Indeed we are in a vastly new landscape of space and time. Even space and time are changing to our new environment. What was (spiritually) required of us even last year, no longer is valid in today's new world. Actually, from what I am understanding, what worked for us so well last year (and for so long a time prior) is actually blocking our progress forward into the new landscape of the here and now. Let me (try) and explain.
For about the last 6 months (give or take, time blurs these days) when I have had some very ill people on my massage table their (the clients) spiritual team is not busy talking to them about doing that deep inner healing I personally am familiar with (via my own journey to here), instead, consistently I have been hearing so many spiritual teams talking about re-patterning the thought process, being in a state of love and joy.
For close to a decade, I have taught people how to do the much needed (until now) deep inner healing that got us all to Here. It seems this deep inner healing that so many had done had much more of a profound effect beyond their own life and body. They cleared the way for the rest of humanity. (Thank you to every single person who has done the heavy lifting within themselves along the way to here.)
I am personally watching as spiritual teams are in overtime removing the goo we accumulated along the way and setting it free. We, as a collective of Light Bearers (smile) have raised the vibration on earth to the point where all can be free of their "issues" with the pure intention of being so. The greatest responsibility to anyone right now is centering their being on unconditional love and joyful Being.
If you can look at it this way, if your focused on "healing" right now, you are declaring to the world around you that you are not whole. The energetic world we live in is so unbiased, it will create issues within you so you can continue to keep healing. Going forward from the knowing you are already healed, then there is nothing to look at, only the addressing of the habitual mind to know you are a whole and healthy Being of Light, of Love and that is what you Are in every day forward.
With all that said (and I pray I did it clearly) I have come to an amazing realization yesterday as I did 2 readings on 2 men in the morning. Something even more profound is happening is every single one of us is also going thru the fulfillment of the Divine Marriage. That is to say the complete merger of the Masculine and Feminine energies. Until yesterday, I really didn't have a point of reference to understand this.
In all the females I have connected with, the energy grid was coming into the crown (brought in by the higher spiritual energies, and in my world that is equal to the masculine vibration as well.) and setting itself up in our entire head area as it moved downward into the body. There is a tremendous amount of "grid-work" taking place within this construction as well. In the most simplified version of the masculine and feminine energies, the masculine creates or makes manifest in the world of matter, the feminine dreams (the feeling world of intuition) about what can be created.)
I am now starting to see that men are being activated from the feet upwards and not so much with a grid-work within their core energy, but with the fluidness of the divine mother. That ah-ha feeling of what I was bearing witness to came when one of the gentleman I was reading for mentioned about severe pain in his groin area not to long ago... hey I had severe head pain, mostly in my jawline as my new grid came into existence within me.
Another thing I just realized as I re-read some of my post from yesterday... in ALL females, the liquid I see is surrounding her body (as opposed to moving up thru it as within the male), the males have the grid-work connected to the body (as opposed to within the core). Hmmmm... I know this realization is important... what it means, can't tell ya.... yet! (smile)
Another added note (smile)... The one man and many females I have seen in a sort of suspended animation, is simply in a holding pattern as everyone on earth becomes activated at the same time. We are truly not doing anything one ahead of the other... but all together at the same time. How precious is that!
How super exciting this time is, when all we really have to do is lay back and allow the fullness of this incredible, beautiful, and often uncomfortable moment in time to simply happen without our need to think we need to do anything. We simply need to allow and release... allow and release. Breath in, breath out. If the merger becomes to uncomfortable (as mine did) let your spiritual team know this and ask for it to be gentle. They will comply, but not until you ask.
So in this new field of energy, focus on what you love, what excites you, how you want to be in this world Now. It's all that matters.
If you insist on the continued picking at a scab, don't be surprised if healing seems elusive and weighty. This grand universe we live in loves you so much as to allow you any experience you focus on.
I do want to be clear here, which may be misconstrued by some. I still do energy work, energy healing on the physical body. We are in a time where once it is pulled up from the core to the light of day, we just need to set if free. Not look at it over and over again.
With shear de-Light in the magnitude of who we are NOW!! With the full merger of the Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine, we ARE fully empowered Beings of Light. Trust in that, and learn to use that power wisely!
((((HUGZ))))) of joy and deep deep love to all,
Lisa Gawlas
www.mysoulcenter.com/energy_readings.html
Monday, September 5, 2011
Sunday, September 4, 2011
The Finishing Touches are Underway!
What an interesting week this has been within the voyeurism that is my life! The theme has been teh same no matter if it was seen in a massage or seen via a phone reading. The finishing touches of the NEW energy fields are being connected. With this came several interesting visuals and understandings:
In a few people this old ball of energy was being hacked (as if to say coughed) out of their throat chakra (throat in my world is all about self expression) and I could see this new network of hmmmmm, I am not sure I want to call it chakra energy, but really not sure what to call it. There is a power point forming (perhaps formed already just not "turned on") in the very back of the throat. There is no exit to this energy center, but more of a network or grid-work of threads that connect to the tongue, the nose and the pineal gland. I was also told within the readings/massages that there is a new concentrated energy that will be released in our breath especially when we talk, but equally when we think and breath that is released outwards into the fields of matter (on earth).
Our breath is the very energy of our core Being and soon (for some, already) will be released in concentrated amounts each time we breath. The only think I can say about this energy right now, fill it will unconditional, non-judgmental love. For what you put out in any way, is already at your doorstep as yours.
There is not a thing you are doing to others, you are always doing it to yourself, for better or worse. here is not a soul on this planet who will not have this (soon to be) activated energy enhancer creating instantly within their world of matter. Phew!
Now this next "understanding" took me slightly by surprise, and I suppose it shouldn't have but did. I was reading for a lady and I could see her crown chakra only 1 inch away from our new, magnificent grid of violet and blue energy grid. From what I am understanding this new energy grid is the (soon to be fully) released energy that I refer to as Shamabhala. That is the ability to create Heaven on earth within a thought. Of course, in the unbiased world of energy we can also create intense hell on earth with just a thought too. (If you haven't already done so, please deal with your anger issues, for your own sake).
But getting back to the point (smile)... Her spirit team made sure to tell her that what she says, how she thinks will be cruicial as all is conected and "turned on." The good thing for a lot of people, their crown chakra has a lot of other energy fields to pass thru before the energy of the crown chakra is connected to this new highly charged new grid. That is too say it doesn't take 30 seconds to manifest, maybe more like 30 hours.
I suppose I should have known that everyone is at a different field of energy, very much like we are all on different poin ts of the path together. But I suppose as well, I didn't fullly understand what it all means as we emerge into the new. Let me just say this too, there is a safety mechanism built into life. The closer you are to this new grid, the purer you are in heart energy. But equally, the higher the responsibility is for you to be utterly conscious of what you say and how you feel at ALL TIMES.
I do want to mention something I really don't understand yet, but for sure is important. I did my first reading on a man this week too. Since the last of July, every single person I connected too (when I was able to) were females. Most (but not all) females are in this liquidy amniotic feeling of a protective egg like place. There is a fluidness to the female, protected by various colors of outer energy. The man I connected to... interesting as well as exciting (for us to really understand what it means). It was as if he was in the amazing sphere of grid-work. Perhaps the best way I can say I felt it was he was in the core of mother earth, all around him were energetic deep golden threads of energy that created the most amazing grid and all connected to a circle of energy way out side of his body.
Let me tell you, where ever he was energetically left me feeling completely stoned or buzzed when we hung up the phone. This week coming up should prove to be interesting as I have many men to read for, and hopefully understand is this unique unto him or are our men developing in a new way. Will let you know as soon as I get clarity on it.
Last but so far from least, another common communication from spirit thru the readings was we are at the very end of being fully activated. Very much like the finishing touches are being connected from our new energy bodies (and yes, every person on earth has a new energy body) o the new grid. I was also told that a series of three events would take place back to back of each other by Sept 10 (keep in mind, that dateline can change with the collective energies). Each event (god forbid anyone would say exactly or even remotely what these events are) would each being an energy surge in fully turning on the new connections.
I have a feeling (but really don't know for sure) one of these events was the earthquake that just happened in Alaska. I could literally see the waves moving up from the earth and getting larger as these circular waves moved upward in the atmosphere... the moment it was in expanded height with my forehead, my brains melted into lethargy (man that is becoming common place for me these days.)
I do want to close this sharing with a dream I woke up with this morning. I very rarely dream so when I remember anything of a dream I know it is important. I went to sleep with a prayer of "please let me be able to do all three readings effectively in the morning) (especially since 2 of the three are men lol).
In the dream I was in a place I never was before. Perhaps the new earth, because it looked like earth, just didn't feel like earth. I was given a new cell phone because the one I had stopped working. They (not sure who) told me that my old Android Galaxy no longer works and I am given the new upgraded version. I hated it! The viewing screen was only a small area in the upper right hand corner of the phone (seems like the very thing my readings have been like, only viewing where all the higher energies are in relationship to people, nothing more). It was encased in this black protective casing with buttons I could press to use the phone, yet, was not actually the phone itself. I could see a space between the casing and the phone and it made it awkward to use, not to mention the viewing area way to small. I called the lady and complained and said that the old models no longer work and I had to use what I was given.
I woke up rather pissed!
I get it now in doing this blog... black is about unseen potential, energy where the light has not shined or been activated yet... and yet I/we can still function in this protective field and only get to see a glimpse of what we are looking at. ...for now!
Yippie!!
Togther as we close out the 5th night and emerge into the 6th day (A cycle in the Mayan calendar someone told me about).
Happy Re-Birthday to ALL!!
((((HUGZ)))))
Lisa Gawlas
www.mysoulcenter.com/energy_readings.html
P.S. I was just reminded of a meditation I had done a couple days ago and of course the inner prompting to add it to this particular blog. At the end of a chaotic meditation (meaning I couldn't get any of the personal information I went in to get) I finally (and god knows why) gave up trying to see my own energy field and where I was at in this process and decided to ask spirit a personal question. We are only 1 year out to the elections here in the US and I am at the point there is no one I want to vote for. I asked spirit what is going to come of these elections I am so tired of having the choice of voting for bad or worse. Instantly I had seen the political playing field and this massive and beautiful arm of God (yeah, I know it was the arm of god because He said so when I asked whose arm is that) cl;ear the field of energy leaving a trail of soft glowing white light. The arm came in from the left (physical life side) and swept all the black energy to the right side (back into the ethers of spirit) and left a wonderful trail in its gentle wake. I don't fully understand it, but it did give me the hope I was searching for.
In a few people this old ball of energy was being hacked (as if to say coughed) out of their throat chakra (throat in my world is all about self expression) and I could see this new network of hmmmmm, I am not sure I want to call it chakra energy, but really not sure what to call it. There is a power point forming (perhaps formed already just not "turned on") in the very back of the throat. There is no exit to this energy center, but more of a network or grid-work of threads that connect to the tongue, the nose and the pineal gland. I was also told within the readings/massages that there is a new concentrated energy that will be released in our breath especially when we talk, but equally when we think and breath that is released outwards into the fields of matter (on earth).
Our breath is the very energy of our core Being and soon (for some, already) will be released in concentrated amounts each time we breath. The only think I can say about this energy right now, fill it will unconditional, non-judgmental love. For what you put out in any way, is already at your doorstep as yours.
There is not a thing you are doing to others, you are always doing it to yourself, for better or worse. here is not a soul on this planet who will not have this (soon to be) activated energy enhancer creating instantly within their world of matter. Phew!
Now this next "understanding" took me slightly by surprise, and I suppose it shouldn't have but did. I was reading for a lady and I could see her crown chakra only 1 inch away from our new, magnificent grid of violet and blue energy grid. From what I am understanding this new energy grid is the (soon to be fully) released energy that I refer to as Shamabhala. That is the ability to create Heaven on earth within a thought. Of course, in the unbiased world of energy we can also create intense hell on earth with just a thought too. (If you haven't already done so, please deal with your anger issues, for your own sake).
But getting back to the point (smile)... Her spirit team made sure to tell her that what she says, how she thinks will be cruicial as all is conected and "turned on." The good thing for a lot of people, their crown chakra has a lot of other energy fields to pass thru before the energy of the crown chakra is connected to this new highly charged new grid. That is too say it doesn't take 30 seconds to manifest, maybe more like 30 hours.
I suppose I should have known that everyone is at a different field of energy, very much like we are all on different poin ts of the path together. But I suppose as well, I didn't fullly understand what it all means as we emerge into the new. Let me just say this too, there is a safety mechanism built into life. The closer you are to this new grid, the purer you are in heart energy. But equally, the higher the responsibility is for you to be utterly conscious of what you say and how you feel at ALL TIMES.
I do want to mention something I really don't understand yet, but for sure is important. I did my first reading on a man this week too. Since the last of July, every single person I connected too (when I was able to) were females. Most (but not all) females are in this liquidy amniotic feeling of a protective egg like place. There is a fluidness to the female, protected by various colors of outer energy. The man I connected to... interesting as well as exciting (for us to really understand what it means). It was as if he was in the amazing sphere of grid-work. Perhaps the best way I can say I felt it was he was in the core of mother earth, all around him were energetic deep golden threads of energy that created the most amazing grid and all connected to a circle of energy way out side of his body.
Let me tell you, where ever he was energetically left me feeling completely stoned or buzzed when we hung up the phone. This week coming up should prove to be interesting as I have many men to read for, and hopefully understand is this unique unto him or are our men developing in a new way. Will let you know as soon as I get clarity on it.
Last but so far from least, another common communication from spirit thru the readings was we are at the very end of being fully activated. Very much like the finishing touches are being connected from our new energy bodies (and yes, every person on earth has a new energy body) o the new grid. I was also told that a series of three events would take place back to back of each other by Sept 10 (keep in mind, that dateline can change with the collective energies). Each event (god forbid anyone would say exactly or even remotely what these events are) would each being an energy surge in fully turning on the new connections.
I have a feeling (but really don't know for sure) one of these events was the earthquake that just happened in Alaska. I could literally see the waves moving up from the earth and getting larger as these circular waves moved upward in the atmosphere... the moment it was in expanded height with my forehead, my brains melted into lethargy (man that is becoming common place for me these days.)
I do want to close this sharing with a dream I woke up with this morning. I very rarely dream so when I remember anything of a dream I know it is important. I went to sleep with a prayer of "please let me be able to do all three readings effectively in the morning) (especially since 2 of the three are men lol).
In the dream I was in a place I never was before. Perhaps the new earth, because it looked like earth, just didn't feel like earth. I was given a new cell phone because the one I had stopped working. They (not sure who) told me that my old Android Galaxy no longer works and I am given the new upgraded version. I hated it! The viewing screen was only a small area in the upper right hand corner of the phone (seems like the very thing my readings have been like, only viewing where all the higher energies are in relationship to people, nothing more). It was encased in this black protective casing with buttons I could press to use the phone, yet, was not actually the phone itself. I could see a space between the casing and the phone and it made it awkward to use, not to mention the viewing area way to small. I called the lady and complained and said that the old models no longer work and I had to use what I was given.
I woke up rather pissed!
I get it now in doing this blog... black is about unseen potential, energy where the light has not shined or been activated yet... and yet I/we can still function in this protective field and only get to see a glimpse of what we are looking at. ...for now!
Yippie!!
Togther as we close out the 5th night and emerge into the 6th day (A cycle in the Mayan calendar someone told me about).
Happy Re-Birthday to ALL!!
((((HUGZ)))))
Lisa Gawlas
www.mysoulcenter.com/energy_readings.html
P.S. I was just reminded of a meditation I had done a couple days ago and of course the inner prompting to add it to this particular blog. At the end of a chaotic meditation (meaning I couldn't get any of the personal information I went in to get) I finally (and god knows why) gave up trying to see my own energy field and where I was at in this process and decided to ask spirit a personal question. We are only 1 year out to the elections here in the US and I am at the point there is no one I want to vote for. I asked spirit what is going to come of these elections I am so tired of having the choice of voting for bad or worse. Instantly I had seen the political playing field and this massive and beautiful arm of God (yeah, I know it was the arm of god because He said so when I asked whose arm is that) cl;ear the field of energy leaving a trail of soft glowing white light. The arm came in from the left (physical life side) and swept all the black energy to the right side (back into the ethers of spirit) and left a wonderful trail in its gentle wake. I don't fully understand it, but it did give me the hope I was searching for.
Tuesday, August 30, 2011
Washing Away ALL Our Old Bridges to Create the NEW!
There is so much I am excited about, so much I want to share outward with you. So please bear with me if this is an unusually long sharing.
The communication during August has been breathtaking and so incredibly revealing. A very rare earthquake happened on August 23 (2+3=5 which is about change) that did most of its rattling northward. The Washington Monument seemed to have the most damage, or maybe the most talked about damage. I find several things interesting about this in particular. The Washington Monument is 555 feet tall (talk about embedding change into this statue... someone knew Washington needed LOTS of change when they built it.) It is currently closed for repairs (so is our government too really.)
We can look across the globe and see governments changing, people taking back their power to create a life of their desires. We, in the USA, need to do the same. Washington is broken, the cracks are now obvious (thank you monument) and should only be repaired, reconstructed by the Will of the People (not many in this country really remember what that even means... may we ALL remember and stand together to reclaim our country with love and hope for all.
We barely recovered from the earthquake (mostly the shock of it happening) and wham... Hurricane Irene comes and washes so much away. It was a wonderful and needed clearing of energies. But my baffle happened when I seen that my beloved state of Vermont was in the midst of devastating flooding. I lived, grew, no transformed my whole life in central Vermont from 2002 - 04. It is the only state I have lived in (and trust me, I have lived all over the USA) that loves and genuinely cares deeply for its people. Perhaps maybe, that is why Vermont is getting the most damage from Irene's cleansing. The people will be cared for. So my bigger question is... why. Why does Vermont need this cleansing?
This morning the answer was so present and unmistakable. Vermont is home to some amazing old bridges. The old wooden kind, there is even a floating bridge there. 3 of its old bridges have been wiped out from this severe flooding taking place right now. I seen a picture on CNN this morning of a beautiful covered wooden bridge that was built 141 years ago and now most of it is gone, taken away by the fury of the moving water.
As I sat here and pondered the bridge(s), I suddenly remembered a reading I had done yesterday with one of my ongoing clients. There was a covered bridge in the back of my clients heart chakra. She was standing on the edge closest to her body filled with hesitation in moving off the bridge, as well as comfort and safety of being on the bridge. I could see her heart center filled with liquid energy that she needed to jump into. The liquid of her heart was new, deep, and from all accounts unsafe because she had not allowed herself to leave the comforts of her bridge (every ounce of the past that brought her-you to the present). I understood both so clearly instantly.
We must get off the bridges of our past. Let go of who you think you are and even the road that got you to here. You are NO LONGER THAT. It was simply what got you to here. That which we cling to will be lost in the clearing of the new energy (which is well underway.)
Here is new. Here needs to be created new. No trace of old energy. No support systems of the old energy. Take the plunge into the deep waters of your heart, of your soul and learn to swim in these new fields of fluid energy. Nothing else will be supported moving forward.
Earlier in the day, in a separate reading, I now understand even more fully a visual I got for a client. I could see all this amazing threads of deep golden energy lattice being laid in her upper chakras and I could see the energy flowing into her Pineal Gland and it looked like windshield wipers flowing back and forth... clearing her higher vision. Her Pineal Gland was filled with the light blue energy that I now know is her souls appearance in my rearding. There was even several statements from her soul (and for the first time, I could feel the difference in energies from her spirit guides and her direct soul communication, more on this in a moment.) It was clearing her old perceptions so that she would only see the new.
Our souls are only focused on the present moment moving forward, NOT where we came from.
I also remember the lady on the bridge, she had 4 latches that her soul was releasing (because she gave permission for this thru the reading) and now I get it even more than before. With it, I suddenly seen this tremendous love energy hugging her... filling her every molecule with this wonderful and filling love energy. As I was caught by surprise with that sudden image, I was also reminded of our Fall Harvest (for those on the other side of the earth, look at it as your Spring Blooms) and what we have put out in energy is coming back to be our experience 100 fold. The place in her heart is filled with genuine love of herself and all that surrounds her. After the roughness of August, I was thrilled to see and feel that reminder that something wonderful is coming our way in the fields of September. The longing in our soul will find its creation and expression in this new field of fresh, fluid energy as we move into September.
I wish I can say everyone on the face of the earth has placed only the highest degree of love outwards... so with the wonder, there is the other side of this Harvesting.
There was a common theme with dates (keep in mind, dates are always subjective and can and will change as the collective changes.)
October 13th was something that I feel will affect us globally. I say globally because the three readings I had yesterday all contained this time frame, one in the UK, one on the east coast of the US and one on the West coast of the US.
With the lady in the UK I felt the ground beneath her feet really start to shake up (and often times, I cannot tell the difference between literal and symbolic, which is the case with this.) I also seen energy waves coming in from the distant left (Physical life) going to the entire energy field where she was. It didn't feel so much as personal as it did area wide. I have a feeling this morning, this is going to be a global shake up event. With her it was also a key opportunity for her (how, we have not understood yet, darn it!)
The one thing I know for sure, we are in this together. Lets hold hands and pave our new streets with gold (to me, gold is the highest vibration of spiritual energy there is... in my readings.)
Together, we are One... WE are the new energy!
Until the next update.... (((((HUGZ))))) of pure excitement and potential!
Lisa Gawlas
www.mysoulcenter.com/energy_readings.html
P.S. (8/31/11) I just recieved an email from a lady named Nancy who reminded me that the flooding is wide spread from Irene, which I knew and most of the places being cleared, needs to be. She is in upstate NY and reminded me as well that NY doesn't love its people (which I have found to be a true statement for a lot of states in the US). My prayers go out to ALL affected by Irene, but I pondered a little more about Vermont. It has been hit the hardest of all areas... why?
Two reasons really (more I am sure, but 2 I understand right now):
1. There was a vast amount of prayers going out as Irene headed to the East Coast, which did amazing things at lessening the effect of the Storm. Who ever thought Vermont was in the path of the Hurricane? No one.
We humans, even us who claim to be "aware" and participating in The Shift are excited about it, but don't want to be inconvienced or changed by it. Mother earth is NOTsick or mad... she is in full Labor! If you have seen someone give birth, there is always blood and water that comes out before and with the child. Why would we want that labor to slow down or stop it... it is only going to have to pick up again to complete the job. What our those intentioned prayers have done is slow down the energy of birth... at least on the East Coast.
2. Vermont, on the other hand was allowed full effect of the waters. So the prayers that saved the East Coast more damage and ability to fully cleansed, was released in Vermont. A place that holds very high energy to begin with. A place that says to lightworkers everywhere... clear what you think you know. Remove old energy, old thoughts and bridges to the new... for even we have yesterdays ways of doing things and that must be released as well. The greatest thing we did yesterday must become new with the alignment of the new energy. Don't fear the energy of this massive birth, don't worry about inconvenience... embrace the change and help each other move thru it!
Look at how powerful we are when we ban energies together to heal. We slowed the birth of labor and the cleansing that was needed to provide the new landscape for this higher energy. What if we embraced it, loved it, helped it and each other thru.
Lets join together not to prevent, but to reNew this landscape called earth!!
With love and great appreciation to all affected by this hurricane (Including my area of Virginia). My prayer is that what the energy of Irene couldn't do on the East Coast, was allowed to fully release itself in Vermont (I wonder how Canada is doing) so the birth doesn't have to restart (another hurricane come our way) its releasing of the waters.
((((HUGZ))))
Lisa
The communication during August has been breathtaking and so incredibly revealing. A very rare earthquake happened on August 23 (2+3=5 which is about change) that did most of its rattling northward. The Washington Monument seemed to have the most damage, or maybe the most talked about damage. I find several things interesting about this in particular. The Washington Monument is 555 feet tall (talk about embedding change into this statue... someone knew Washington needed LOTS of change when they built it.) It is currently closed for repairs (so is our government too really.)
We can look across the globe and see governments changing, people taking back their power to create a life of their desires. We, in the USA, need to do the same. Washington is broken, the cracks are now obvious (thank you monument) and should only be repaired, reconstructed by the Will of the People (not many in this country really remember what that even means... may we ALL remember and stand together to reclaim our country with love and hope for all.
We barely recovered from the earthquake (mostly the shock of it happening) and wham... Hurricane Irene comes and washes so much away. It was a wonderful and needed clearing of energies. But my baffle happened when I seen that my beloved state of Vermont was in the midst of devastating flooding. I lived, grew, no transformed my whole life in central Vermont from 2002 - 04. It is the only state I have lived in (and trust me, I have lived all over the USA) that loves and genuinely cares deeply for its people. Perhaps maybe, that is why Vermont is getting the most damage from Irene's cleansing. The people will be cared for. So my bigger question is... why. Why does Vermont need this cleansing?
This morning the answer was so present and unmistakable. Vermont is home to some amazing old bridges. The old wooden kind, there is even a floating bridge there. 3 of its old bridges have been wiped out from this severe flooding taking place right now. I seen a picture on CNN this morning of a beautiful covered wooden bridge that was built 141 years ago and now most of it is gone, taken away by the fury of the moving water.
As I sat here and pondered the bridge(s), I suddenly remembered a reading I had done yesterday with one of my ongoing clients. There was a covered bridge in the back of my clients heart chakra. She was standing on the edge closest to her body filled with hesitation in moving off the bridge, as well as comfort and safety of being on the bridge. I could see her heart center filled with liquid energy that she needed to jump into. The liquid of her heart was new, deep, and from all accounts unsafe because she had not allowed herself to leave the comforts of her bridge (every ounce of the past that brought her-you to the present). I understood both so clearly instantly.
We must get off the bridges of our past. Let go of who you think you are and even the road that got you to here. You are NO LONGER THAT. It was simply what got you to here. That which we cling to will be lost in the clearing of the new energy (which is well underway.)
Here is new. Here needs to be created new. No trace of old energy. No support systems of the old energy. Take the plunge into the deep waters of your heart, of your soul and learn to swim in these new fields of fluid energy. Nothing else will be supported moving forward.
Earlier in the day, in a separate reading, I now understand even more fully a visual I got for a client. I could see all this amazing threads of deep golden energy lattice being laid in her upper chakras and I could see the energy flowing into her Pineal Gland and it looked like windshield wipers flowing back and forth... clearing her higher vision. Her Pineal Gland was filled with the light blue energy that I now know is her souls appearance in my rearding. There was even several statements from her soul (and for the first time, I could feel the difference in energies from her spirit guides and her direct soul communication, more on this in a moment.) It was clearing her old perceptions so that she would only see the new.
Our souls are only focused on the present moment moving forward, NOT where we came from.
I also remember the lady on the bridge, she had 4 latches that her soul was releasing (because she gave permission for this thru the reading) and now I get it even more than before. With it, I suddenly seen this tremendous love energy hugging her... filling her every molecule with this wonderful and filling love energy. As I was caught by surprise with that sudden image, I was also reminded of our Fall Harvest (for those on the other side of the earth, look at it as your Spring Blooms) and what we have put out in energy is coming back to be our experience 100 fold. The place in her heart is filled with genuine love of herself and all that surrounds her. After the roughness of August, I was thrilled to see and feel that reminder that something wonderful is coming our way in the fields of September. The longing in our soul will find its creation and expression in this new field of fresh, fluid energy as we move into September.
I wish I can say everyone on the face of the earth has placed only the highest degree of love outwards... so with the wonder, there is the other side of this Harvesting.
There was a common theme with dates (keep in mind, dates are always subjective and can and will change as the collective changes.)
October 13th was something that I feel will affect us globally. I say globally because the three readings I had yesterday all contained this time frame, one in the UK, one on the east coast of the US and one on the West coast of the US.
With the lady in the UK I felt the ground beneath her feet really start to shake up (and often times, I cannot tell the difference between literal and symbolic, which is the case with this.) I also seen energy waves coming in from the distant left (Physical life) going to the entire energy field where she was. It didn't feel so much as personal as it did area wide. I have a feeling this morning, this is going to be a global shake up event. With her it was also a key opportunity for her (how, we have not understood yet, darn it!)
The one thing I know for sure, we are in this together. Lets hold hands and pave our new streets with gold (to me, gold is the highest vibration of spiritual energy there is... in my readings.)
Together, we are One... WE are the new energy!
Until the next update.... (((((HUGZ))))) of pure excitement and potential!
Lisa Gawlas
www.mysoulcenter.com/energy_readings.html
P.S. (8/31/11) I just recieved an email from a lady named Nancy who reminded me that the flooding is wide spread from Irene, which I knew and most of the places being cleared, needs to be. She is in upstate NY and reminded me as well that NY doesn't love its people (which I have found to be a true statement for a lot of states in the US). My prayers go out to ALL affected by Irene, but I pondered a little more about Vermont. It has been hit the hardest of all areas... why?
Two reasons really (more I am sure, but 2 I understand right now):
1. There was a vast amount of prayers going out as Irene headed to the East Coast, which did amazing things at lessening the effect of the Storm. Who ever thought Vermont was in the path of the Hurricane? No one.
We humans, even us who claim to be "aware" and participating in The Shift are excited about it, but don't want to be inconvienced or changed by it. Mother earth is NOTsick or mad... she is in full Labor! If you have seen someone give birth, there is always blood and water that comes out before and with the child. Why would we want that labor to slow down or stop it... it is only going to have to pick up again to complete the job. What our those intentioned prayers have done is slow down the energy of birth... at least on the East Coast.
2. Vermont, on the other hand was allowed full effect of the waters. So the prayers that saved the East Coast more damage and ability to fully cleansed, was released in Vermont. A place that holds very high energy to begin with. A place that says to lightworkers everywhere... clear what you think you know. Remove old energy, old thoughts and bridges to the new... for even we have yesterdays ways of doing things and that must be released as well. The greatest thing we did yesterday must become new with the alignment of the new energy. Don't fear the energy of this massive birth, don't worry about inconvenience... embrace the change and help each other move thru it!
Look at how powerful we are when we ban energies together to heal. We slowed the birth of labor and the cleansing that was needed to provide the new landscape for this higher energy. What if we embraced it, loved it, helped it and each other thru.
Lets join together not to prevent, but to reNew this landscape called earth!!
With love and great appreciation to all affected by this hurricane (Including my area of Virginia). My prayer is that what the energy of Irene couldn't do on the East Coast, was allowed to fully release itself in Vermont (I wonder how Canada is doing) so the birth doesn't have to restart (another hurricane come our way) its releasing of the waters.
((((HUGZ))))
Lisa
Friday, August 26, 2011
We are not changing... WE HAVE CHANGED!!
What an amazing month August has been. Wait, what an amazing year 2011 has been so far. It is so filled with the vastness of change. Change in our bodies, change in our lives, change on and within our earth, change in many governmental structures, change in sun activity.
For this whole year, there was not a soul who graced my massage table where their spiritual team wasn't talking about the changes needed in their lives or their attitudes or the approach to their lives. Their teams also expressed how important it was to get set for what had been referenced thru the year as September and/or October.
Especially during June and July, I could see the vast amount of new codes that will activate various sets of DNA within a clients body, had no clue what it meant to them (still don't really) but it's funny, I was so busy looking and helping everyone else... I never stopped to look at what was happening within me. Until I was stopped in my tracks with the energies and shifts of August.
I do remember asking Archangel Michael in late June why am I really heading back to Virginia. The longing in my heart to be near my 18 month old grandson was simply a teaser to make sure I got to where the earth needed me, I have been on this path long enough to know how tricky our spiritual team is (always for our highest good of course). I was shocked at his reply:
"The East Coast needs you." When I asked him why he said i need to be there for "The Shift." That simply left me pondering the question "what the hell does that mean."
Well 19 days after my arrival back In Virginia, I started to get a true clue! We had a very rare 5.9 earthquake. Let me just back up here a moment.
I never felt so lethargic as I did the day I got back to Virgina. My right ear (spiritual hearing) became blocked and rang off the hook. It stayed that was until August 16th. I could feel a lot lift within me between August 16th and 17th. My head was clearing up, lethargy was leaving. Inspiration was coming in, at least in spurts. Somewhere around the 17th or 18th, still trying to force my own agenda of doing phone readings and trying to get a therapy room set up... spirit was quite adamant in what it needed from me. It was not about being in service to others... yet.
I was clearly told to lay the lattice work down for my next expression of myself. I thought, GREAT!! I could use a new expression, but what the heck is it? Ask, and trust me, you receive in abundance, don't ask, and you get exactly that... nothing! That very day as I was talking to my great friend in Chicago, she reminded me of a flutter of inspiration that came down several months before: The Soul Gym. I thought, OMG how did I forget? I have been laying my lattice work with earnest since she reminded me of this wonderful place I am now creating (still working out the kinks) of a virtual workout for body and soul called The Soul Gym. More on that later.
On the 21st of August I started to get this consistent fluttering of energy exterior to my body, but only about two inches out. It was like a group of butterflies were flapping their wings constantly for a day and a half. With this constant tickling to these two areas was a feeling of something wonderful about to happen. Very euphoric really. I basked in this energy, until I guess it made it's way inside. The evening of the 22nd, the fluttering was no longer outside, but now an intensity of energy inside, and let me tell you, it hurt like hell! My stomach was queasy as if I had to vomit, I was burping really big, loud hollow burps all day and night. My lower abdomen hurt as if I had cramps, but my monthly cycle ended a week prior and I never ever get period cramps and my back muscles around my solar plexus and heart chakra really really hurt. All I could do was lay against the couch wondering... what the heck?
And then I felt the house shake. At first I thought a big ole semi-truck passed the house, but there wasn't even a car on the road. Within minutes my daughter-in-love called me and asked if we (I was baby sitting) were ok and if I felt the earthquake. THAT was an earthquake? How exciting. Now I so get all this weird energy for the last several days. I had really hoped the absolute discomfort I was in would have subsided as the day went on... not even!
However, I woke up feeling so new. Like I was breathing in new energy, new air. The feeling of hope, of pure excitement, of breathing in heaven permeated my entire day. Not a single trace of weird energy anywhere in or outside of my body. I did a full and easy reading on my daughter-in-law. I was excited. I thought, yay... I am back! (yeah right). In this incredible moment of clarity, I had to ask Archangel Michael, whats up with a super rare earthquake in VA that was echoed thru out my body. His reply was "The Shift has started in earnest." Alrighty then. Makes sense to me!
Just look at what the sun did in this month of August: two very powerful back to back solar flares (an M9 followed by an X7 flare, for those who don't follow the sun, X class flares are the strongest flares the sun emits). Several days later, we are in a dual (notice the doubles taking place here... ummm duality) solar wind stream from a coronal hole above and below the mid-line of the sun... both streaming into us at the same time. Several days later, same thing, according to NASA, less intense energetically (I beg to differ).
And now the East Coast is gearing up for a one-two punch. Earthquake (releasing all the energy that no longer serves mother earth in this area) followed by a hurricane that is going to travel the same (relative) path as the shock waves of the earthquake. What a great mother to clean up after her intense burp!
We can look at this moment in time as the base fear grid has exploded and now everything is going to be cleared up from this wonder-filled hurricane that should great us late today and thru this weekend.
With it all, we are being asked to be new as well. To find and create that new expression of ourselves. To be there in that expression, together, as One.
We are not changing... WE HAVE CHANGED and now we need to help each other walk in our new shoes.
Several days before this wonderful earthquake, I went into meditation (as fleeting as they may be these days) and asked spirit what all the focused energy (in my world) is on this "soul gym" (its all I hear them talk to me about, prompt me about, fill me with excitement about) and they gave me this wonderful visual I would like to share with you, insert yourself where I am and feel the wonder of it all.
I was shown my feet standing on the earth, my body filled the space of the air as it touched the sun. The sun was sitting on my shoulders, my head/face inside the sun. My arms stretched out in a circle to hug the outer edges of the sun. My entire root chakra was a grid work of energy that encompassed the entirety of the earth. I felt like a connecting rod from the sun energy to the earth energy.
Today, I realized why I am back in Virgina and the timing of it all. I have developed myself into a Light Rod for the earth. Where those magnetic codes are streaming down, simply in my Being (and sharing) grounds the energy where it is needed for full use of our mother (earth) and father (sun).
Whatever it all really means, we are in this together. Light Rods set up all over the globe... helping... grounding... Being!
Together as One. I love you so much.
Lisa Gawlas
www.mysoulcenter.com/thesoulgym.html
(please know this page is a work in progress, your insights/advise/input/participation is dearly appreciated)
For this whole year, there was not a soul who graced my massage table where their spiritual team wasn't talking about the changes needed in their lives or their attitudes or the approach to their lives. Their teams also expressed how important it was to get set for what had been referenced thru the year as September and/or October.
Especially during June and July, I could see the vast amount of new codes that will activate various sets of DNA within a clients body, had no clue what it meant to them (still don't really) but it's funny, I was so busy looking and helping everyone else... I never stopped to look at what was happening within me. Until I was stopped in my tracks with the energies and shifts of August.
I do remember asking Archangel Michael in late June why am I really heading back to Virginia. The longing in my heart to be near my 18 month old grandson was simply a teaser to make sure I got to where the earth needed me, I have been on this path long enough to know how tricky our spiritual team is (always for our highest good of course). I was shocked at his reply:
"The East Coast needs you." When I asked him why he said i need to be there for "The Shift." That simply left me pondering the question "what the hell does that mean."
Well 19 days after my arrival back In Virginia, I started to get a true clue! We had a very rare 5.9 earthquake. Let me just back up here a moment.
I never felt so lethargic as I did the day I got back to Virgina. My right ear (spiritual hearing) became blocked and rang off the hook. It stayed that was until August 16th. I could feel a lot lift within me between August 16th and 17th. My head was clearing up, lethargy was leaving. Inspiration was coming in, at least in spurts. Somewhere around the 17th or 18th, still trying to force my own agenda of doing phone readings and trying to get a therapy room set up... spirit was quite adamant in what it needed from me. It was not about being in service to others... yet.
I was clearly told to lay the lattice work down for my next expression of myself. I thought, GREAT!! I could use a new expression, but what the heck is it? Ask, and trust me, you receive in abundance, don't ask, and you get exactly that... nothing! That very day as I was talking to my great friend in Chicago, she reminded me of a flutter of inspiration that came down several months before: The Soul Gym. I thought, OMG how did I forget? I have been laying my lattice work with earnest since she reminded me of this wonderful place I am now creating (still working out the kinks) of a virtual workout for body and soul called The Soul Gym. More on that later.
On the 21st of August I started to get this consistent fluttering of energy exterior to my body, but only about two inches out. It was like a group of butterflies were flapping their wings constantly for a day and a half. With this constant tickling to these two areas was a feeling of something wonderful about to happen. Very euphoric really. I basked in this energy, until I guess it made it's way inside. The evening of the 22nd, the fluttering was no longer outside, but now an intensity of energy inside, and let me tell you, it hurt like hell! My stomach was queasy as if I had to vomit, I was burping really big, loud hollow burps all day and night. My lower abdomen hurt as if I had cramps, but my monthly cycle ended a week prior and I never ever get period cramps and my back muscles around my solar plexus and heart chakra really really hurt. All I could do was lay against the couch wondering... what the heck?
And then I felt the house shake. At first I thought a big ole semi-truck passed the house, but there wasn't even a car on the road. Within minutes my daughter-in-love called me and asked if we (I was baby sitting) were ok and if I felt the earthquake. THAT was an earthquake? How exciting. Now I so get all this weird energy for the last several days. I had really hoped the absolute discomfort I was in would have subsided as the day went on... not even!
However, I woke up feeling so new. Like I was breathing in new energy, new air. The feeling of hope, of pure excitement, of breathing in heaven permeated my entire day. Not a single trace of weird energy anywhere in or outside of my body. I did a full and easy reading on my daughter-in-law. I was excited. I thought, yay... I am back! (yeah right). In this incredible moment of clarity, I had to ask Archangel Michael, whats up with a super rare earthquake in VA that was echoed thru out my body. His reply was "The Shift has started in earnest." Alrighty then. Makes sense to me!
Just look at what the sun did in this month of August: two very powerful back to back solar flares (an M9 followed by an X7 flare, for those who don't follow the sun, X class flares are the strongest flares the sun emits). Several days later, we are in a dual (notice the doubles taking place here... ummm duality) solar wind stream from a coronal hole above and below the mid-line of the sun... both streaming into us at the same time. Several days later, same thing, according to NASA, less intense energetically (I beg to differ).
And now the East Coast is gearing up for a one-two punch. Earthquake (releasing all the energy that no longer serves mother earth in this area) followed by a hurricane that is going to travel the same (relative) path as the shock waves of the earthquake. What a great mother to clean up after her intense burp!
We can look at this moment in time as the base fear grid has exploded and now everything is going to be cleared up from this wonder-filled hurricane that should great us late today and thru this weekend.
With it all, we are being asked to be new as well. To find and create that new expression of ourselves. To be there in that expression, together, as One.
We are not changing... WE HAVE CHANGED and now we need to help each other walk in our new shoes.
Several days before this wonderful earthquake, I went into meditation (as fleeting as they may be these days) and asked spirit what all the focused energy (in my world) is on this "soul gym" (its all I hear them talk to me about, prompt me about, fill me with excitement about) and they gave me this wonderful visual I would like to share with you, insert yourself where I am and feel the wonder of it all.
I was shown my feet standing on the earth, my body filled the space of the air as it touched the sun. The sun was sitting on my shoulders, my head/face inside the sun. My arms stretched out in a circle to hug the outer edges of the sun. My entire root chakra was a grid work of energy that encompassed the entirety of the earth. I felt like a connecting rod from the sun energy to the earth energy.
Today, I realized why I am back in Virgina and the timing of it all. I have developed myself into a Light Rod for the earth. Where those magnetic codes are streaming down, simply in my Being (and sharing) grounds the energy where it is needed for full use of our mother (earth) and father (sun).
Whatever it all really means, we are in this together. Light Rods set up all over the globe... helping... grounding... Being!
Together as One. I love you so much.
Lisa Gawlas
www.mysoulcenter.com/thesoulgym.html
(please know this page is a work in progress, your insights/advise/input/participation is dearly appreciated)
Sunday, August 14, 2011
The Sticky Frustration of August Leads to the Sweet Harvest in September
Thank you to the bright and beautiful energy of the full moon for shining down on my sleeping consciousness the understanding of the true moment in time we are all in at this elongated moment we call August!
Yesterday (August 13th) I officially entered the frustrated zone. That frustration quickly turned into sadness even as I cooked all the food for my birthday party. Earlier in the day I felt the tear in my heart open up. I hadn't felt this sadness since I left Virginia in June of 2010, so what does my protective ego want to do... move back to New Mexico!
I truly believe when something is meant to be, it is, and it is effortless. But what I have not looked at, until today, is when things become challenging it is because our ego stepped into the forefront of our spiritual agenda!
My move from New Mexico back to my son, daughter-in-love and my grandson in Virginia was more than effortless, it was supported by every strand of energy in the multi-verse. The week before I left New Mexico, my own personal bank account became filled with 3 times the amount of money I had targeted to move with. I even had a plan before I left to work out of our home here in Virginia, setting up my massage business in the back room.
I didn't anticipate being in the void... the place of (what feels like) disconnectedness the moment I arrived. Not only that, my right ear became blocked and buzzing. The right side of the body is all about emotional spiritual energy. The ear is hearing the spiritual communication that surrounds us. Of course, this compounded my feeling of disconnection and each day that passed by, deepened my frustration. I arrived in Virginia with 11 phone readings to do. Can (my ego) tell you that I soooo dislike rescheduling appointments. I stopped doing phone readings many years ago because I dubbed myself the most unreliable psychic on earth. When I am going thru an energy change or upgrade, I am disconnected (as each of us are to allow the new energy to integrate) and I cannot reach that level of connectivity I know I can reach, so I was rescheduling appointments left and right and simply just stopped taking them at the end of 2005, at least... until July of this year.
Truly, I am in the midst of my own lesson. As we all are!
Right out of the gate of doing phone readings again, I am so disconnected I can't even get a small inkling of insight. Not only that, Skype won't work on any of the computers in the house, my cell phone won't hold a signal long enough to hear (I am the one who cannot hear, people can hear me just fine) a full sentence.
The ego kicks into overdrive (since I am disconnected anyway). I decided, the house is not the place I am supposed to work out of. I find a therapy room that is affordable and laid out perfectly. The owner denied me the ability to rent there. I have never had anyone say no.. crushing!
After 2 weeks of being in Virginia and not being able to do WHAT I WANT to do, I decided, maybe I need to go back to New Mexico. The sadness deepened.
I love to cook for people more than anything. I bring all the joy elements I could into whatever I am cooking up. Bread is my favorite. It reminds me of the greatest sexual experience in the world. The yeast lays dormant until you put it into some warm water and add sugar and it comes alive and foams and froths and is just ready to rise to the occasion. I know when energies are not in alignment because the yeast does not foam and froth like it usually does and usually takes crappy once baked.
Even tho I was cooking and apologizing to all the food I was creating for not being able to get myself out of this "sad" feeling it all seemed to understand what I was feeling and needing. Everything came out delicious. The bread more perfect than I created in a long time. I had to wonder... why?
Perhaps the elements rallied together for me, for us. Because I woke up this morning with more understanding and insight as to what August is really asking of us.
July was a month when new channels of energy was deeply integrated into very cell of our Being, getting ready for the massive downloads (from the sun) and uploads (from the earth) to fill these new channels in our body with this potent new energy. August is asking us to simply Be. To allow our own Becoming to happen.
It is not time to act, but a time to feel. Feel what is in your heart of desire. What is emerging in your field of energy of desire. If the answer is like mine, which is simply... I have no flipping clue... we have not finished becoming. It would very much like pulling the bread out of the over before it reached that perfect brown on top and allowed everything to be fully cooked inside.
August... the energies of August... needs us to simply be and allow. Every time we try and force our ego agenda (of doing what we think is expected of us) we are messing with the energy coming into our cells and the alignment is taking longer. If we succeed in forcing our ego will, we will have hmmm... for lack of a better word, broken the stream of incoming energy only to have it realign again.
I remember writing about these months back in May of this year. The Parting of the Red Sea I just didn't understand how it would really play out... until (like usual) we/ I am in the midst of it gasping for air! Ahhhh to be human!
August is filling each and every one of us with this new high falutent energy. And I am busy trying to crawl out of the birth canal before I am fully ready, because I want to be doing something other than nothing lol... AND I am trying to pull you out with me (in trying to do readings)! Geez!!
But also, let me be clear here to (well, as clear as I am capable of right now). We ARE giving rise to September . We are not going to simply crawl out of the womb of creation and be able to sit back in our cribs until we feel we are ready to use this new enhanced energy body of ours.... not even! We will emerge (pretty much) fully grown. We will have a responsibility to use this new energy field that is us. I seen a channel yesterday that said: Response-Ability. Perfect.
September, in my side of the world, is harvest time. The way I have understood this new energy is all the wonder we have "put out" in the world is now merging back into us via our own vital energy streams. You cannot harvest if you don't go out into the fields of potential to reap!
Your new energy field will be like the most amazing magnetic grid ever in place. For some, this won't be a very comfortable time in their lives. For those of us that have put out the greatest energy and love possible... man we will rock if we are now brave enough to go out and harvest. That is to say, open the doors your heart leads you to. Trust in your own inner guidance and deep yearnings. Stay OUT of your head.
We may very well be sludging thru the molasses / honey filled energy fields of August... but that is only going to sweeten the fields of Harvesting in September.
From one sticky and (seemingly) stuck energy field to another (each of you)... I love you so much. Thank you for allowing me to grow and understand thru your love and understanding!!
I also want to thank my birthday food and the Light of the full moon and my children for the wonder and unconscious understanding of where I Am right now!
Together... We Are One... and Sweeter than ever before!
((((HUGZ))))
Lisa Gawlas
www.mysoulcenter.com
Yesterday (August 13th) I officially entered the frustrated zone. That frustration quickly turned into sadness even as I cooked all the food for my birthday party. Earlier in the day I felt the tear in my heart open up. I hadn't felt this sadness since I left Virginia in June of 2010, so what does my protective ego want to do... move back to New Mexico!
I truly believe when something is meant to be, it is, and it is effortless. But what I have not looked at, until today, is when things become challenging it is because our ego stepped into the forefront of our spiritual agenda!
My move from New Mexico back to my son, daughter-in-love and my grandson in Virginia was more than effortless, it was supported by every strand of energy in the multi-verse. The week before I left New Mexico, my own personal bank account became filled with 3 times the amount of money I had targeted to move with. I even had a plan before I left to work out of our home here in Virginia, setting up my massage business in the back room.
I didn't anticipate being in the void... the place of (what feels like) disconnectedness the moment I arrived. Not only that, my right ear became blocked and buzzing. The right side of the body is all about emotional spiritual energy. The ear is hearing the spiritual communication that surrounds us. Of course, this compounded my feeling of disconnection and each day that passed by, deepened my frustration. I arrived in Virginia with 11 phone readings to do. Can (my ego) tell you that I soooo dislike rescheduling appointments. I stopped doing phone readings many years ago because I dubbed myself the most unreliable psychic on earth. When I am going thru an energy change or upgrade, I am disconnected (as each of us are to allow the new energy to integrate) and I cannot reach that level of connectivity I know I can reach, so I was rescheduling appointments left and right and simply just stopped taking them at the end of 2005, at least... until July of this year.
Truly, I am in the midst of my own lesson. As we all are!
Right out of the gate of doing phone readings again, I am so disconnected I can't even get a small inkling of insight. Not only that, Skype won't work on any of the computers in the house, my cell phone won't hold a signal long enough to hear (I am the one who cannot hear, people can hear me just fine) a full sentence.
The ego kicks into overdrive (since I am disconnected anyway). I decided, the house is not the place I am supposed to work out of. I find a therapy room that is affordable and laid out perfectly. The owner denied me the ability to rent there. I have never had anyone say no.. crushing!
After 2 weeks of being in Virginia and not being able to do WHAT I WANT to do, I decided, maybe I need to go back to New Mexico. The sadness deepened.
I love to cook for people more than anything. I bring all the joy elements I could into whatever I am cooking up. Bread is my favorite. It reminds me of the greatest sexual experience in the world. The yeast lays dormant until you put it into some warm water and add sugar and it comes alive and foams and froths and is just ready to rise to the occasion. I know when energies are not in alignment because the yeast does not foam and froth like it usually does and usually takes crappy once baked.
Even tho I was cooking and apologizing to all the food I was creating for not being able to get myself out of this "sad" feeling it all seemed to understand what I was feeling and needing. Everything came out delicious. The bread more perfect than I created in a long time. I had to wonder... why?
Perhaps the elements rallied together for me, for us. Because I woke up this morning with more understanding and insight as to what August is really asking of us.
July was a month when new channels of energy was deeply integrated into very cell of our Being, getting ready for the massive downloads (from the sun) and uploads (from the earth) to fill these new channels in our body with this potent new energy. August is asking us to simply Be. To allow our own Becoming to happen.
It is not time to act, but a time to feel. Feel what is in your heart of desire. What is emerging in your field of energy of desire. If the answer is like mine, which is simply... I have no flipping clue... we have not finished becoming. It would very much like pulling the bread out of the over before it reached that perfect brown on top and allowed everything to be fully cooked inside.
August... the energies of August... needs us to simply be and allow. Every time we try and force our ego agenda (of doing what we think is expected of us) we are messing with the energy coming into our cells and the alignment is taking longer. If we succeed in forcing our ego will, we will have hmmm... for lack of a better word, broken the stream of incoming energy only to have it realign again.
I remember writing about these months back in May of this year. The Parting of the Red Sea I just didn't understand how it would really play out... until (like usual) we/ I am in the midst of it gasping for air! Ahhhh to be human!
August is filling each and every one of us with this new high falutent energy. And I am busy trying to crawl out of the birth canal before I am fully ready, because I want to be doing something other than nothing lol... AND I am trying to pull you out with me (in trying to do readings)! Geez!!
But also, let me be clear here to (well, as clear as I am capable of right now). We ARE giving rise to September . We are not going to simply crawl out of the womb of creation and be able to sit back in our cribs until we feel we are ready to use this new enhanced energy body of ours.... not even! We will emerge (pretty much) fully grown. We will have a responsibility to use this new energy field that is us. I seen a channel yesterday that said: Response-Ability. Perfect.
September, in my side of the world, is harvest time. The way I have understood this new energy is all the wonder we have "put out" in the world is now merging back into us via our own vital energy streams. You cannot harvest if you don't go out into the fields of potential to reap!
Your new energy field will be like the most amazing magnetic grid ever in place. For some, this won't be a very comfortable time in their lives. For those of us that have put out the greatest energy and love possible... man we will rock if we are now brave enough to go out and harvest. That is to say, open the doors your heart leads you to. Trust in your own inner guidance and deep yearnings. Stay OUT of your head.
We may very well be sludging thru the molasses / honey filled energy fields of August... but that is only going to sweeten the fields of Harvesting in September.
From one sticky and (seemingly) stuck energy field to another (each of you)... I love you so much. Thank you for allowing me to grow and understand thru your love and understanding!!
I also want to thank my birthday food and the Light of the full moon and my children for the wonder and unconscious understanding of where I Am right now!
Together... We Are One... and Sweeter than ever before!
((((HUGZ))))
Lisa Gawlas
www.mysoulcenter.com
Friday, August 12, 2011
August and the Molasses Filled Energy Field
I don't think August could get more intense if it tried! We all have been energetically battered (in a really... eventually... good way). We are ALL becoming new, whatever that means (smile). This blog is usually about what I have seen and experienced via the massage table or phone readings, not today. I have done neither since leaving New Mexico on July 29th. I simply can't. It feels like every energy strand I have in place is filled with a really thick dripping of molasses, or honey (both equally thick.) I have been sleeping day and night and eating anytime I am awake. I know this place well, been here before, but so long ago, one can forget what an amazing place we are in really. A massive upgrade is well underway in this land of matter! But also... the molasses covering of our energy streams, is also an intense form of protection too... as the energies change.
That fear layer is in the midst of exploding, or maybe, imploding. We are all bearing witness to it. Just look at how crazy the stock market has been, the infighting in congress, the fires and rioting in London, and the list goes on.
For me, I have been having a really really hard time being near anything "electronic" since I left New Mexico. I cannot bear to be on the phone, on the internet for too long, even watching a movie on TV is done in spurts. We may not realize how much infiltrates us via our electronic devises... hence the goo for brains (smile) moment in our time.
I also know for me, when I am in the midst of a super upgrade I am totally disconnected from spirit (or at least that's how it feels... I refer it to it as being as psychic as a wet noodle.) And I sleep all the time (my body's way of integrating the deeper energy fields) and I eat a lot, because growing takes energy. And then of course, we have that wonderful tell-tale sign we all love... weight gain! That is the (my) body's way of insulating itself from the new higher energies bouncing around.
A new thing that has happened (and is still happening) during this intense energy shift, my right ear (spiritual hearing) has been ringing off the hook since I woke up in Virginia (8/4), not to mention the auditory canal has been blocked. Which I find really annoying because everything I say and hear is amplified in my head but all crackly due to the buzzing sound that is over the top. My body tells me not to worry, my mind however keeps yelling "stop the insanity." I even broke down and went too the doctors and got an ear flush, to no avail. (I really do know better.)
So the message today... for those of us going thru this intense inner shift, just hang on... the best is yet to come!
I cannot wait to be able to "see" how this is changing us (as well as what will be required of us) . And you know, the moment I have my spiritual clarity back, I will be writing away about it all.
Until then... remember (smile): This is just so exciting!
Together... We Are One!!
(((((HUGZ))))
Lisa Gawlas
www.mysoulcenter.com
I would highly recommend this read as well: The Creation Matrix by Aluna Joy: http://spiritlibrary.com/center-of-the-sun/the-creation-matrix
As well as listening to Steve Rother channeling "The Group" for August in the channeling "The Rhythm Method": http://www.youtube.com/user/SteveRother#p/a/u/0/OUWxgzDMps8
We are all seeing /feeling/ experiencing the same thing... Thank Goodness! (smile)
That fear layer is in the midst of exploding, or maybe, imploding. We are all bearing witness to it. Just look at how crazy the stock market has been, the infighting in congress, the fires and rioting in London, and the list goes on.
For me, I have been having a really really hard time being near anything "electronic" since I left New Mexico. I cannot bear to be on the phone, on the internet for too long, even watching a movie on TV is done in spurts. We may not realize how much infiltrates us via our electronic devises... hence the goo for brains (smile) moment in our time.
I also know for me, when I am in the midst of a super upgrade I am totally disconnected from spirit (or at least that's how it feels... I refer it to it as being as psychic as a wet noodle.) And I sleep all the time (my body's way of integrating the deeper energy fields) and I eat a lot, because growing takes energy. And then of course, we have that wonderful tell-tale sign we all love... weight gain! That is the (my) body's way of insulating itself from the new higher energies bouncing around.
A new thing that has happened (and is still happening) during this intense energy shift, my right ear (spiritual hearing) has been ringing off the hook since I woke up in Virginia (8/4), not to mention the auditory canal has been blocked. Which I find really annoying because everything I say and hear is amplified in my head but all crackly due to the buzzing sound that is over the top. My body tells me not to worry, my mind however keeps yelling "stop the insanity." I even broke down and went too the doctors and got an ear flush, to no avail. (I really do know better.)
So the message today... for those of us going thru this intense inner shift, just hang on... the best is yet to come!
I cannot wait to be able to "see" how this is changing us (as well as what will be required of us) . And you know, the moment I have my spiritual clarity back, I will be writing away about it all.
Until then... remember (smile): This is just so exciting!
Together... We Are One!!
(((((HUGZ))))
Lisa Gawlas
www.mysoulcenter.com
I would highly recommend this read as well: The Creation Matrix by Aluna Joy: http://spiritlibrary.com/center-of-the-sun/the-creation-matrix
As well as listening to Steve Rother channeling "The Group" for August in the channeling "The Rhythm Method": http://www.youtube.com/user/SteveRother#p/a/u/0/OUWxgzDMps8
We are all seeing /feeling/ experiencing the same thing... Thank Goodness! (smile)
Thursday, August 4, 2011
The Color of Our Soul, Black Matter of the Ego, A Blue Moth and Crystal Wisdom
I have completed the transition from New Mexico to Virginia. What an amazing, insightful trip it had been. A lot of the details I didn't know... became known as I sat in the silence of my car, as well as the 2 days iu the Crystal Mines in Mount Ida, Arkansas. I pray I can remember all the fine details and share them outward with you. This is a two part sharing (smile)
Part 1
There is a new color that has emerged in the body over the last several weeks. (At least it is new to me.) This is the most beautiful light blue I had ever seen. I knew it was a vibration associated with the throat chakra, which, in my readings is all about Self-expression. The majority of people I have seen over the years... this area is usually a bulging black energy area. On a very rare occasion (and I do mean very rare) I would see the energy of a cobalt blue streaming from within the black. But now, in a handful of people, I am seeing light blue. I understood the lightness of the blue meant there was a spiritual energy streaming thru the cobalt blue area, but until my road trip, I didn't understand the full degree in which this color is now appearing. God knows I can be slow on the uptake!! lol ...really slow!!!
The light blue I have been seeing is the pure soul energy of the client. Makes sense now as to why I have seen this color in areas other than the throat. Primarily it radiates somewhere in the head as well. I had a lady in a phone reading that this beautiful light blue energy was actually streaming out of her eyes. It was breathing taking to behold. About two inches from her eyes was this... hmmmm, I guess I will just call it a thin layer, a block in her outward field of vision. I heard her team say that in order to use the fullness of this vision she must remove the scorn from her eyes. I then watched as this incredible white light shower started happening between her face and the area of "scorn"... her team helping her to clear it up! At the time of the reading, I had no clue it was her soul looking out the eyes of her world and being blocked in distance by something that just gets her angry.
I was truly humbled by this new understanding of the way peoples pure soul energy is now making itself known in my inner vision. But then came an understanding I so should have known... for years. But somehow I just didn't. Not to the full extent I get it now!
The black areas I have seen since I have been able to "see" is so much more than blocks and issues. It is truly the energy of the ego blocking out the light of your own pure light. Now let me back up for a moment. About a month maybe two ago, all of a sudden I kept hearing a quote from our beloved Jesus: "I of mine own self can do nothing." I have always assumed this quote meant that he never worked alone and without spirit surrounding his "works" he could not do it. The more I went back to the understanding, the louder I would hear that quote. I knew I was missing something within it. But what?
It is the willingness of the "client" that absolutely must be present for any healing to actually happen. The black energy that creates blocks and illness within the body comes from the perceptions of the person being worked on. He, nor I, nor any energy worker, can ever undo what a person puts in place. We can add light to the area, but it is always up to the person to fully transmute their mis-perceptions into light and free it once and for all. I have watched as some peoples energy field completely changed to higher vibrations by the time a massage session was over. Not because of anything I did... if that was the case, every person that ever graced my table would change. It is because of what they did in the moment. We think healing... releasing long held dark (un-enlightened) energy has to take time, it doesn't. It can be as instantaneous as choosing in that moment. Of course, I do my best to go deep into the core energy of that black matter to understand why it is there... Awareness of the issue is key, but alone, not enough. The person MUST choose to release it!
Keep in mind, the ego... a beautiful and much needed creation in our field of matter, is non-the less a fear based entity. It was designed to keep the incarnating spirit safe from harm and to work intimately with the spiritual energy that is us. It knows the land of matter well and can navigate in an instant to get us from our heart promptings to our destiny in nano-seconds. Over time tho, we have let go of our heart and fed off the fear of the ego.
The only time the light blue energy can make itself manifest in our physical bodies, is by clearing the darkness of the ego. Our soul is the most patient, loving energy. It so wants to play fully in the field of created matter, NOT with us... but AS us. It will wait lifetimes for us to really change our minds on how we are going to move thru the fields of unlimited potential... and create the bounty that has always been the greatest potential of our lives!!
Part 2
The first full day in Arkansas I was joyfully in a crystal mine playing as a child moving dirt and looking for hidden treasures. About an hour or two into creating this major crater in the side of the earth the most beautiful light blue moth took up residence within the crater with me. I couldn't tell you if this was a moth (looked like a moth) or a butterfly. I felt so graced by the universe as I just had the download of understanding about the light blue color and here was a winged creature sporting the exact color of blue I had seen in several clients.
And then I forgot about the company that was so patiently sitting on the dirt floor of the huge hole I was digging into the earth, and I took a shovel of dirt and buried the moth. The moment I realized what I had done, I got afraid I killed it! This is when the black matter of my ego took over saying, well if you uncover it, it may be dead, then you will feel bad. So leave it covered in the earth. OK? Back to crystal digging...
And then my shovel took up some of the dirt that was covering the light blue moth and it was suddenly jumping all over the place. I was horrified to see that in my carelessness, I removed its right wing from its body. I apologized profusely to this precious critter and scooped it up on my little hand shovel and placed it on top of the crater about a foot away from me. It surely was a determined moth and hobbled right back over to me and sat at the edge of the crater I created. I prayed it could live and thrive without a wing. I wondered how it would eat and get to where it needs to go... and it looked straight at me... not with anger, not with anything other than love. Even tho I took off its right wing and injured its core energy, it still wanted to be with me digging crystals and it loved me! I was humbled as I watched this critter intently. I kept praying it would live.. within minutes tho, it died. My heart was crushed. I once again apologized profusely and scrambled within my mind to think of something I could do. Instantly it came to me:
I told the light blue moth that I was so sorry for being so careless in my pursuit of crystals and that it died because of me. I invited its essence to come live within my body. I told this little critter that I try to be a good stream of energy for the earth and it can take up a new residence within me, if it so desired. I told it I would breath deeply in... and it had a choice of becoming one with me. I closed my eyes and breathed in... my light blue moth was no where to be seen when I opened my eyes and exhaled.
I mined hundreds of crystals, took them back to my motel to clean each one with a toothbrush. As I finished my day and laid down to rest, there was a throbbing happening in my right arm. It was intense. Every jointed felt like it was inflamed, every muscle fiber screaming out in agony. No matter how I positioned my arm it got no relief. My left arm, totally unaffected. The throbbing (not so much actual pain as it was a throbbing thru my entire arm) radiated from top to bottom, joint to joint, muscle to muscle. I knew it wasn't just an over worked arm from mining all day... there was an energy something or another happening within that arm. I even took Ibuprofen to no avail. Didn't even touch it. I finally found a position in which my arm could bare the throbbing and fell asleep.
In the morning I went crystal mining again. As I sat there on my bucket digging for earthly treasures with a right arm that held no memory of the intensity that it felt the night before... I suddenly remembered the light blue butterfly and it clearly showed me its right wing. I thought... OMG KARMA!!! I felt worse thinking the last thing this little critter felt on earth... was an aching caused by my hand. I was crushed. It allowed me time to get out of my head (pesky fear filled ego ya know) and once I was done, allowed me to realize that my right arm has become its right wing. It choose to live within me as I breathed in! I was as elated as I was humbled and grateful! As this validating universe so loving does ALL THE TIME, the next morning in my "TUT email message was the reminder: "Give with a truly glad heart, lisa, for the sole purpose of the good it will do, and whatever you give shall return to you, multiplied, as if on wings, covered in sparkles."
I cried like a brand new baby!
Last but far from least in this sharing today was the profound message I got from crystal mining on day 2. We as humans are really full of ourselves and our perceptions. Even when it comes to the crystal kingdom. As I was searching for crystals and many many "injured" crystals would make its way to my hand and I would put it back down on the ground looking for "whole crystals" instead of broken ones the crystals really took the time to school me! I am going to paraphrase the incredible communications of our quartz crystal family.
We humans have a way of discarding what appears to be broken. All of the crystals laying within the ground that have been injured are the most sympathetic healers we will find. They know what it is like to be broken and discarded as not very good and therefore, overlooked by humans. They gave me a parallel of themselves with the men and women coming back from the various wars we have ongoing... they are injured. Missing limbs, brain matter, facial features... are they any less than who they were when they went to war? No! They are coming home changed. The "broken" crystals have changed as well. For the better, not for the worse. Not to be overlooked as a precious value on this earth. They understand injury better than those who are still pristine.
Many broken crystals were placed in my bucket!
They also shared something else with me. We (humans) tend to think the bigger and the clearer the crystal, the more potent it is. Not really. Most sacred information have been stored in the smaller, overlooked crystals to purposely make sure they make their way to the ones who can use their information. The cloudy crystals have deep hidden secrets. You will know you have extracted the sacred information inside as the cloudy turns to clear.
I have returned to Virginia with several hundred crystals... broken and whole, cloudy and clear. Everyone will be participating in the activation of the Arkansas crystal mines on 11/11/11. Every person who gets a massage, gets a reading, or just simply desires to have one of these precious gifts of our lives will receive one. I will give them away until the last one finds its Home. I will be mailing them to clients who already had a reading in July as well.
We are indeed changing... Becoming. We truly are the blessings of the earth!!
With the deepest gratitude to all who embark on changing into the Light Blue Butterfly of earth!
(((((HUGZ)))))
Lisa Gawlas
www.mysoulcenter.com/energy_readings.html
Part 1
There is a new color that has emerged in the body over the last several weeks. (At least it is new to me.) This is the most beautiful light blue I had ever seen. I knew it was a vibration associated with the throat chakra, which, in my readings is all about Self-expression. The majority of people I have seen over the years... this area is usually a bulging black energy area. On a very rare occasion (and I do mean very rare) I would see the energy of a cobalt blue streaming from within the black. But now, in a handful of people, I am seeing light blue. I understood the lightness of the blue meant there was a spiritual energy streaming thru the cobalt blue area, but until my road trip, I didn't understand the full degree in which this color is now appearing. God knows I can be slow on the uptake!! lol ...really slow!!!
The light blue I have been seeing is the pure soul energy of the client. Makes sense now as to why I have seen this color in areas other than the throat. Primarily it radiates somewhere in the head as well. I had a lady in a phone reading that this beautiful light blue energy was actually streaming out of her eyes. It was breathing taking to behold. About two inches from her eyes was this... hmmmm, I guess I will just call it a thin layer, a block in her outward field of vision. I heard her team say that in order to use the fullness of this vision she must remove the scorn from her eyes. I then watched as this incredible white light shower started happening between her face and the area of "scorn"... her team helping her to clear it up! At the time of the reading, I had no clue it was her soul looking out the eyes of her world and being blocked in distance by something that just gets her angry.
I was truly humbled by this new understanding of the way peoples pure soul energy is now making itself known in my inner vision. But then came an understanding I so should have known... for years. But somehow I just didn't. Not to the full extent I get it now!
The black areas I have seen since I have been able to "see" is so much more than blocks and issues. It is truly the energy of the ego blocking out the light of your own pure light. Now let me back up for a moment. About a month maybe two ago, all of a sudden I kept hearing a quote from our beloved Jesus: "I of mine own self can do nothing." I have always assumed this quote meant that he never worked alone and without spirit surrounding his "works" he could not do it. The more I went back to the understanding, the louder I would hear that quote. I knew I was missing something within it. But what?
It is the willingness of the "client" that absolutely must be present for any healing to actually happen. The black energy that creates blocks and illness within the body comes from the perceptions of the person being worked on. He, nor I, nor any energy worker, can ever undo what a person puts in place. We can add light to the area, but it is always up to the person to fully transmute their mis-perceptions into light and free it once and for all. I have watched as some peoples energy field completely changed to higher vibrations by the time a massage session was over. Not because of anything I did... if that was the case, every person that ever graced my table would change. It is because of what they did in the moment. We think healing... releasing long held dark (un-enlightened) energy has to take time, it doesn't. It can be as instantaneous as choosing in that moment. Of course, I do my best to go deep into the core energy of that black matter to understand why it is there... Awareness of the issue is key, but alone, not enough. The person MUST choose to release it!
Keep in mind, the ego... a beautiful and much needed creation in our field of matter, is non-the less a fear based entity. It was designed to keep the incarnating spirit safe from harm and to work intimately with the spiritual energy that is us. It knows the land of matter well and can navigate in an instant to get us from our heart promptings to our destiny in nano-seconds. Over time tho, we have let go of our heart and fed off the fear of the ego.
The only time the light blue energy can make itself manifest in our physical bodies, is by clearing the darkness of the ego. Our soul is the most patient, loving energy. It so wants to play fully in the field of created matter, NOT with us... but AS us. It will wait lifetimes for us to really change our minds on how we are going to move thru the fields of unlimited potential... and create the bounty that has always been the greatest potential of our lives!!
Part 2
The first full day in Arkansas I was joyfully in a crystal mine playing as a child moving dirt and looking for hidden treasures. About an hour or two into creating this major crater in the side of the earth the most beautiful light blue moth took up residence within the crater with me. I couldn't tell you if this was a moth (looked like a moth) or a butterfly. I felt so graced by the universe as I just had the download of understanding about the light blue color and here was a winged creature sporting the exact color of blue I had seen in several clients.
And then I forgot about the company that was so patiently sitting on the dirt floor of the huge hole I was digging into the earth, and I took a shovel of dirt and buried the moth. The moment I realized what I had done, I got afraid I killed it! This is when the black matter of my ego took over saying, well if you uncover it, it may be dead, then you will feel bad. So leave it covered in the earth. OK? Back to crystal digging...
And then my shovel took up some of the dirt that was covering the light blue moth and it was suddenly jumping all over the place. I was horrified to see that in my carelessness, I removed its right wing from its body. I apologized profusely to this precious critter and scooped it up on my little hand shovel and placed it on top of the crater about a foot away from me. It surely was a determined moth and hobbled right back over to me and sat at the edge of the crater I created. I prayed it could live and thrive without a wing. I wondered how it would eat and get to where it needs to go... and it looked straight at me... not with anger, not with anything other than love. Even tho I took off its right wing and injured its core energy, it still wanted to be with me digging crystals and it loved me! I was humbled as I watched this critter intently. I kept praying it would live.. within minutes tho, it died. My heart was crushed. I once again apologized profusely and scrambled within my mind to think of something I could do. Instantly it came to me:
I told the light blue moth that I was so sorry for being so careless in my pursuit of crystals and that it died because of me. I invited its essence to come live within my body. I told this little critter that I try to be a good stream of energy for the earth and it can take up a new residence within me, if it so desired. I told it I would breath deeply in... and it had a choice of becoming one with me. I closed my eyes and breathed in... my light blue moth was no where to be seen when I opened my eyes and exhaled.
I mined hundreds of crystals, took them back to my motel to clean each one with a toothbrush. As I finished my day and laid down to rest, there was a throbbing happening in my right arm. It was intense. Every jointed felt like it was inflamed, every muscle fiber screaming out in agony. No matter how I positioned my arm it got no relief. My left arm, totally unaffected. The throbbing (not so much actual pain as it was a throbbing thru my entire arm) radiated from top to bottom, joint to joint, muscle to muscle. I knew it wasn't just an over worked arm from mining all day... there was an energy something or another happening within that arm. I even took Ibuprofen to no avail. Didn't even touch it. I finally found a position in which my arm could bare the throbbing and fell asleep.
In the morning I went crystal mining again. As I sat there on my bucket digging for earthly treasures with a right arm that held no memory of the intensity that it felt the night before... I suddenly remembered the light blue butterfly and it clearly showed me its right wing. I thought... OMG KARMA!!! I felt worse thinking the last thing this little critter felt on earth... was an aching caused by my hand. I was crushed. It allowed me time to get out of my head (pesky fear filled ego ya know) and once I was done, allowed me to realize that my right arm has become its right wing. It choose to live within me as I breathed in! I was as elated as I was humbled and grateful! As this validating universe so loving does ALL THE TIME, the next morning in my "TUT email message was the reminder: "Give with a truly glad heart, lisa, for the sole purpose of the good it will do, and whatever you give shall return to you, multiplied, as if on wings, covered in sparkles."
I cried like a brand new baby!
Last but far from least in this sharing today was the profound message I got from crystal mining on day 2. We as humans are really full of ourselves and our perceptions. Even when it comes to the crystal kingdom. As I was searching for crystals and many many "injured" crystals would make its way to my hand and I would put it back down on the ground looking for "whole crystals" instead of broken ones the crystals really took the time to school me! I am going to paraphrase the incredible communications of our quartz crystal family.
We humans have a way of discarding what appears to be broken. All of the crystals laying within the ground that have been injured are the most sympathetic healers we will find. They know what it is like to be broken and discarded as not very good and therefore, overlooked by humans. They gave me a parallel of themselves with the men and women coming back from the various wars we have ongoing... they are injured. Missing limbs, brain matter, facial features... are they any less than who they were when they went to war? No! They are coming home changed. The "broken" crystals have changed as well. For the better, not for the worse. Not to be overlooked as a precious value on this earth. They understand injury better than those who are still pristine.
Many broken crystals were placed in my bucket!
They also shared something else with me. We (humans) tend to think the bigger and the clearer the crystal, the more potent it is. Not really. Most sacred information have been stored in the smaller, overlooked crystals to purposely make sure they make their way to the ones who can use their information. The cloudy crystals have deep hidden secrets. You will know you have extracted the sacred information inside as the cloudy turns to clear.
I have returned to Virginia with several hundred crystals... broken and whole, cloudy and clear. Everyone will be participating in the activation of the Arkansas crystal mines on 11/11/11. Every person who gets a massage, gets a reading, or just simply desires to have one of these precious gifts of our lives will receive one. I will give them away until the last one finds its Home. I will be mailing them to clients who already had a reading in July as well.
We are indeed changing... Becoming. We truly are the blessings of the earth!!
With the deepest gratitude to all who embark on changing into the Light Blue Butterfly of earth!
(((((HUGZ)))))
Lisa Gawlas
www.mysoulcenter.com/energy_readings.html
Monday, July 25, 2011
The Love and Protection of the Earth within our Energy System with the coming Shift
A man graced my massage table a few days ago, that gave me (us) insight and understanding I never even considered before. That is, how much earth herself is giving back to us according to what we have given out. Let me explain (smile).
When I got to this man's feet, another place I do deep reading from (I am working on doing this in phone readings, gotta get me a rubber-like doll as a surrogate, anyone have one??)... there was this purposeful flow of red energy going up into his right (emotional / spiritual side) foot and calf. I had to ask the energy, what on earth are you all about. Little did I ever expect mother earth herself to tell me. Never before did she make her self audible in any reading I have ever done (outside of my own personal meditations). Obviously this was important.
The first thing was this feeling of integrity from this man. That his heart center (which is where I was on his foot) was impeccable. This flow of energy was the mans own highly charged integrity field flowing from his "store house" within the earth. Which created many more questions for me.
The love and appreciation that came from Mother Earth was soothing like a mothers love should be. I was drenched in this mans goodness and back flow of energy that truly was his. As I started to do the massage on his calf... this is when mother earth became audible. She had told him that this energy is flowing into him as a protection field. No harm will come of him "as things become chaotic." Yeah more questions from me, left totally unanswered here.
I could see this energy enriching his already beautiful energy field. There was equally an extra layer of glowing white protection building itself into his field on his left (physical life) calf area. Mother earth continued to talk about the value of his integrity and how much she appreciated it. Especially in relationship to his chosen field of work.
I had to ask him what he did for work... I figured it had to be something huge that created this energy field. A doctor perhaps, maybe even a lawyer? Nope. He is an insurance adjuster. Talk about being stunned!! And what our precious mother shared with me in understanding...
He has no bias on either side. He does his best, with the highest integrity to do what is right regardless of who he works for. That is to say, no claimant can take advantage of the insurance company, and no insurance company can withhold on a claiment. He truly works for the higher good of all. I was humbled. What it must take within to have such a balanced desire. How incredibly grateful our earth is for what, no... for HOW he does what he does.
So now that I took the long way (smile) to get to the point of this sharing. Every single thing we do in life... holds energy. This energy is stored within the earth herself. She does not hold negative energy, that comes zooming back to us once we put it out. This is our (for lack of a better word) good energy.
Integrity means you do something without gain for yourself. You do it because it is the right thing to do for the greater good of all. This energy that you put out has super high value, especially in these intensely changing times.
So what is happening, in part, with all the releasing mama is doing with the earthquakes, volcanoes, etc. is opening wide our storehouse of energy to return to its source (us) for enhanced protection during this "shift". She gave me an example (for him, he came to me for a massage and detox and got more than he bargained for lol) that you have seen when a tornado has come into town to clear out the old energy, and it seems every house in the neighborhood got torn down expect one. Well that one has this enhanced energy field that is truly their own energy coming back to protect them.
She also showed me that these energy fields, communicate with each other. The energy of the tornado recognizes the energy of the protected person/people and this field is created between the two to "do no harm."
This is a lifetime collection. Every hug you have given just because you could, every dollar you gave to a needy person without filing it on your taxes at the end of the year... every good, helpful thing you have ever done... just because you could, is now returning to you in mammoth degrees. Not only for protection from the coming storm... but to support you as you, with the deepest of integrity, rebuild this world as it is needed.
Keep this little phrase in mind: "You are as protected as the protection you have shared with others."
I also want to note here several things. Mostly this week is getting really busy for me as I prepare to leave New Mexico for Virginia, so I am not sure how many sharings I am going to have time for.
Altho the information was purposely kept away from me (I only get to know so much... like spirit says, we are on a "need to know" basis lol) there was something so significant with relationship to the end of the first week in August. Mother earth talked about the Chaos and I could connect to the when(ish) but not the what.
On the drive into work that day, I had just done the blog on the sacral-plexus and I was getting this massive download of information about protection as well as the shift.
Archangel Michael had told me several weeks ago that I must be with my family (in Virgina) when the shift happens. I was slightly puzzled because I assumed (don't ever do that lol) that the "shift" was as much as a process as ascension. Happening a little bit at a time. Seems like there is much more to it than what I ever cared to ask about. So I got to see on my profound drive to work this scenario happening:
There are many new energy grids that have emerged into our space of created matter. Like within the human body, that means the old grids need to go. I could so clearly see the grid of fear bulging about 3 inches from the ground. It was as black as black can get and obviously over filled from the shear amount of people feeding into it as well as off of it.
It is about to explode. I feel it like an old star that goes super nova. Only here it is, in our place of created reality, 3 small inches from the ground level. We will all feel it. We will all be here for whatever is going to play out as it goes nova. This is why earth has been busy making sure we have our deserved protection around us.
I did try and see how that will play out... spirit is really good at making sure I don't see more than we need to know.
For me, this potential fills me with excitement. It will be so wonderful to have that layer of fear released once and for all. Trust me, your spiritual team is on over time making sure all is in place within your energy stream. I have seen this too and now understand it more fully!
Love, like it is the only thing that matters, because at the end of the day... it is the ONLY thing that matters.
With deep humbleness and tremendous excitement,
Lisa Gawlas
www.mysoulcenter.com/energy_readings.html
When I got to this man's feet, another place I do deep reading from (I am working on doing this in phone readings, gotta get me a rubber-like doll as a surrogate, anyone have one??)... there was this purposeful flow of red energy going up into his right (emotional / spiritual side) foot and calf. I had to ask the energy, what on earth are you all about. Little did I ever expect mother earth herself to tell me. Never before did she make her self audible in any reading I have ever done (outside of my own personal meditations). Obviously this was important.
The first thing was this feeling of integrity from this man. That his heart center (which is where I was on his foot) was impeccable. This flow of energy was the mans own highly charged integrity field flowing from his "store house" within the earth. Which created many more questions for me.
The love and appreciation that came from Mother Earth was soothing like a mothers love should be. I was drenched in this mans goodness and back flow of energy that truly was his. As I started to do the massage on his calf... this is when mother earth became audible. She had told him that this energy is flowing into him as a protection field. No harm will come of him "as things become chaotic." Yeah more questions from me, left totally unanswered here.
I could see this energy enriching his already beautiful energy field. There was equally an extra layer of glowing white protection building itself into his field on his left (physical life) calf area. Mother earth continued to talk about the value of his integrity and how much she appreciated it. Especially in relationship to his chosen field of work.
I had to ask him what he did for work... I figured it had to be something huge that created this energy field. A doctor perhaps, maybe even a lawyer? Nope. He is an insurance adjuster. Talk about being stunned!! And what our precious mother shared with me in understanding...
He has no bias on either side. He does his best, with the highest integrity to do what is right regardless of who he works for. That is to say, no claimant can take advantage of the insurance company, and no insurance company can withhold on a claiment. He truly works for the higher good of all. I was humbled. What it must take within to have such a balanced desire. How incredibly grateful our earth is for what, no... for HOW he does what he does.
So now that I took the long way (smile) to get to the point of this sharing. Every single thing we do in life... holds energy. This energy is stored within the earth herself. She does not hold negative energy, that comes zooming back to us once we put it out. This is our (for lack of a better word) good energy.
Integrity means you do something without gain for yourself. You do it because it is the right thing to do for the greater good of all. This energy that you put out has super high value, especially in these intensely changing times.
So what is happening, in part, with all the releasing mama is doing with the earthquakes, volcanoes, etc. is opening wide our storehouse of energy to return to its source (us) for enhanced protection during this "shift". She gave me an example (for him, he came to me for a massage and detox and got more than he bargained for lol) that you have seen when a tornado has come into town to clear out the old energy, and it seems every house in the neighborhood got torn down expect one. Well that one has this enhanced energy field that is truly their own energy coming back to protect them.
She also showed me that these energy fields, communicate with each other. The energy of the tornado recognizes the energy of the protected person/people and this field is created between the two to "do no harm."
This is a lifetime collection. Every hug you have given just because you could, every dollar you gave to a needy person without filing it on your taxes at the end of the year... every good, helpful thing you have ever done... just because you could, is now returning to you in mammoth degrees. Not only for protection from the coming storm... but to support you as you, with the deepest of integrity, rebuild this world as it is needed.
Keep this little phrase in mind: "You are as protected as the protection you have shared with others."
I also want to note here several things. Mostly this week is getting really busy for me as I prepare to leave New Mexico for Virginia, so I am not sure how many sharings I am going to have time for.
Altho the information was purposely kept away from me (I only get to know so much... like spirit says, we are on a "need to know" basis lol) there was something so significant with relationship to the end of the first week in August. Mother earth talked about the Chaos and I could connect to the when(ish) but not the what.
On the drive into work that day, I had just done the blog on the sacral-plexus and I was getting this massive download of information about protection as well as the shift.
Archangel Michael had told me several weeks ago that I must be with my family (in Virgina) when the shift happens. I was slightly puzzled because I assumed (don't ever do that lol) that the "shift" was as much as a process as ascension. Happening a little bit at a time. Seems like there is much more to it than what I ever cared to ask about. So I got to see on my profound drive to work this scenario happening:
There are many new energy grids that have emerged into our space of created matter. Like within the human body, that means the old grids need to go. I could so clearly see the grid of fear bulging about 3 inches from the ground. It was as black as black can get and obviously over filled from the shear amount of people feeding into it as well as off of it.
It is about to explode. I feel it like an old star that goes super nova. Only here it is, in our place of created reality, 3 small inches from the ground level. We will all feel it. We will all be here for whatever is going to play out as it goes nova. This is why earth has been busy making sure we have our deserved protection around us.
I did try and see how that will play out... spirit is really good at making sure I don't see more than we need to know.
For me, this potential fills me with excitement. It will be so wonderful to have that layer of fear released once and for all. Trust me, your spiritual team is on over time making sure all is in place within your energy stream. I have seen this too and now understand it more fully!
Love, like it is the only thing that matters, because at the end of the day... it is the ONLY thing that matters.
With deep humbleness and tremendous excitement,
Lisa Gawlas
www.mysoulcenter.com/energy_readings.html
Saturday, July 23, 2011
The Sacrel-Plexus and the Manifesting Potential of the New Energy Grid it Connects To!!!!
It is really hard for me to fully wrap my understanding around how much we humans are changing, and what it really means to us. When I talk to people who really don't "live" in my world of understanding, I sound very much like a chapter out of a sci-fi novel. Yet, deep inside of me, I know the truth of it. That's good enough for me!!
Our energy systems are in such advancing stages of.... Becoming. Becoming the fullness of who we always have been. We talk about the power within, but do we really understand it? I think if we did, we would not have the first negative thought ever. But then again, we are human.
I had the most incredibly awesome experience during a phone reading a few days ago. It has taken me a few days to really process the magnitude of information that came out of this amazing creature of life. I got to see, and (struggle to) understand what is really happening within our "sacral-plexus" area. This is so much more than simply shifting from a mundane orientation with life to a spiritual orientation. It it's current phase of capacity, it is setting itself up like a super intense satellite system. Let me try and explain what I had witnessed and what I am (still struggling to) understand.
As I made my way down her core energy and arrived at the place I refer to as the sacral-plexus (between the solar plexus and sacral chakra) there was a new energy I had never seen before... not only was her chakra the familiar yellow and orange, but equally spinning within this energy center was blue and red as well. And let me talk about seeing the spin... holy cow batman!!
Her sacral-plexus was spinning so flipping fast it looked solid and still... yet, I knew there was a super fast spin happening. The spin distorted (at least in my vision) the area to look what I at first thought was maybe like a plate... super wide opening, yet, close to her body about maybe 6 inches tall. Most chakras (that aren't dealing with issues) are about a foot and a half from the bottom up. As we kept on talking about the intensiveness of this chakra, I started to get a deeper understanding of what was really happening. It wasn't a plate at all... but forming like a satellite dish. With that I started to see where in the "ethers" it was connecting too... and it was (from my view) a whole new grid system that is emerging in the realms of manifested reality (the earth plane).
The emerging grid I was able to see had the reflected blue and red energy threads embedded within it. Now I have been seeing quite a few people over the last several months with what I can only call red and blue energy dots being absorbed into various areas of their being. Some in the heart, some in the throat, with her, the day before when she actually booked the appointment, I instantly seen this energy going down her crown chakra. Had no clue what it meant at the time, but did ask for the energy to assimilate itself before our phone reading so I could help her (and me) understand what it meant to her. I love love love how energy wants us to understand it, and it obviously complied!
In my interpretation of these colors... blue is that of the throat chakra. So it is really all about your self expression. Not only the "words" you say, but who you choose to be and how you present yourself to this world we live within. Red, root chakra. Our connection to physical life. Because she already had a fully formed sacral-plexus, she had already done the inner work to move her away from the mundane focus of life to the spiritual being that she is within life. (Her mind may tell her otherwise, but you cannot fool the energy system itself...smile)
So what I am (still) understanding with this powered up chakra center... it is our manifestation grid. What we put out energetically is received instantly on this new (thank you dear god, still emerging) grid work and brings it to our manifested reality.... INSTANTLY.
Like I said, it is still in the emerging phase. Giving time (not as much as we once had lol) to clear up our ego center and get it working with us instead of against us.
Like anything and everything in life... there is no bias to energy. No good, bad or otherwise. Everything simply is. So if your worried about something the energy field of life that loves you so unconditionally will bring you more of "that" to worry about. However, if you live like you are already there, in that world of wonder... it provides endless fields to continue to wonder about.
The more "in-service" to life we are, the more lit up our own energy fields are (we can look at this as a way of our energy fields protecting us too) because survival comes from fear, and we have manifested enough of that and so... some folks have no active sacral-plexus yet. Phew... that's a great thing really!
There is a well of gratitude I give to any and all who allow me the most amazing privilege of connecting with their soul. We all get to grow and understand from your own desire to grow and understand. Thank you all for being in Life with me. I love and honor you more than my words will ever hold the energy to truly express.
Namaste,
Lisa Gawlas
www.mysoulcenter.com/energy_readings.html
Our energy systems are in such advancing stages of.... Becoming. Becoming the fullness of who we always have been. We talk about the power within, but do we really understand it? I think if we did, we would not have the first negative thought ever. But then again, we are human.
I had the most incredibly awesome experience during a phone reading a few days ago. It has taken me a few days to really process the magnitude of information that came out of this amazing creature of life. I got to see, and (struggle to) understand what is really happening within our "sacral-plexus" area. This is so much more than simply shifting from a mundane orientation with life to a spiritual orientation. It it's current phase of capacity, it is setting itself up like a super intense satellite system. Let me try and explain what I had witnessed and what I am (still struggling to) understand.
As I made my way down her core energy and arrived at the place I refer to as the sacral-plexus (between the solar plexus and sacral chakra) there was a new energy I had never seen before... not only was her chakra the familiar yellow and orange, but equally spinning within this energy center was blue and red as well. And let me talk about seeing the spin... holy cow batman!!
Her sacral-plexus was spinning so flipping fast it looked solid and still... yet, I knew there was a super fast spin happening. The spin distorted (at least in my vision) the area to look what I at first thought was maybe like a plate... super wide opening, yet, close to her body about maybe 6 inches tall. Most chakras (that aren't dealing with issues) are about a foot and a half from the bottom up. As we kept on talking about the intensiveness of this chakra, I started to get a deeper understanding of what was really happening. It wasn't a plate at all... but forming like a satellite dish. With that I started to see where in the "ethers" it was connecting too... and it was (from my view) a whole new grid system that is emerging in the realms of manifested reality (the earth plane).
The emerging grid I was able to see had the reflected blue and red energy threads embedded within it. Now I have been seeing quite a few people over the last several months with what I can only call red and blue energy dots being absorbed into various areas of their being. Some in the heart, some in the throat, with her, the day before when she actually booked the appointment, I instantly seen this energy going down her crown chakra. Had no clue what it meant at the time, but did ask for the energy to assimilate itself before our phone reading so I could help her (and me) understand what it meant to her. I love love love how energy wants us to understand it, and it obviously complied!
In my interpretation of these colors... blue is that of the throat chakra. So it is really all about your self expression. Not only the "words" you say, but who you choose to be and how you present yourself to this world we live within. Red, root chakra. Our connection to physical life. Because she already had a fully formed sacral-plexus, she had already done the inner work to move her away from the mundane focus of life to the spiritual being that she is within life. (Her mind may tell her otherwise, but you cannot fool the energy system itself...smile)
So what I am (still) understanding with this powered up chakra center... it is our manifestation grid. What we put out energetically is received instantly on this new (thank you dear god, still emerging) grid work and brings it to our manifested reality.... INSTANTLY.
Like I said, it is still in the emerging phase. Giving time (not as much as we once had lol) to clear up our ego center and get it working with us instead of against us.
Like anything and everything in life... there is no bias to energy. No good, bad or otherwise. Everything simply is. So if your worried about something the energy field of life that loves you so unconditionally will bring you more of "that" to worry about. However, if you live like you are already there, in that world of wonder... it provides endless fields to continue to wonder about.
The more "in-service" to life we are, the more lit up our own energy fields are (we can look at this as a way of our energy fields protecting us too) because survival comes from fear, and we have manifested enough of that and so... some folks have no active sacral-plexus yet. Phew... that's a great thing really!
There is a well of gratitude I give to any and all who allow me the most amazing privilege of connecting with their soul. We all get to grow and understand from your own desire to grow and understand. Thank you all for being in Life with me. I love and honor you more than my words will ever hold the energy to truly express.
Namaste,
Lisa Gawlas
www.mysoulcenter.com/energy_readings.html
Wednesday, July 20, 2011
The Ring of Light: What we do unto others,we do unto ourselves
Yesterday morning I awoke with a weird dizziness. I call it weird because it wasn't like anything I have experienced before. It was quick (lasted only seconds) and flashing a brightness and I could tell it was coming from my frontal lobes. Even tho this flashing dizziness only lasted a few seconds, it was happening often thru the morning. I simply assumed the sun was spitting out some new Light energy and it was swirling around my head. Not really...
Very little surprises me on this crazy (yet wonderful) spiritual path I call Life, yet, the universe was kind enough to give me a really big surprise as my 9am massage appointment unfolded.
As I placed my hands on my clients head, I could see so vividly this ring of light around his upper to middle brain area. It was rotating in a clockwise fashion rather quickly. I remember thinking, man if I had this light in me I would end up being dizzy. I had to stop in my tracks. I was dizzy! Now the question becomes, was I experiencing my own ring of light.... or his?
The vibrancy of this ring of light just beheld my inner vision. It was beautiful with stripes of various colors blending into the etheric energy field that was circling his brain. Of course, I had to ask this light... what are you doing and why?
I could feel the newness of this light field. It was a new stream of energy available to all of us wondering humans on earth. This rong of light had let me know that it was released to us recently and it is up to us (each human) to pull this energy into the working circuitry of our brain for enhancement. We can do this with the intention of our breath. So I breathed for him... or perhaps for both of us. As I was breathing this light into his )our) brain matter, I had to equally ask, what is your purpose. Like a thought on the breeze...
I could see this energy take hold in his visual cortex and stream outward thru his eyes. The color of the light streaming thru his eyes was now the post beautiful light blue/white light with a directed energy outwards. I was humbled by the sight. For as much as I write and share, my words and my ability to string words together to paint a picture pales in comparison to the aliveness, the vibrancy of what I was seeing in all it's grandeur!
Of course, I had to know... what exactly is your purpose? I do want to make clear, when this light energy answers my questions, very seldom does it come in words. It comes in packages of feelings sometimes accompanied by images of its potential. Its my job to go to the rolodex of words in my mind to find description and accurateness to what it has answered. Not often an easy task. So please bear with me as I describe this new lights purpose...
It is clearing our visual cortex. We humans have a tendency to see what we want to see as opposed to the truth of what we are really seeing. This light (if allowed by the host human) will clear the debris feel of perceived bias to allow us to take in the truth in any given situation. I am not sure how much (until even now writing this) we take in visually via our feeling sensors. This new refined light is truly enhancing our field of vision in the world of truth. It will (again, if we allow it) expose all energy feelings in relation to what we are "seeing."
I thought to myself wow this is beautifully exciting. Ummmm or was it? Like everything in life, it really is a double edged sword.
After his session was over, I never suspected the energy work that I had helped him with, I equally did for myself. I don't think I have ever thought of that particular trade off before even today as I look back on the rest of my yesterday.
As soon as I finished my session with him, my flashing light dizziness ceased to exist (thank you dear Lord.) I sat in my car waiting for my next appointment to arrive and wave after wave of love started flowing in towards me. It truly melted into my skin. I didn't want to leave my car!
I had to wonder... was the universe finally happy that after many many months of asking me to share what I experience via massage sessions... I finally started? Maybe? Then I got a clear view of yesterdays posting and most especially the lightworkers.org forum that I (spontaneously...smile) choose to share my blog with. Let me tell you.. the love and appreciation you send out to another, is received by that person! I thank each and every molecule of loving energy that was sent to me yesterday, God it felt great!!
And yet, when my day was done and I arrived home it was like walking into a field of muck (we had company.) I just assumed I was officially exhausted and retreated to my room. I couldn't even leave my room, I knew if I did, I would have to wade thru the muck to get to wherever I was going.
It really isn't until this morning, as I share within this blog, do I really understand what I felt yesterday (and lingers even now... but as my "new" sensors even out, it is not as overwhelming as it was last evening.)
I wish with all my heart I could show people what they emit when they feel anything but love for themselves and others. It really does take the oxygen out of the air and depletes all that is around you/us.
With the deepest of gratitude for each and every one of us. We are indeed.... Becoming!
Namaste,
Lisa Gawlas www.mysoulcenter.com
Very little surprises me on this crazy (yet wonderful) spiritual path I call Life, yet, the universe was kind enough to give me a really big surprise as my 9am massage appointment unfolded.
As I placed my hands on my clients head, I could see so vividly this ring of light around his upper to middle brain area. It was rotating in a clockwise fashion rather quickly. I remember thinking, man if I had this light in me I would end up being dizzy. I had to stop in my tracks. I was dizzy! Now the question becomes, was I experiencing my own ring of light.... or his?
The vibrancy of this ring of light just beheld my inner vision. It was beautiful with stripes of various colors blending into the etheric energy field that was circling his brain. Of course, I had to ask this light... what are you doing and why?
I could feel the newness of this light field. It was a new stream of energy available to all of us wondering humans on earth. This rong of light had let me know that it was released to us recently and it is up to us (each human) to pull this energy into the working circuitry of our brain for enhancement. We can do this with the intention of our breath. So I breathed for him... or perhaps for both of us. As I was breathing this light into his )our) brain matter, I had to equally ask, what is your purpose. Like a thought on the breeze...
I could see this energy take hold in his visual cortex and stream outward thru his eyes. The color of the light streaming thru his eyes was now the post beautiful light blue/white light with a directed energy outwards. I was humbled by the sight. For as much as I write and share, my words and my ability to string words together to paint a picture pales in comparison to the aliveness, the vibrancy of what I was seeing in all it's grandeur!
Of course, I had to know... what exactly is your purpose? I do want to make clear, when this light energy answers my questions, very seldom does it come in words. It comes in packages of feelings sometimes accompanied by images of its potential. Its my job to go to the rolodex of words in my mind to find description and accurateness to what it has answered. Not often an easy task. So please bear with me as I describe this new lights purpose...
It is clearing our visual cortex. We humans have a tendency to see what we want to see as opposed to the truth of what we are really seeing. This light (if allowed by the host human) will clear the debris feel of perceived bias to allow us to take in the truth in any given situation. I am not sure how much (until even now writing this) we take in visually via our feeling sensors. This new refined light is truly enhancing our field of vision in the world of truth. It will (again, if we allow it) expose all energy feelings in relation to what we are "seeing."
I thought to myself wow this is beautifully exciting. Ummmm or was it? Like everything in life, it really is a double edged sword.
After his session was over, I never suspected the energy work that I had helped him with, I equally did for myself. I don't think I have ever thought of that particular trade off before even today as I look back on the rest of my yesterday.
As soon as I finished my session with him, my flashing light dizziness ceased to exist (thank you dear Lord.) I sat in my car waiting for my next appointment to arrive and wave after wave of love started flowing in towards me. It truly melted into my skin. I didn't want to leave my car!
I had to wonder... was the universe finally happy that after many many months of asking me to share what I experience via massage sessions... I finally started? Maybe? Then I got a clear view of yesterdays posting and most especially the lightworkers.org forum that I (spontaneously...smile) choose to share my blog with. Let me tell you.. the love and appreciation you send out to another, is received by that person! I thank each and every molecule of loving energy that was sent to me yesterday, God it felt great!!
And yet, when my day was done and I arrived home it was like walking into a field of muck (we had company.) I just assumed I was officially exhausted and retreated to my room. I couldn't even leave my room, I knew if I did, I would have to wade thru the muck to get to wherever I was going.
It really isn't until this morning, as I share within this blog, do I really understand what I felt yesterday (and lingers even now... but as my "new" sensors even out, it is not as overwhelming as it was last evening.)
I wish with all my heart I could show people what they emit when they feel anything but love for themselves and others. It really does take the oxygen out of the air and depletes all that is around you/us.
With the deepest of gratitude for each and every one of us. We are indeed.... Becoming!
Namaste,
Lisa Gawlas www.mysoulcenter.com
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