of dirt and buried the moth. The moment I realized what I had done, I got afraid I killed it! This is when the black matter of my ego took over saying, well if you uncover it, it may be dead, then you will feel bad. So leave it covered in the earth. OK? Back to crystal digging...
And then my shovel took up some of the dirt that was covering the light blue moth and it was suddenly jumping all over the place. I was horrified to see that in my carelessness, I removed its right wing from its body. I apologized profusely to this precious critter and scooped it up on my little hand shovel and placed it on top of the crater about a foot away from me. It surely was a determined moth and hobbled right back over to me and sat at the edge of the crater I created. I prayed it could live and thrive without a wing. I wondered how it would eat and get to where it needs to go... and it looked straight at me... not with anger, not with anything other than love. Even tho I took off its right wing and injured its core energy, it still wanted to be with me digging crystals and it loved me! I was humbled as I watched this critter intently. I kept praying it would live.. within minutes tho, it died. My heart was crushed. I once again apologized profusely and scrambled within my mind to think of something I could do. Instantly it came to me:
I told the light blue moth that I was so sorry for being so careless in my pursuit of crystals and that it died because of me. I invited its essence to come live within my body. I told this little critter that I try to be a good stream of energy for the earth and it can take up a new residence within me, if it so desired. I told it I would breath deeply in... and it had a choice of becoming one with me. I closed my eyes and breathed in... my light blue moth was no where to be seen when I opened my eyes and exhaled.
I mined hundreds of crystals, took them back to my motel to clean each one with a toothbrush. As I finished my day and laid down to rest, there was a throbbing happening in my right arm. It was intense. Every jointed felt like it was inflamed, every muscle fiber screaming out in agony. No matter how I positioned my arm it got no relief. My left arm, totally unaffected. The throbbing (not so much actual pain as it was a throbbing thru my entire arm) radiated from top to bottom, joint to joint, muscle to muscle. I knew it wasn't just an over worked arm from mining all day... there was an energy something or another happening within that arm. I even took Ibuprofen to no avail. Didn't even touch it. I finally found a position in which my arm could bare the throbbing and fell asleep.
In the morning I went crystal mining again. As I sat there on my bucket digging for earthly treasures with a right arm that held no memory of the intensity that it felt the night before... I suddenly remembered the light blue butterfly and it clearly showed me its right wing. I thought... OMG KARMA!!! I felt worse thinking the last thing this little critter felt on earth... was an aching caused by my hand. I was crushed. It allowed me time to get out of my head (pesky fear filled ego ya know) and once I was done, allowed me to realize that my right arm has become its right wing. It choose to live within me as I breathed in! I was as elated as I was humbled and grateful! As this validating universe so loving does ALL THE TIME, the next morning in my "TUT email message was the reminder: "Give with a truly glad heart, lisa, for the sole purpose of the good it will do, and whatever you give shall return to you, multiplied, as if on wings, covered in sparkles."
I cried like a brand new baby!
Last but far from least in this sharing today was the profound message I got from crystal mining on day 2. We as humans are really full of ourselves and our perceptions. Even when it comes to the crystal kingdom. As I was searching for crystals and many many "injured" crystals would make its way to my hand and I would put it back down on the ground looking for "whole crystals" instead of broken ones the crystals really took the time to school me! I am going to paraphrase the incredible communications of our quartz crystal family.
We humans have a way of discarding what appears to be broken. All of the crystals laying within the ground that have been injured are the most sympathetic healers we will find. They know what it is like to be broken and discarded as not very good and therefore, overlooked by humans. They gave me a parallel of themselves with the men and women coming back from the various wars we have ongoing... they are injured. Missing limbs, brain matter, facial features... are they any less than who they were when they went to war? No! They are coming home changed. The "broken" crystals have changed as well. For the better, not for the worse. Not to be overlooked as a precious value on this earth. They understand injury better than those who are still pristine.
Many broken crystals were placed in my bucket!
They also shared something else with me. We (humans) tend to think the bigger and the clearer the crystal, the more potent it is. Not really. Most sacred information have been stored in the smaller, overlooked crystals to purposely make sure they make their way to the ones who can use their information. The cloudy crystals have deep hidden secrets. You will know you have extracted the sacred information inside as the cloudy turns to clear.
I have returned to Virginia with several hundred crystals... broken and whole, cloudy and clear. Everyone will be participating in the activation of the Arkansas crystal mines on 11/11/11. Every person who gets a massage, gets a reading, or just simply desires to have one of these precious gifts of our lives will receive one. I will give them away until the last one finds its Home. I will be mailing them to clients who already had a reading in July as well.
We are indeed changing... Becoming. We truly are the blessings of the earth!!
With the deepest gratitude to all who embark on changing into the Light Blue Butterfly of earth!
(((((HUGZ)))))
Lisa Gawlas
www.mysoulcenter.com/energy_readings.html
Part 1
There is a new color that has emerged in the body over the last several weeks. (At least it is new to me.) This is the most beautiful light blue I had ever seen. I knew it was a vibration associated with the throat chakra, which, in my readings is all about Self-expression. The majority of people I have seen over the years... this area is usually a bulging black energy area. On a very rare occasion (and I do mean very rare) I would see the energy of a cobalt blue streaming from within the black. But now, in a handful of people, I am seeing light blue. I understood the lightness of the blue meant there was a spiritual energy streaming thru the cobalt blue area, but until my road trip, I didn't understand the full degree in which this color is now appearing. God knows I can be slow on the uptake!! lol ...really slow!!!
The light blue I have been seeing is the pure soul energy of the client. Makes sense now as to why I have seen this color in areas other than the throat. Primarily it radiates somewhere in the head as well. I had a lady in a phone reading that this beautiful light blue energy was actually streaming out of her eyes. It was breathing taking to behold. About two inches from her eyes was this... hmmmm, I guess I will just call it a thin layer, a block in her outward field of vision. I heard her team say that in order to use the fullness of this vision she must remove the scorn from her eyes. I then watched as this incredible white light shower started happening between her face and the area of "scorn"... her team helping her to clear it up! At the time of the reading, I had no clue it was her soul looking out the eyes of her world and being blocked in distance by something that just gets her angry.
I was truly humbled by this new understanding of the way peoples pure soul energy is now making itself known in my inner vision. But then came an understanding I so should have known... for years. But somehow I just didn't. Not to the full extent I get it now!
The black areas I have seen since I have been able to "see" is so much more than blocks and issues. It is truly the energy of the ego blocking out the light of your own pure light. Now let me back up for a moment. About a month maybe two ago, all of a sudden I kept hearing a quote from our beloved Jesus: "I of mine own self can do nothing." I have always assumed this quote meant that he never worked alone and without spirit surrounding his "works" he could not do it. The more I went back to the understanding, the louder I would hear that quote. I knew I was missing something within it. But what?
It is the willingness of the "client" that absolutely must be present for any healing to actually happen. The black energy that creates blocks and illness within the body comes from the perceptions of the person being worked on. He, nor I, nor any energy worker, can ever undo what a person puts in place. We can add light to the area, but it is always up to the person to fully transmute their mis-perceptions into light and free it once and for all. I have watched as some peoples energy field completely changed to higher vibrations by the time a massage session was over. Not because of anything I did... if that was the case, every person that ever graced my table would change. It is because of what they did in the moment. We think healing... releasing long held dark (un-enlightened) energy has to take time, it doesn't. It can be as instantaneous as choosing in that moment. Of course, I do my best to go deep into the core energy of that black matter to understand why it is there... Awareness of the issue is key, but alone, not enough. The person MUST choose to release it!
Keep in mind, the ego... a beautiful and much needed creation in our field of matter, is non-the less a fear based entity. It was designed to keep the incarnating spirit safe from harm and to work intimately with the spiritual energy that is us. It knows the land of matter well and can navigate in an instant to get us from our heart promptings to our destiny in nano-seconds. Over time tho, we have let go of our heart and fed off the fear of the ego.
The only time the light blue energy can make itself manifest in our physical bodies, is by clearing the darkness of the ego. Our soul is the most patient, loving energy. It so wants to play fully in the field of created matter, NOT with us... but AS us. It will wait lifetimes for us to really change our minds on how we are going to move thru the fields of unlimited potential... and create the bounty that has always been the greatest potential of our lives!!
Part 2
The first full day in Arkansas I was joyfully in a crystal mine playing as a child moving dirt and looking for hidden treasures. About an hour or two into creating this major crater in the side of the earth the most beautiful light blue moth took up residence within the crater with me. I couldn't tell you if this was a moth (looked like a moth) or a butterfly. I felt so graced by the universe as I just had the download of understanding about the light blue color and here was a winged creature sporting the exact color of blue I had seen in several clients.
And then I forgot about the company that was so patiently sitting on the dirt floor of the huge hole I was digging into the earth, and I took a shovel of dirt and buried the moth. The moment I realized what I had done, I got afraid I killed it! This is when the black matter of my ego took over saying, well if you uncover it, it may be dead, then you will feel bad. So leave it covered in the earth. OK? Back to crystal digging...
And then my shovel took up some of the dirt that was covering the light blue moth and it was suddenly jumping all over the place. I was horrified to see that in my carelessness, I removed its right wing from its body. I apologized profusely to this precious critter and scooped it up on my little hand shovel and placed it on top of the crater about a foot away from me. It surely was a determined moth and hobbled right back over to me and sat at the edge of the crater I created. I prayed it could live and thrive without a wing. I wondered how it would eat and get to where it needs to go... and it looked straight at me... not with anger, not with anything other than love. Even tho I took off its right wing and injured its core energy, it still wanted to be with me digging crystals and it loved me! I was humbled as I watched this critter intently. I kept praying it would live.. within minutes tho, it died. My heart was crushed. I once again apologized profusely and scrambled within my mind to think of something I could do. Instantly it came to me:
I told the light blue moth that I was so sorry for being so careless in my pursuit of crystals and that it died because of me. I invited its essence to come live within my body. I told this little critter that I try to be a good stream of energy for the earth and it can take up a new residence within me, if it so desired. I told it I would breath deeply in... and it had a choice of becoming one with me. I closed my eyes and breathed in... my light blue moth was no where to be seen when I opened my eyes and exhaled.
I mined hundreds of crystals, took them back to my motel to clean each one with a toothbrush. As I finished my day and laid down to rest, there was a throbbing happening in my right arm. It was intense. Every jointed felt like it was inflamed, every muscle fiber screaming out in agony. No matter how I positioned my arm it got no relief. My left arm, totally unaffected. The throbbing (not so much actual pain as it was a throbbing thru my entire arm) radiated from top to bottom, joint to joint, muscle to muscle. I knew it wasn't just an over worked arm from mining all day... there was an energy something or another happening within that arm. I even took Ibuprofen to no avail. Didn't even touch it. I finally found a position in which my arm could bare the throbbing and fell asleep.
In the morning I went crystal mining again. As I sat there on my bucket digging for earthly treasures with a right arm that held no memory of the intensity that it felt the night before... I suddenly remembered the light blue butterfly and it clearly showed me its right wing. I thought... OMG KARMA!!! I felt worse thinking the last thing this little critter felt on earth... was an aching caused by my hand. I was crushed. It allowed me time to get out of my head (pesky fear filled ego ya know) and once I was done, allowed me to realize that my right arm has become its right wing. It choose to live within me as I breathed in! I was as elated as I was humbled and grateful! As this validating universe so loving does ALL THE TIME, the next morning in my "TUT email message was the reminder: "Give with a truly glad heart, lisa, for the sole purpose of the good it will do, and whatever you give shall return to you, multiplied, as if on wings, covered in sparkles."
I cried like a brand new baby!
Last but far from least in this sharing today was the profound message I got from crystal mining on day 2. We as humans are really full of ourselves and our perceptions. Even when it comes to the crystal kingdom. As I was searching for crystals and many many "injured" crystals would make its way to my hand and I would put it back down on the ground looking for "whole crystals" instead of broken ones the crystals really took the time to school me! I am going to paraphrase the incredible communications of our quartz crystal family.
We humans have a way of discarding what appears to be broken. All of the crystals laying within the ground that have been injured are the most sympathetic healers we will find. They know what it is like to be broken and discarded as not very good and therefore, overlooked by humans. They gave me a parallel of themselves with the men and women coming back from the various wars we have ongoing... they are injured. Missing limbs, brain matter, facial features... are they any less than who they were when they went to war? No! They are coming home changed. The "broken" crystals have changed as well. For the better, not for the worse. Not to be overlooked as a precious value on this earth. They understand injury better than those who are still pristine.
Many broken crystals were placed in my bucket!
They also shared something else with me. We (humans) tend to think the bigger and the clearer the crystal, the more potent it is. Not really. Most sacred information have been stored in the smaller, overlooked crystals to purposely make sure they make their way to the ones who can use their information. The cloudy crystals have deep hidden secrets. You will know you have extracted the sacred information inside as the cloudy turns to clear.
I have returned to Virginia with several hundred crystals... broken and whole, cloudy and clear. Everyone will be participating in the activation of the Arkansas crystal mines on 11/11/11. Every person who gets a massage, gets a reading, or just simply desires to have one of these precious gifts of our lives will receive one. I will give them away until the last one finds its Home. I will be mailing them to clients who already had a reading in July as well.
We are indeed changing... Becoming. We truly are the blessings of the earth!!
With the deepest gratitude to all who embark on changing into the Light Blue Butterfly of earth!
(((((HUGZ)))))
Lisa Gawlas
www.mysoulcenter.com/energy_readings.html
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