There is so much I am excited about, so much I want to share outward with you. So please bear with me if this is an unusually long sharing.
The communication during August has been breathtaking and so incredibly revealing. A very rare earthquake happened on August 23 (2+3=5 which is about change) that did most of its rattling northward. The Washington Monument seemed to have the most damage, or maybe the most talked about damage. I find several things interesting about this in particular. The Washington Monument is 555 feet tall (talk about embedding change into this statue... someone knew Washington needed LOTS of change when they built it.) It is currently closed for repairs (so is our government too really.)
We can look across the globe and see governments changing, people taking back their power to create a life of their desires. We, in the USA, need to do the same. Washington is broken, the cracks are now obvious (thank you monument) and should only be repaired, reconstructed by the Will of the People (not many in this country really remember what that even means... may we ALL remember and stand together to reclaim our country with love and hope for all.
We barely recovered from the earthquake (mostly the shock of it happening) and wham... Hurricane Irene comes and washes so much away. It was a wonderful and needed clearing of energies. But my baffle happened when I seen that my beloved state of Vermont was in the midst of devastating flooding. I lived, grew, no transformed my whole life in central Vermont from 2002 - 04. It is the only state I have lived in (and trust me, I have lived all over the USA) that loves and genuinely cares deeply for its people. Perhaps maybe, that is why Vermont is getting the most damage from Irene's cleansing. The people will be cared for. So my bigger question is... why. Why does Vermont need this cleansing?
This morning the answer was so present and unmistakable. Vermont is home to some amazing old bridges. The old wooden kind, there is even a floating bridge there. 3 of its old bridges have been wiped out from this severe flooding taking place right now. I seen a picture on CNN this morning of a beautiful covered wooden bridge that was built 141 years ago and now most of it is gone, taken away by the fury of the moving water.
As I sat here and pondered the bridge(s), I suddenly remembered a reading I had done yesterday with one of my ongoing clients. There was a covered bridge in the back of my clients heart chakra. She was standing on the edge closest to her body filled with hesitation in moving off the bridge, as well as comfort and safety of being on the bridge. I could see her heart center filled with liquid energy that she needed to jump into. The liquid of her heart was new, deep, and from all accounts unsafe because she had not allowed herself to leave the comforts of her bridge (every ounce of the past that brought her-you to the present). I understood both so clearly instantly.
We must get off the bridges of our past. Let go of who you think you are and even the road that got you to here. You are NO LONGER THAT. It was simply what got you to here. That which we cling to will be lost in the clearing of the new energy (which is well underway.)
Here is new. Here needs to be created new. No trace of old energy. No support systems of the old energy. Take the plunge into the deep waters of your heart, of your soul and learn to swim in these new fields of fluid energy. Nothing else will be supported moving forward.
Earlier in the day, in a separate reading, I now understand even more fully a visual I got for a client. I could see all this amazing threads of deep golden energy lattice being laid in her upper chakras and I could see the energy flowing into her Pineal Gland and it looked like windshield wipers flowing back and forth... clearing her higher vision. Her Pineal Gland was filled with the light blue energy that I now know is her souls appearance in my rearding. There was even several statements from her soul (and for the first time, I could feel the difference in energies from her spirit guides and her direct soul communication, more on this in a moment.) It was clearing her old perceptions so that she would only see the new.
Our souls are only focused on the present moment moving forward, NOT where we came from.
I also remember the lady on the bridge, she had 4 latches that her soul was releasing (because she gave permission for this thru the reading) and now I get it even more than before. With it, I suddenly seen this tremendous love energy hugging her... filling her every molecule with this wonderful and filling love energy. As I was caught by surprise with that sudden image, I was also reminded of our Fall Harvest (for those on the other side of the earth, look at it as your Spring Blooms) and what we have put out in energy is coming back to be our experience 100 fold. The place in her heart is filled with genuine love of herself and all that surrounds her. After the roughness of August, I was thrilled to see and feel that reminder that something wonderful is coming our way in the fields of September. The longing in our soul will find its creation and expression in this new field of fresh, fluid energy as we move into September.
I wish I can say everyone on the face of the earth has placed only the highest degree of love outwards... so with the wonder, there is the other side of this Harvesting.
There was a common theme with dates (keep in mind, dates are always subjective and can and will change as the collective changes.)
October 13th was something that I feel will affect us globally. I say globally because the three readings I had yesterday all contained this time frame, one in the UK, one on the east coast of the US and one on the West coast of the US.
With the lady in the UK I felt the ground beneath her feet really start to shake up (and often times, I cannot tell the difference between literal and symbolic, which is the case with this.) I also seen energy waves coming in from the distant left (Physical life) going to the entire energy field where she was. It didn't feel so much as personal as it did area wide. I have a feeling this morning, this is going to be a global shake up event. With her it was also a key opportunity for her (how, we have not understood yet, darn it!)
The one thing I know for sure, we are in this together. Lets hold hands and pave our new streets with gold (to me, gold is the highest vibration of spiritual energy there is... in my readings.)
Together, we are One... WE are the new energy!
Until the next update.... (((((HUGZ))))) of pure excitement and potential!
Lisa Gawlas
www.mysoulcenter.com/energy_readings.html
P.S. (8/31/11) I just recieved an email from a lady named Nancy who reminded me that the flooding is wide spread from Irene, which I knew and most of the places being cleared, needs to be. She is in upstate NY and reminded me as well that NY doesn't love its people (which I have found to be a true statement for a lot of states in the US). My prayers go out to ALL affected by Irene, but I pondered a little more about Vermont. It has been hit the hardest of all areas... why?
Two reasons really (more I am sure, but 2 I understand right now):
1. There was a vast amount of prayers going out as Irene headed to the East Coast, which did amazing things at lessening the effect of the Storm. Who ever thought Vermont was in the path of the Hurricane? No one.
We humans, even us who claim to be "aware" and participating in The Shift are excited about it, but don't want to be inconvienced or changed by it. Mother earth is NOTsick or mad... she is in full Labor! If you have seen someone give birth, there is always blood and water that comes out before and with the child. Why would we want that labor to slow down or stop it... it is only going to have to pick up again to complete the job. What our those intentioned prayers have done is slow down the energy of birth... at least on the East Coast.
2. Vermont, on the other hand was allowed full effect of the waters. So the prayers that saved the East Coast more damage and ability to fully cleansed, was released in Vermont. A place that holds very high energy to begin with. A place that says to lightworkers everywhere... clear what you think you know. Remove old energy, old thoughts and bridges to the new... for even we have yesterdays ways of doing things and that must be released as well. The greatest thing we did yesterday must become new with the alignment of the new energy. Don't fear the energy of this massive birth, don't worry about inconvenience... embrace the change and help each other move thru it!
Look at how powerful we are when we ban energies together to heal. We slowed the birth of labor and the cleansing that was needed to provide the new landscape for this higher energy. What if we embraced it, loved it, helped it and each other thru.
Lets join together not to prevent, but to reNew this landscape called earth!!
With love and great appreciation to all affected by this hurricane (Including my area of Virginia). My prayer is that what the energy of Irene couldn't do on the East Coast, was allowed to fully release itself in Vermont (I wonder how Canada is doing) so the birth doesn't have to restart (another hurricane come our way) its releasing of the waters.
((((HUGZ))))
Lisa
Tuesday, August 30, 2011
Friday, August 26, 2011
We are not changing... WE HAVE CHANGED!!
What an amazing month August has been. Wait, what an amazing year 2011 has been so far. It is so filled with the vastness of change. Change in our bodies, change in our lives, change on and within our earth, change in many governmental structures, change in sun activity.
For this whole year, there was not a soul who graced my massage table where their spiritual team wasn't talking about the changes needed in their lives or their attitudes or the approach to their lives. Their teams also expressed how important it was to get set for what had been referenced thru the year as September and/or October.
Especially during June and July, I could see the vast amount of new codes that will activate various sets of DNA within a clients body, had no clue what it meant to them (still don't really) but it's funny, I was so busy looking and helping everyone else... I never stopped to look at what was happening within me. Until I was stopped in my tracks with the energies and shifts of August.
I do remember asking Archangel Michael in late June why am I really heading back to Virginia. The longing in my heart to be near my 18 month old grandson was simply a teaser to make sure I got to where the earth needed me, I have been on this path long enough to know how tricky our spiritual team is (always for our highest good of course). I was shocked at his reply:
"The East Coast needs you." When I asked him why he said i need to be there for "The Shift." That simply left me pondering the question "what the hell does that mean."
Well 19 days after my arrival back In Virginia, I started to get a true clue! We had a very rare 5.9 earthquake. Let me just back up here a moment.
I never felt so lethargic as I did the day I got back to Virgina. My right ear (spiritual hearing) became blocked and rang off the hook. It stayed that was until August 16th. I could feel a lot lift within me between August 16th and 17th. My head was clearing up, lethargy was leaving. Inspiration was coming in, at least in spurts. Somewhere around the 17th or 18th, still trying to force my own agenda of doing phone readings and trying to get a therapy room set up... spirit was quite adamant in what it needed from me. It was not about being in service to others... yet.
I was clearly told to lay the lattice work down for my next expression of myself. I thought, GREAT!! I could use a new expression, but what the heck is it? Ask, and trust me, you receive in abundance, don't ask, and you get exactly that... nothing! That very day as I was talking to my great friend in Chicago, she reminded me of a flutter of inspiration that came down several months before: The Soul Gym. I thought, OMG how did I forget? I have been laying my lattice work with earnest since she reminded me of this wonderful place I am now creating (still working out the kinks) of a virtual workout for body and soul called The Soul Gym. More on that later.
On the 21st of August I started to get this consistent fluttering of energy exterior to my body, but only about two inches out. It was like a group of butterflies were flapping their wings constantly for a day and a half. With this constant tickling to these two areas was a feeling of something wonderful about to happen. Very euphoric really. I basked in this energy, until I guess it made it's way inside. The evening of the 22nd, the fluttering was no longer outside, but now an intensity of energy inside, and let me tell you, it hurt like hell! My stomach was queasy as if I had to vomit, I was burping really big, loud hollow burps all day and night. My lower abdomen hurt as if I had cramps, but my monthly cycle ended a week prior and I never ever get period cramps and my back muscles around my solar plexus and heart chakra really really hurt. All I could do was lay against the couch wondering... what the heck?
And then I felt the house shake. At first I thought a big ole semi-truck passed the house, but there wasn't even a car on the road. Within minutes my daughter-in-love called me and asked if we (I was baby sitting) were ok and if I felt the earthquake. THAT was an earthquake? How exciting. Now I so get all this weird energy for the last several days. I had really hoped the absolute discomfort I was in would have subsided as the day went on... not even!
However, I woke up feeling so new. Like I was breathing in new energy, new air. The feeling of hope, of pure excitement, of breathing in heaven permeated my entire day. Not a single trace of weird energy anywhere in or outside of my body. I did a full and easy reading on my daughter-in-law. I was excited. I thought, yay... I am back! (yeah right). In this incredible moment of clarity, I had to ask Archangel Michael, whats up with a super rare earthquake in VA that was echoed thru out my body. His reply was "The Shift has started in earnest." Alrighty then. Makes sense to me!
Just look at what the sun did in this month of August: two very powerful back to back solar flares (an M9 followed by an X7 flare, for those who don't follow the sun, X class flares are the strongest flares the sun emits). Several days later, we are in a dual (notice the doubles taking place here... ummm duality) solar wind stream from a coronal hole above and below the mid-line of the sun... both streaming into us at the same time. Several days later, same thing, according to NASA, less intense energetically (I beg to differ).
And now the East Coast is gearing up for a one-two punch. Earthquake (releasing all the energy that no longer serves mother earth in this area) followed by a hurricane that is going to travel the same (relative) path as the shock waves of the earthquake. What a great mother to clean up after her intense burp!
We can look at this moment in time as the base fear grid has exploded and now everything is going to be cleared up from this wonder-filled hurricane that should great us late today and thru this weekend.
With it all, we are being asked to be new as well. To find and create that new expression of ourselves. To be there in that expression, together, as One.
We are not changing... WE HAVE CHANGED and now we need to help each other walk in our new shoes.
Several days before this wonderful earthquake, I went into meditation (as fleeting as they may be these days) and asked spirit what all the focused energy (in my world) is on this "soul gym" (its all I hear them talk to me about, prompt me about, fill me with excitement about) and they gave me this wonderful visual I would like to share with you, insert yourself where I am and feel the wonder of it all.
I was shown my feet standing on the earth, my body filled the space of the air as it touched the sun. The sun was sitting on my shoulders, my head/face inside the sun. My arms stretched out in a circle to hug the outer edges of the sun. My entire root chakra was a grid work of energy that encompassed the entirety of the earth. I felt like a connecting rod from the sun energy to the earth energy.
Today, I realized why I am back in Virgina and the timing of it all. I have developed myself into a Light Rod for the earth. Where those magnetic codes are streaming down, simply in my Being (and sharing) grounds the energy where it is needed for full use of our mother (earth) and father (sun).
Whatever it all really means, we are in this together. Light Rods set up all over the globe... helping... grounding... Being!
Together as One. I love you so much.
Lisa Gawlas
www.mysoulcenter.com/thesoulgym.html
(please know this page is a work in progress, your insights/advise/input/participation is dearly appreciated)
For this whole year, there was not a soul who graced my massage table where their spiritual team wasn't talking about the changes needed in their lives or their attitudes or the approach to their lives. Their teams also expressed how important it was to get set for what had been referenced thru the year as September and/or October.
Especially during June and July, I could see the vast amount of new codes that will activate various sets of DNA within a clients body, had no clue what it meant to them (still don't really) but it's funny, I was so busy looking and helping everyone else... I never stopped to look at what was happening within me. Until I was stopped in my tracks with the energies and shifts of August.
I do remember asking Archangel Michael in late June why am I really heading back to Virginia. The longing in my heart to be near my 18 month old grandson was simply a teaser to make sure I got to where the earth needed me, I have been on this path long enough to know how tricky our spiritual team is (always for our highest good of course). I was shocked at his reply:
"The East Coast needs you." When I asked him why he said i need to be there for "The Shift." That simply left me pondering the question "what the hell does that mean."
Well 19 days after my arrival back In Virginia, I started to get a true clue! We had a very rare 5.9 earthquake. Let me just back up here a moment.
I never felt so lethargic as I did the day I got back to Virgina. My right ear (spiritual hearing) became blocked and rang off the hook. It stayed that was until August 16th. I could feel a lot lift within me between August 16th and 17th. My head was clearing up, lethargy was leaving. Inspiration was coming in, at least in spurts. Somewhere around the 17th or 18th, still trying to force my own agenda of doing phone readings and trying to get a therapy room set up... spirit was quite adamant in what it needed from me. It was not about being in service to others... yet.
I was clearly told to lay the lattice work down for my next expression of myself. I thought, GREAT!! I could use a new expression, but what the heck is it? Ask, and trust me, you receive in abundance, don't ask, and you get exactly that... nothing! That very day as I was talking to my great friend in Chicago, she reminded me of a flutter of inspiration that came down several months before: The Soul Gym. I thought, OMG how did I forget? I have been laying my lattice work with earnest since she reminded me of this wonderful place I am now creating (still working out the kinks) of a virtual workout for body and soul called The Soul Gym. More on that later.
On the 21st of August I started to get this consistent fluttering of energy exterior to my body, but only about two inches out. It was like a group of butterflies were flapping their wings constantly for a day and a half. With this constant tickling to these two areas was a feeling of something wonderful about to happen. Very euphoric really. I basked in this energy, until I guess it made it's way inside. The evening of the 22nd, the fluttering was no longer outside, but now an intensity of energy inside, and let me tell you, it hurt like hell! My stomach was queasy as if I had to vomit, I was burping really big, loud hollow burps all day and night. My lower abdomen hurt as if I had cramps, but my monthly cycle ended a week prior and I never ever get period cramps and my back muscles around my solar plexus and heart chakra really really hurt. All I could do was lay against the couch wondering... what the heck?
And then I felt the house shake. At first I thought a big ole semi-truck passed the house, but there wasn't even a car on the road. Within minutes my daughter-in-love called me and asked if we (I was baby sitting) were ok and if I felt the earthquake. THAT was an earthquake? How exciting. Now I so get all this weird energy for the last several days. I had really hoped the absolute discomfort I was in would have subsided as the day went on... not even!
However, I woke up feeling so new. Like I was breathing in new energy, new air. The feeling of hope, of pure excitement, of breathing in heaven permeated my entire day. Not a single trace of weird energy anywhere in or outside of my body. I did a full and easy reading on my daughter-in-law. I was excited. I thought, yay... I am back! (yeah right). In this incredible moment of clarity, I had to ask Archangel Michael, whats up with a super rare earthquake in VA that was echoed thru out my body. His reply was "The Shift has started in earnest." Alrighty then. Makes sense to me!
Just look at what the sun did in this month of August: two very powerful back to back solar flares (an M9 followed by an X7 flare, for those who don't follow the sun, X class flares are the strongest flares the sun emits). Several days later, we are in a dual (notice the doubles taking place here... ummm duality) solar wind stream from a coronal hole above and below the mid-line of the sun... both streaming into us at the same time. Several days later, same thing, according to NASA, less intense energetically (I beg to differ).
And now the East Coast is gearing up for a one-two punch. Earthquake (releasing all the energy that no longer serves mother earth in this area) followed by a hurricane that is going to travel the same (relative) path as the shock waves of the earthquake. What a great mother to clean up after her intense burp!
We can look at this moment in time as the base fear grid has exploded and now everything is going to be cleared up from this wonder-filled hurricane that should great us late today and thru this weekend.
With it all, we are being asked to be new as well. To find and create that new expression of ourselves. To be there in that expression, together, as One.
We are not changing... WE HAVE CHANGED and now we need to help each other walk in our new shoes.
Several days before this wonderful earthquake, I went into meditation (as fleeting as they may be these days) and asked spirit what all the focused energy (in my world) is on this "soul gym" (its all I hear them talk to me about, prompt me about, fill me with excitement about) and they gave me this wonderful visual I would like to share with you, insert yourself where I am and feel the wonder of it all.
I was shown my feet standing on the earth, my body filled the space of the air as it touched the sun. The sun was sitting on my shoulders, my head/face inside the sun. My arms stretched out in a circle to hug the outer edges of the sun. My entire root chakra was a grid work of energy that encompassed the entirety of the earth. I felt like a connecting rod from the sun energy to the earth energy.
Today, I realized why I am back in Virgina and the timing of it all. I have developed myself into a Light Rod for the earth. Where those magnetic codes are streaming down, simply in my Being (and sharing) grounds the energy where it is needed for full use of our mother (earth) and father (sun).
Whatever it all really means, we are in this together. Light Rods set up all over the globe... helping... grounding... Being!
Together as One. I love you so much.
Lisa Gawlas
www.mysoulcenter.com/thesoulgym.html
(please know this page is a work in progress, your insights/advise/input/participation is dearly appreciated)
Sunday, August 14, 2011
The Sticky Frustration of August Leads to the Sweet Harvest in September
Thank you to the bright and beautiful energy of the full moon for shining down on my sleeping consciousness the understanding of the true moment in time we are all in at this elongated moment we call August!
Yesterday (August 13th) I officially entered the frustrated zone. That frustration quickly turned into sadness even as I cooked all the food for my birthday party. Earlier in the day I felt the tear in my heart open up. I hadn't felt this sadness since I left Virginia in June of 2010, so what does my protective ego want to do... move back to New Mexico!
I truly believe when something is meant to be, it is, and it is effortless. But what I have not looked at, until today, is when things become challenging it is because our ego stepped into the forefront of our spiritual agenda!
My move from New Mexico back to my son, daughter-in-love and my grandson in Virginia was more than effortless, it was supported by every strand of energy in the multi-verse. The week before I left New Mexico, my own personal bank account became filled with 3 times the amount of money I had targeted to move with. I even had a plan before I left to work out of our home here in Virginia, setting up my massage business in the back room.
I didn't anticipate being in the void... the place of (what feels like) disconnectedness the moment I arrived. Not only that, my right ear became blocked and buzzing. The right side of the body is all about emotional spiritual energy. The ear is hearing the spiritual communication that surrounds us. Of course, this compounded my feeling of disconnection and each day that passed by, deepened my frustration. I arrived in Virginia with 11 phone readings to do. Can (my ego) tell you that I soooo dislike rescheduling appointments. I stopped doing phone readings many years ago because I dubbed myself the most unreliable psychic on earth. When I am going thru an energy change or upgrade, I am disconnected (as each of us are to allow the new energy to integrate) and I cannot reach that level of connectivity I know I can reach, so I was rescheduling appointments left and right and simply just stopped taking them at the end of 2005, at least... until July of this year.
Truly, I am in the midst of my own lesson. As we all are!
Right out of the gate of doing phone readings again, I am so disconnected I can't even get a small inkling of insight. Not only that, Skype won't work on any of the computers in the house, my cell phone won't hold a signal long enough to hear (I am the one who cannot hear, people can hear me just fine) a full sentence.
The ego kicks into overdrive (since I am disconnected anyway). I decided, the house is not the place I am supposed to work out of. I find a therapy room that is affordable and laid out perfectly. The owner denied me the ability to rent there. I have never had anyone say no.. crushing!
After 2 weeks of being in Virginia and not being able to do WHAT I WANT to do, I decided, maybe I need to go back to New Mexico. The sadness deepened.
I love to cook for people more than anything. I bring all the joy elements I could into whatever I am cooking up. Bread is my favorite. It reminds me of the greatest sexual experience in the world. The yeast lays dormant until you put it into some warm water and add sugar and it comes alive and foams and froths and is just ready to rise to the occasion. I know when energies are not in alignment because the yeast does not foam and froth like it usually does and usually takes crappy once baked.
Even tho I was cooking and apologizing to all the food I was creating for not being able to get myself out of this "sad" feeling it all seemed to understand what I was feeling and needing. Everything came out delicious. The bread more perfect than I created in a long time. I had to wonder... why?
Perhaps the elements rallied together for me, for us. Because I woke up this morning with more understanding and insight as to what August is really asking of us.
July was a month when new channels of energy was deeply integrated into very cell of our Being, getting ready for the massive downloads (from the sun) and uploads (from the earth) to fill these new channels in our body with this potent new energy. August is asking us to simply Be. To allow our own Becoming to happen.
It is not time to act, but a time to feel. Feel what is in your heart of desire. What is emerging in your field of energy of desire. If the answer is like mine, which is simply... I have no flipping clue... we have not finished becoming. It would very much like pulling the bread out of the over before it reached that perfect brown on top and allowed everything to be fully cooked inside.
August... the energies of August... needs us to simply be and allow. Every time we try and force our ego agenda (of doing what we think is expected of us) we are messing with the energy coming into our cells and the alignment is taking longer. If we succeed in forcing our ego will, we will have hmmm... for lack of a better word, broken the stream of incoming energy only to have it realign again.
I remember writing about these months back in May of this year. The Parting of the Red Sea I just didn't understand how it would really play out... until (like usual) we/ I am in the midst of it gasping for air! Ahhhh to be human!
August is filling each and every one of us with this new high falutent energy. And I am busy trying to crawl out of the birth canal before I am fully ready, because I want to be doing something other than nothing lol... AND I am trying to pull you out with me (in trying to do readings)! Geez!!
But also, let me be clear here to (well, as clear as I am capable of right now). We ARE giving rise to September . We are not going to simply crawl out of the womb of creation and be able to sit back in our cribs until we feel we are ready to use this new enhanced energy body of ours.... not even! We will emerge (pretty much) fully grown. We will have a responsibility to use this new energy field that is us. I seen a channel yesterday that said: Response-Ability. Perfect.
September, in my side of the world, is harvest time. The way I have understood this new energy is all the wonder we have "put out" in the world is now merging back into us via our own vital energy streams. You cannot harvest if you don't go out into the fields of potential to reap!
Your new energy field will be like the most amazing magnetic grid ever in place. For some, this won't be a very comfortable time in their lives. For those of us that have put out the greatest energy and love possible... man we will rock if we are now brave enough to go out and harvest. That is to say, open the doors your heart leads you to. Trust in your own inner guidance and deep yearnings. Stay OUT of your head.
We may very well be sludging thru the molasses / honey filled energy fields of August... but that is only going to sweeten the fields of Harvesting in September.
From one sticky and (seemingly) stuck energy field to another (each of you)... I love you so much. Thank you for allowing me to grow and understand thru your love and understanding!!
I also want to thank my birthday food and the Light of the full moon and my children for the wonder and unconscious understanding of where I Am right now!
Together... We Are One... and Sweeter than ever before!
((((HUGZ))))
Lisa Gawlas
www.mysoulcenter.com
Yesterday (August 13th) I officially entered the frustrated zone. That frustration quickly turned into sadness even as I cooked all the food for my birthday party. Earlier in the day I felt the tear in my heart open up. I hadn't felt this sadness since I left Virginia in June of 2010, so what does my protective ego want to do... move back to New Mexico!
I truly believe when something is meant to be, it is, and it is effortless. But what I have not looked at, until today, is when things become challenging it is because our ego stepped into the forefront of our spiritual agenda!
My move from New Mexico back to my son, daughter-in-love and my grandson in Virginia was more than effortless, it was supported by every strand of energy in the multi-verse. The week before I left New Mexico, my own personal bank account became filled with 3 times the amount of money I had targeted to move with. I even had a plan before I left to work out of our home here in Virginia, setting up my massage business in the back room.
I didn't anticipate being in the void... the place of (what feels like) disconnectedness the moment I arrived. Not only that, my right ear became blocked and buzzing. The right side of the body is all about emotional spiritual energy. The ear is hearing the spiritual communication that surrounds us. Of course, this compounded my feeling of disconnection and each day that passed by, deepened my frustration. I arrived in Virginia with 11 phone readings to do. Can (my ego) tell you that I soooo dislike rescheduling appointments. I stopped doing phone readings many years ago because I dubbed myself the most unreliable psychic on earth. When I am going thru an energy change or upgrade, I am disconnected (as each of us are to allow the new energy to integrate) and I cannot reach that level of connectivity I know I can reach, so I was rescheduling appointments left and right and simply just stopped taking them at the end of 2005, at least... until July of this year.
Truly, I am in the midst of my own lesson. As we all are!
Right out of the gate of doing phone readings again, I am so disconnected I can't even get a small inkling of insight. Not only that, Skype won't work on any of the computers in the house, my cell phone won't hold a signal long enough to hear (I am the one who cannot hear, people can hear me just fine) a full sentence.
The ego kicks into overdrive (since I am disconnected anyway). I decided, the house is not the place I am supposed to work out of. I find a therapy room that is affordable and laid out perfectly. The owner denied me the ability to rent there. I have never had anyone say no.. crushing!
After 2 weeks of being in Virginia and not being able to do WHAT I WANT to do, I decided, maybe I need to go back to New Mexico. The sadness deepened.
I love to cook for people more than anything. I bring all the joy elements I could into whatever I am cooking up. Bread is my favorite. It reminds me of the greatest sexual experience in the world. The yeast lays dormant until you put it into some warm water and add sugar and it comes alive and foams and froths and is just ready to rise to the occasion. I know when energies are not in alignment because the yeast does not foam and froth like it usually does and usually takes crappy once baked.
Even tho I was cooking and apologizing to all the food I was creating for not being able to get myself out of this "sad" feeling it all seemed to understand what I was feeling and needing. Everything came out delicious. The bread more perfect than I created in a long time. I had to wonder... why?
Perhaps the elements rallied together for me, for us. Because I woke up this morning with more understanding and insight as to what August is really asking of us.
July was a month when new channels of energy was deeply integrated into very cell of our Being, getting ready for the massive downloads (from the sun) and uploads (from the earth) to fill these new channels in our body with this potent new energy. August is asking us to simply Be. To allow our own Becoming to happen.
It is not time to act, but a time to feel. Feel what is in your heart of desire. What is emerging in your field of energy of desire. If the answer is like mine, which is simply... I have no flipping clue... we have not finished becoming. It would very much like pulling the bread out of the over before it reached that perfect brown on top and allowed everything to be fully cooked inside.
August... the energies of August... needs us to simply be and allow. Every time we try and force our ego agenda (of doing what we think is expected of us) we are messing with the energy coming into our cells and the alignment is taking longer. If we succeed in forcing our ego will, we will have hmmm... for lack of a better word, broken the stream of incoming energy only to have it realign again.
I remember writing about these months back in May of this year. The Parting of the Red Sea I just didn't understand how it would really play out... until (like usual) we/ I am in the midst of it gasping for air! Ahhhh to be human!
August is filling each and every one of us with this new high falutent energy. And I am busy trying to crawl out of the birth canal before I am fully ready, because I want to be doing something other than nothing lol... AND I am trying to pull you out with me (in trying to do readings)! Geez!!
But also, let me be clear here to (well, as clear as I am capable of right now). We ARE giving rise to September . We are not going to simply crawl out of the womb of creation and be able to sit back in our cribs until we feel we are ready to use this new enhanced energy body of ours.... not even! We will emerge (pretty much) fully grown. We will have a responsibility to use this new energy field that is us. I seen a channel yesterday that said: Response-Ability. Perfect.
September, in my side of the world, is harvest time. The way I have understood this new energy is all the wonder we have "put out" in the world is now merging back into us via our own vital energy streams. You cannot harvest if you don't go out into the fields of potential to reap!
Your new energy field will be like the most amazing magnetic grid ever in place. For some, this won't be a very comfortable time in their lives. For those of us that have put out the greatest energy and love possible... man we will rock if we are now brave enough to go out and harvest. That is to say, open the doors your heart leads you to. Trust in your own inner guidance and deep yearnings. Stay OUT of your head.
We may very well be sludging thru the molasses / honey filled energy fields of August... but that is only going to sweeten the fields of Harvesting in September.
From one sticky and (seemingly) stuck energy field to another (each of you)... I love you so much. Thank you for allowing me to grow and understand thru your love and understanding!!
I also want to thank my birthday food and the Light of the full moon and my children for the wonder and unconscious understanding of where I Am right now!
Together... We Are One... and Sweeter than ever before!
((((HUGZ))))
Lisa Gawlas
www.mysoulcenter.com
Friday, August 12, 2011
August and the Molasses Filled Energy Field
I don't think August could get more intense if it tried! We all have been energetically battered (in a really... eventually... good way). We are ALL becoming new, whatever that means (smile). This blog is usually about what I have seen and experienced via the massage table or phone readings, not today. I have done neither since leaving New Mexico on July 29th. I simply can't. It feels like every energy strand I have in place is filled with a really thick dripping of molasses, or honey (both equally thick.) I have been sleeping day and night and eating anytime I am awake. I know this place well, been here before, but so long ago, one can forget what an amazing place we are in really. A massive upgrade is well underway in this land of matter! But also... the molasses covering of our energy streams, is also an intense form of protection too... as the energies change.
That fear layer is in the midst of exploding, or maybe, imploding. We are all bearing witness to it. Just look at how crazy the stock market has been, the infighting in congress, the fires and rioting in London, and the list goes on.
For me, I have been having a really really hard time being near anything "electronic" since I left New Mexico. I cannot bear to be on the phone, on the internet for too long, even watching a movie on TV is done in spurts. We may not realize how much infiltrates us via our electronic devises... hence the goo for brains (smile) moment in our time.
I also know for me, when I am in the midst of a super upgrade I am totally disconnected from spirit (or at least that's how it feels... I refer it to it as being as psychic as a wet noodle.) And I sleep all the time (my body's way of integrating the deeper energy fields) and I eat a lot, because growing takes energy. And then of course, we have that wonderful tell-tale sign we all love... weight gain! That is the (my) body's way of insulating itself from the new higher energies bouncing around.
A new thing that has happened (and is still happening) during this intense energy shift, my right ear (spiritual hearing) has been ringing off the hook since I woke up in Virginia (8/4), not to mention the auditory canal has been blocked. Which I find really annoying because everything I say and hear is amplified in my head but all crackly due to the buzzing sound that is over the top. My body tells me not to worry, my mind however keeps yelling "stop the insanity." I even broke down and went too the doctors and got an ear flush, to no avail. (I really do know better.)
So the message today... for those of us going thru this intense inner shift, just hang on... the best is yet to come!
I cannot wait to be able to "see" how this is changing us (as well as what will be required of us) . And you know, the moment I have my spiritual clarity back, I will be writing away about it all.
Until then... remember (smile): This is just so exciting!
Together... We Are One!!
(((((HUGZ))))
Lisa Gawlas
www.mysoulcenter.com
I would highly recommend this read as well: The Creation Matrix by Aluna Joy: http://spiritlibrary.com/center-of-the-sun/the-creation-matrix
As well as listening to Steve Rother channeling "The Group" for August in the channeling "The Rhythm Method": http://www.youtube.com/user/SteveRother#p/a/u/0/OUWxgzDMps8
We are all seeing /feeling/ experiencing the same thing... Thank Goodness! (smile)
That fear layer is in the midst of exploding, or maybe, imploding. We are all bearing witness to it. Just look at how crazy the stock market has been, the infighting in congress, the fires and rioting in London, and the list goes on.
For me, I have been having a really really hard time being near anything "electronic" since I left New Mexico. I cannot bear to be on the phone, on the internet for too long, even watching a movie on TV is done in spurts. We may not realize how much infiltrates us via our electronic devises... hence the goo for brains (smile) moment in our time.
I also know for me, when I am in the midst of a super upgrade I am totally disconnected from spirit (or at least that's how it feels... I refer it to it as being as psychic as a wet noodle.) And I sleep all the time (my body's way of integrating the deeper energy fields) and I eat a lot, because growing takes energy. And then of course, we have that wonderful tell-tale sign we all love... weight gain! That is the (my) body's way of insulating itself from the new higher energies bouncing around.
A new thing that has happened (and is still happening) during this intense energy shift, my right ear (spiritual hearing) has been ringing off the hook since I woke up in Virginia (8/4), not to mention the auditory canal has been blocked. Which I find really annoying because everything I say and hear is amplified in my head but all crackly due to the buzzing sound that is over the top. My body tells me not to worry, my mind however keeps yelling "stop the insanity." I even broke down and went too the doctors and got an ear flush, to no avail. (I really do know better.)
So the message today... for those of us going thru this intense inner shift, just hang on... the best is yet to come!
I cannot wait to be able to "see" how this is changing us (as well as what will be required of us) . And you know, the moment I have my spiritual clarity back, I will be writing away about it all.
Until then... remember (smile): This is just so exciting!
Together... We Are One!!
(((((HUGZ))))
Lisa Gawlas
www.mysoulcenter.com
I would highly recommend this read as well: The Creation Matrix by Aluna Joy: http://spiritlibrary.com/center-of-the-sun/the-creation-matrix
As well as listening to Steve Rother channeling "The Group" for August in the channeling "The Rhythm Method": http://www.youtube.com/user/SteveRother#p/a/u/0/OUWxgzDMps8
We are all seeing /feeling/ experiencing the same thing... Thank Goodness! (smile)
Thursday, August 4, 2011
The Color of Our Soul, Black Matter of the Ego, A Blue Moth and Crystal Wisdom
I have completed the transition from New Mexico to Virginia. What an amazing, insightful trip it had been. A lot of the details I didn't know... became known as I sat in the silence of my car, as well as the 2 days iu the Crystal Mines in Mount Ida, Arkansas. I pray I can remember all the fine details and share them outward with you. This is a two part sharing (smile)
Part 1
There is a new color that has emerged in the body over the last several weeks. (At least it is new to me.) This is the most beautiful light blue I had ever seen. I knew it was a vibration associated with the throat chakra, which, in my readings is all about Self-expression. The majority of people I have seen over the years... this area is usually a bulging black energy area. On a very rare occasion (and I do mean very rare) I would see the energy of a cobalt blue streaming from within the black. But now, in a handful of people, I am seeing light blue. I understood the lightness of the blue meant there was a spiritual energy streaming thru the cobalt blue area, but until my road trip, I didn't understand the full degree in which this color is now appearing. God knows I can be slow on the uptake!! lol ...really slow!!!
The light blue I have been seeing is the pure soul energy of the client. Makes sense now as to why I have seen this color in areas other than the throat. Primarily it radiates somewhere in the head as well. I had a lady in a phone reading that this beautiful light blue energy was actually streaming out of her eyes. It was breathing taking to behold. About two inches from her eyes was this... hmmmm, I guess I will just call it a thin layer, a block in her outward field of vision. I heard her team say that in order to use the fullness of this vision she must remove the scorn from her eyes. I then watched as this incredible white light shower started happening between her face and the area of "scorn"... her team helping her to clear it up! At the time of the reading, I had no clue it was her soul looking out the eyes of her world and being blocked in distance by something that just gets her angry.
I was truly humbled by this new understanding of the way peoples pure soul energy is now making itself known in my inner vision. But then came an understanding I so should have known... for years. But somehow I just didn't. Not to the full extent I get it now!
The black areas I have seen since I have been able to "see" is so much more than blocks and issues. It is truly the energy of the ego blocking out the light of your own pure light. Now let me back up for a moment. About a month maybe two ago, all of a sudden I kept hearing a quote from our beloved Jesus: "I of mine own self can do nothing." I have always assumed this quote meant that he never worked alone and without spirit surrounding his "works" he could not do it. The more I went back to the understanding, the louder I would hear that quote. I knew I was missing something within it. But what?
It is the willingness of the "client" that absolutely must be present for any healing to actually happen. The black energy that creates blocks and illness within the body comes from the perceptions of the person being worked on. He, nor I, nor any energy worker, can ever undo what a person puts in place. We can add light to the area, but it is always up to the person to fully transmute their mis-perceptions into light and free it once and for all. I have watched as some peoples energy field completely changed to higher vibrations by the time a massage session was over. Not because of anything I did... if that was the case, every person that ever graced my table would change. It is because of what they did in the moment. We think healing... releasing long held dark (un-enlightened) energy has to take time, it doesn't. It can be as instantaneous as choosing in that moment. Of course, I do my best to go deep into the core energy of that black matter to understand why it is there... Awareness of the issue is key, but alone, not enough. The person MUST choose to release it!
Keep in mind, the ego... a beautiful and much needed creation in our field of matter, is non-the less a fear based entity. It was designed to keep the incarnating spirit safe from harm and to work intimately with the spiritual energy that is us. It knows the land of matter well and can navigate in an instant to get us from our heart promptings to our destiny in nano-seconds. Over time tho, we have let go of our heart and fed off the fear of the ego.
The only time the light blue energy can make itself manifest in our physical bodies, is by clearing the darkness of the ego. Our soul is the most patient, loving energy. It so wants to play fully in the field of created matter, NOT with us... but AS us. It will wait lifetimes for us to really change our minds on how we are going to move thru the fields of unlimited potential... and create the bounty that has always been the greatest potential of our lives!!
Part 2
The first full day in Arkansas I was joyfully in a crystal mine playing as a child moving dirt and looking for hidden treasures. About an hour or two into creating this major crater in the side of the earth the most beautiful light blue moth took up residence within the crater with me. I couldn't tell you if this was a moth (looked like a moth) or a butterfly. I felt so graced by the universe as I just had the download of understanding about the light blue color and here was a winged creature sporting the exact color of blue I had seen in several clients.
And then I forgot about the company that was so patiently sitting on the dirt floor of the huge hole I was digging into the earth, and I took a shovel of dirt and buried the moth. The moment I realized what I had done, I got afraid I killed it! This is when the black matter of my ego took over saying, well if you uncover it, it may be dead, then you will feel bad. So leave it covered in the earth. OK? Back to crystal digging...
And then my shovel took up some of the dirt that was covering the light blue moth and it was suddenly jumping all over the place. I was horrified to see that in my carelessness, I removed its right wing from its body. I apologized profusely to this precious critter and scooped it up on my little hand shovel and placed it on top of the crater about a foot away from me. It surely was a determined moth and hobbled right back over to me and sat at the edge of the crater I created. I prayed it could live and thrive without a wing. I wondered how it would eat and get to where it needs to go... and it looked straight at me... not with anger, not with anything other than love. Even tho I took off its right wing and injured its core energy, it still wanted to be with me digging crystals and it loved me! I was humbled as I watched this critter intently. I kept praying it would live.. within minutes tho, it died. My heart was crushed. I once again apologized profusely and scrambled within my mind to think of something I could do. Instantly it came to me:
I told the light blue moth that I was so sorry for being so careless in my pursuit of crystals and that it died because of me. I invited its essence to come live within my body. I told this little critter that I try to be a good stream of energy for the earth and it can take up a new residence within me, if it so desired. I told it I would breath deeply in... and it had a choice of becoming one with me. I closed my eyes and breathed in... my light blue moth was no where to be seen when I opened my eyes and exhaled.
I mined hundreds of crystals, took them back to my motel to clean each one with a toothbrush. As I finished my day and laid down to rest, there was a throbbing happening in my right arm. It was intense. Every jointed felt like it was inflamed, every muscle fiber screaming out in agony. No matter how I positioned my arm it got no relief. My left arm, totally unaffected. The throbbing (not so much actual pain as it was a throbbing thru my entire arm) radiated from top to bottom, joint to joint, muscle to muscle. I knew it wasn't just an over worked arm from mining all day... there was an energy something or another happening within that arm. I even took Ibuprofen to no avail. Didn't even touch it. I finally found a position in which my arm could bare the throbbing and fell asleep.
In the morning I went crystal mining again. As I sat there on my bucket digging for earthly treasures with a right arm that held no memory of the intensity that it felt the night before... I suddenly remembered the light blue butterfly and it clearly showed me its right wing. I thought... OMG KARMA!!! I felt worse thinking the last thing this little critter felt on earth... was an aching caused by my hand. I was crushed. It allowed me time to get out of my head (pesky fear filled ego ya know) and once I was done, allowed me to realize that my right arm has become its right wing. It choose to live within me as I breathed in! I was as elated as I was humbled and grateful! As this validating universe so loving does ALL THE TIME, the next morning in my "TUT email message was the reminder: "Give with a truly glad heart, lisa, for the sole purpose of the good it will do, and whatever you give shall return to you, multiplied, as if on wings, covered in sparkles."
I cried like a brand new baby!
Last but far from least in this sharing today was the profound message I got from crystal mining on day 2. We as humans are really full of ourselves and our perceptions. Even when it comes to the crystal kingdom. As I was searching for crystals and many many "injured" crystals would make its way to my hand and I would put it back down on the ground looking for "whole crystals" instead of broken ones the crystals really took the time to school me! I am going to paraphrase the incredible communications of our quartz crystal family.
We humans have a way of discarding what appears to be broken. All of the crystals laying within the ground that have been injured are the most sympathetic healers we will find. They know what it is like to be broken and discarded as not very good and therefore, overlooked by humans. They gave me a parallel of themselves with the men and women coming back from the various wars we have ongoing... they are injured. Missing limbs, brain matter, facial features... are they any less than who they were when they went to war? No! They are coming home changed. The "broken" crystals have changed as well. For the better, not for the worse. Not to be overlooked as a precious value on this earth. They understand injury better than those who are still pristine.
Many broken crystals were placed in my bucket!
They also shared something else with me. We (humans) tend to think the bigger and the clearer the crystal, the more potent it is. Not really. Most sacred information have been stored in the smaller, overlooked crystals to purposely make sure they make their way to the ones who can use their information. The cloudy crystals have deep hidden secrets. You will know you have extracted the sacred information inside as the cloudy turns to clear.
I have returned to Virginia with several hundred crystals... broken and whole, cloudy and clear. Everyone will be participating in the activation of the Arkansas crystal mines on 11/11/11. Every person who gets a massage, gets a reading, or just simply desires to have one of these precious gifts of our lives will receive one. I will give them away until the last one finds its Home. I will be mailing them to clients who already had a reading in July as well.
We are indeed changing... Becoming. We truly are the blessings of the earth!!
With the deepest gratitude to all who embark on changing into the Light Blue Butterfly of earth!
(((((HUGZ)))))
Lisa Gawlas
www.mysoulcenter.com/energy_readings.html
Part 1
There is a new color that has emerged in the body over the last several weeks. (At least it is new to me.) This is the most beautiful light blue I had ever seen. I knew it was a vibration associated with the throat chakra, which, in my readings is all about Self-expression. The majority of people I have seen over the years... this area is usually a bulging black energy area. On a very rare occasion (and I do mean very rare) I would see the energy of a cobalt blue streaming from within the black. But now, in a handful of people, I am seeing light blue. I understood the lightness of the blue meant there was a spiritual energy streaming thru the cobalt blue area, but until my road trip, I didn't understand the full degree in which this color is now appearing. God knows I can be slow on the uptake!! lol ...really slow!!!
The light blue I have been seeing is the pure soul energy of the client. Makes sense now as to why I have seen this color in areas other than the throat. Primarily it radiates somewhere in the head as well. I had a lady in a phone reading that this beautiful light blue energy was actually streaming out of her eyes. It was breathing taking to behold. About two inches from her eyes was this... hmmmm, I guess I will just call it a thin layer, a block in her outward field of vision. I heard her team say that in order to use the fullness of this vision she must remove the scorn from her eyes. I then watched as this incredible white light shower started happening between her face and the area of "scorn"... her team helping her to clear it up! At the time of the reading, I had no clue it was her soul looking out the eyes of her world and being blocked in distance by something that just gets her angry.
I was truly humbled by this new understanding of the way peoples pure soul energy is now making itself known in my inner vision. But then came an understanding I so should have known... for years. But somehow I just didn't. Not to the full extent I get it now!
The black areas I have seen since I have been able to "see" is so much more than blocks and issues. It is truly the energy of the ego blocking out the light of your own pure light. Now let me back up for a moment. About a month maybe two ago, all of a sudden I kept hearing a quote from our beloved Jesus: "I of mine own self can do nothing." I have always assumed this quote meant that he never worked alone and without spirit surrounding his "works" he could not do it. The more I went back to the understanding, the louder I would hear that quote. I knew I was missing something within it. But what?
It is the willingness of the "client" that absolutely must be present for any healing to actually happen. The black energy that creates blocks and illness within the body comes from the perceptions of the person being worked on. He, nor I, nor any energy worker, can ever undo what a person puts in place. We can add light to the area, but it is always up to the person to fully transmute their mis-perceptions into light and free it once and for all. I have watched as some peoples energy field completely changed to higher vibrations by the time a massage session was over. Not because of anything I did... if that was the case, every person that ever graced my table would change. It is because of what they did in the moment. We think healing... releasing long held dark (un-enlightened) energy has to take time, it doesn't. It can be as instantaneous as choosing in that moment. Of course, I do my best to go deep into the core energy of that black matter to understand why it is there... Awareness of the issue is key, but alone, not enough. The person MUST choose to release it!
Keep in mind, the ego... a beautiful and much needed creation in our field of matter, is non-the less a fear based entity. It was designed to keep the incarnating spirit safe from harm and to work intimately with the spiritual energy that is us. It knows the land of matter well and can navigate in an instant to get us from our heart promptings to our destiny in nano-seconds. Over time tho, we have let go of our heart and fed off the fear of the ego.
The only time the light blue energy can make itself manifest in our physical bodies, is by clearing the darkness of the ego. Our soul is the most patient, loving energy. It so wants to play fully in the field of created matter, NOT with us... but AS us. It will wait lifetimes for us to really change our minds on how we are going to move thru the fields of unlimited potential... and create the bounty that has always been the greatest potential of our lives!!
Part 2
The first full day in Arkansas I was joyfully in a crystal mine playing as a child moving dirt and looking for hidden treasures. About an hour or two into creating this major crater in the side of the earth the most beautiful light blue moth took up residence within the crater with me. I couldn't tell you if this was a moth (looked like a moth) or a butterfly. I felt so graced by the universe as I just had the download of understanding about the light blue color and here was a winged creature sporting the exact color of blue I had seen in several clients.
And then I forgot about the company that was so patiently sitting on the dirt floor of the huge hole I was digging into the earth, and I took a shovel of dirt and buried the moth. The moment I realized what I had done, I got afraid I killed it! This is when the black matter of my ego took over saying, well if you uncover it, it may be dead, then you will feel bad. So leave it covered in the earth. OK? Back to crystal digging...
And then my shovel took up some of the dirt that was covering the light blue moth and it was suddenly jumping all over the place. I was horrified to see that in my carelessness, I removed its right wing from its body. I apologized profusely to this precious critter and scooped it up on my little hand shovel and placed it on top of the crater about a foot away from me. It surely was a determined moth and hobbled right back over to me and sat at the edge of the crater I created. I prayed it could live and thrive without a wing. I wondered how it would eat and get to where it needs to go... and it looked straight at me... not with anger, not with anything other than love. Even tho I took off its right wing and injured its core energy, it still wanted to be with me digging crystals and it loved me! I was humbled as I watched this critter intently. I kept praying it would live.. within minutes tho, it died. My heart was crushed. I once again apologized profusely and scrambled within my mind to think of something I could do. Instantly it came to me:
I told the light blue moth that I was so sorry for being so careless in my pursuit of crystals and that it died because of me. I invited its essence to come live within my body. I told this little critter that I try to be a good stream of energy for the earth and it can take up a new residence within me, if it so desired. I told it I would breath deeply in... and it had a choice of becoming one with me. I closed my eyes and breathed in... my light blue moth was no where to be seen when I opened my eyes and exhaled.
I mined hundreds of crystals, took them back to my motel to clean each one with a toothbrush. As I finished my day and laid down to rest, there was a throbbing happening in my right arm. It was intense. Every jointed felt like it was inflamed, every muscle fiber screaming out in agony. No matter how I positioned my arm it got no relief. My left arm, totally unaffected. The throbbing (not so much actual pain as it was a throbbing thru my entire arm) radiated from top to bottom, joint to joint, muscle to muscle. I knew it wasn't just an over worked arm from mining all day... there was an energy something or another happening within that arm. I even took Ibuprofen to no avail. Didn't even touch it. I finally found a position in which my arm could bare the throbbing and fell asleep.
In the morning I went crystal mining again. As I sat there on my bucket digging for earthly treasures with a right arm that held no memory of the intensity that it felt the night before... I suddenly remembered the light blue butterfly and it clearly showed me its right wing. I thought... OMG KARMA!!! I felt worse thinking the last thing this little critter felt on earth... was an aching caused by my hand. I was crushed. It allowed me time to get out of my head (pesky fear filled ego ya know) and once I was done, allowed me to realize that my right arm has become its right wing. It choose to live within me as I breathed in! I was as elated as I was humbled and grateful! As this validating universe so loving does ALL THE TIME, the next morning in my "TUT email message was the reminder: "Give with a truly glad heart, lisa, for the sole purpose of the good it will do, and whatever you give shall return to you, multiplied, as if on wings, covered in sparkles."
I cried like a brand new baby!
Last but far from least in this sharing today was the profound message I got from crystal mining on day 2. We as humans are really full of ourselves and our perceptions. Even when it comes to the crystal kingdom. As I was searching for crystals and many many "injured" crystals would make its way to my hand and I would put it back down on the ground looking for "whole crystals" instead of broken ones the crystals really took the time to school me! I am going to paraphrase the incredible communications of our quartz crystal family.
We humans have a way of discarding what appears to be broken. All of the crystals laying within the ground that have been injured are the most sympathetic healers we will find. They know what it is like to be broken and discarded as not very good and therefore, overlooked by humans. They gave me a parallel of themselves with the men and women coming back from the various wars we have ongoing... they are injured. Missing limbs, brain matter, facial features... are they any less than who they were when they went to war? No! They are coming home changed. The "broken" crystals have changed as well. For the better, not for the worse. Not to be overlooked as a precious value on this earth. They understand injury better than those who are still pristine.
Many broken crystals were placed in my bucket!
They also shared something else with me. We (humans) tend to think the bigger and the clearer the crystal, the more potent it is. Not really. Most sacred information have been stored in the smaller, overlooked crystals to purposely make sure they make their way to the ones who can use their information. The cloudy crystals have deep hidden secrets. You will know you have extracted the sacred information inside as the cloudy turns to clear.
I have returned to Virginia with several hundred crystals... broken and whole, cloudy and clear. Everyone will be participating in the activation of the Arkansas crystal mines on 11/11/11. Every person who gets a massage, gets a reading, or just simply desires to have one of these precious gifts of our lives will receive one. I will give them away until the last one finds its Home. I will be mailing them to clients who already had a reading in July as well.
We are indeed changing... Becoming. We truly are the blessings of the earth!!
With the deepest gratitude to all who embark on changing into the Light Blue Butterfly of earth!
(((((HUGZ)))))
Lisa Gawlas
www.mysoulcenter.com/energy_readings.html
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