But yet, spirit has been relentlessly expanding my geez... consciousness? feeling center? everything? with a single focal point.
But even that... I surely didn't fully realize the depths of it all. Well let me tell you... I am getting it now. (smile... I have always said I can be very slow on the uptake!!)
I have always known that whatever it is I am doing, I am learning, would one day give birth to a place where people could come, heal their human and expand their soul. Over this last decade, I have embarked on so many different projects to do just that. Obviously, none of which found it's wings. But yet, thru each and every creation that eventually crumbled, I learned so very very much. I got to see, with eyes that would have never understood any other way, what works and what doesn't work.
It is a good thing I never looked at any of it as failure, but instead much needed learning lessons, otherwise I would have quit a long time ago in moving forward with the only consistent feeling within me. To one day give birth to this place.
About a month before I moved to Virginia, I went on an adventure with a client. There was a hot springs resort for sale that he was interested in and he brought me to feel the place out. I didn't just feel it out, I fell in-love with the place. The energy vortex was magnificent there. The feeling of the earth, the quiet solitude of the land... soul enriching. The place is located right next to "The City of Rocks" which we went to explore as well. All I could feel was Home. Forget a hot springs resort... this would make the most ideal spiritual center ever.
My sleep last night... man oh man. I was in night school to the 100th degree. I was being shown energy fields. How to separate the fields of energy to go back to it's original design. The layers that actually happen over time, people's own fields... the intermingling and changing of it all.