It is actually kinda funny to watch your own life and the movements within that as a neutral observer. This vantage point allows you to witness it, witness yourself and all the players on your life's stage from a completely different perspective when your not all caught up in what is happening.
When I got the inner prompting to move from my very nice and enjoyable life in New Mexico back here to Virginia, I was so caught by surprise. However, I knew I needed to come back here to Virginia to help my son. Funny how we, the human, the ingrained old energy mother, can assume so many different things.
When I thought of helping him, my mind thought of financially helping, being a great babysitter for my grandson so they can go out, allowing full use of my car since their's died. Not one since single time did I ever think the help I would share, both for him as well as myself, maybe even... especially myself was to end the relationship. At least, end it the way it had been for 28 years.
But coming back here to Virginia was about closing a lot of doors I left open when I moved to New Mexico in June of 2010. My drivers license was still valid here in VA, even tho I have one in New Mexico. My car registration was still valid here in VA, even tho I transferred it to New Mexico. These things, I assumed were done naturally thru the states, not so much. I discovered this when I went to pay $500 property tax they charged me for my vehicles, even tho they, and I were in VA. There were other doors and relationships that were left open when I left, that needed to be closed. I would have never seen the 3 months of being back here filled with closings and endings. I really assumed it was going to be filled with new beginnings. In a way it is, just not here.
Now that whole family thing... that is a force to be reckoned with. My God it can bleed your life dry with guilt, expectation and demands. Mothers are not ever supposed to have their own life, their own desires. We should be at the beck and call of the children... forever! That is the relationship I have allowed, that I have nurtured by my own actions. At least, until this last 2 months.
I think, in all the things in my life I had to change, this dynamic is by far the hardest.
The first week of living in a hotel instead in the dysfunctional bosom of my family was the hardest. The guilt flying thru the phone lines... the demands, the expectations and conditions. When I found that quite centered place within myself, my team would simply ask me a question that really seemed crazy at the time... but isn't at all.
If, during the course of this time, I was to literally die and leave my body... what then? What do you take with you? Is it your family? No, it is the love from having been within that family. The dynamic changes. Life changes. Relationship's are forever altered, as needed.
That last, pesky vestibule of old energy...
The first month of living here in this hotel was so wonderful. The solitude, the expansion, the readings in the higher landscape of light without ever having to come back down into the discordant was very much like heaven. It so served a great purpose in my life.
I had reached out many times to connect and share with my son, only to have been slapped away by his own demands and expectations. It became easier and easier to pick the energy out of my heart and grow distant from it. I have truly died to that version of myself and cannot even come close to fitting myself in the old boxed in relationship. How oddly freeing that is.
These last two weeks have moved me from feeling nourished and cared for by the universe to down right feeling isolated from life. This too needed to be a shift within me, so when the next sudden wave of movement came, I would flow without digging my feet in the ground...
This isolation from life grew stronger by the day and finally on the 19th I demanded to my universe (smile)... I am done. I have loved and appreciated living life this way, but I need some physical people in my life. All day long I was quite demanding... and who to my awe-struck eyes would appear... Archangel Michael.
Awe-struck because I never "seen" him before. I have connected with his energy for a decade, but he never ever showed himself and only came when I called on him personally. There he is, standing in full life size view at the foot of my bed... just looking at me. He didn't say a single word. His attire was extraordinary... he reminded me of old old royalty. He had on this outfit of violet and blue... I cannot even describe what he looked like... and if it wasn't for the fact I know his energy and personal signature so well, I would have thought him someone or something else.
The more I demanded he help me know where to go or what to do, the more he just stared lovingly at me. Pissed me off really. He pointed to the ceiling and what a strange sight should appear there. 3 holes... black energy I suppose. Two were almost faded from view, the center one was clear as a bell visually. Then it started to rain red and blue energy from the ceiling. I thought... what the hell is that?? My angel of few words had no words at all to share with me. Pesky Michael!
I knew it meant I had three choices, one opens the energy to which my life is lived. 2 blocks the energy until I choose again. But what the hell are the choices man!!??
I kind of wish I didn't understand this path, this journey so well. I could rightly have my own temper tantrum and blame it all on Michael and not being clear! So I did the only thing I knew to do... I asked for help in my dream time.
Like that would be so much clearer!! lol Not even! I was given a two part dream... the first part I seen myself leaning up against a wall. I was semi-translucent and full of that light blue color I now know is the soul itself. I could tell, all I had to do was push that wall in... and I would be free, but, instead I contemplated it. Somewhere within me, I knew... I just knew if I pushed the wall down, life will never ever be the same again. My relationships will never be the same again. I could choose to simply remain here... leaning up against the final wall taking me to the place I dedicated every single moment of my life towards (at least for the last 11 years).
The next scene was very different. I was sitting in a house and it may have been Christmas or a birthday or something that one celebrates and gets presents for, I was given this box that contained the kewlest device I had ever seen. It was a cross between a laptop and a hand held ipad thingie. There was a lid that you can open and close, and the lid had this really interesting wave at the lip. It was sleek and shiny and I was lost. I opened the lid and there were like a couple apps on the screen, none of which I recognized. I heard a voice that came from all around me and no where when I asked... what is this? I was told it was the latest thing out by google maps. If I ever need to know where I am going, all I have to do is use this divice. Really? That seems kewl. I was also told it is always connected to the internet, I never have to worry about not being connected. I love that!! The next thing I knew, I woke up. Hey... no one told me how to work it!!
All day long I seen this device clearly. All day long I demanded to know how to use it. Silence!
I had also noticed something changed in the readings... again. Everyone I was reading for was now a single snapshot of energy. Showing where they are presently, but nothing beyond that. I also understood that the entire world, every person within it, is equally at their own life choice point. Then I also remembered we are in the intense power node of energy, the first one since the 11:11 avalanche of higher light onto the earth. The choices, no matter how big or seemingly insignificant, is changing the worlds landscape as we know it. December will really start to reveal what that all means.
The evening of the 20th I went to sleep once again demanding clarity to my life's movement. I awoke in a strange place. Both in the void, I could feel the void everywhere and a certain unmistakable clarity of movement. I had seen and felt a strange sort of cloud of energy holding New Mexico within it at least for the next 3-4 months (that time frame was so incredibly clear as well.)
I know the void well. I also know it must accompany life changing choices. I instantly chose New Mexico. Now the whole thing is... when do I leave. I am truly dedicated to my reading schedule, so I decided that I would travel Dec. 1st (I renew my week here at the hotel every Thursday.) My own income has slowed way down as it does during the holiday season, so in order to make the Dec 1st goal financially my son would have to pay me back the several hundred dollars he owed me, which he flat out refused to do. Ok, next option, don't pay another week here at the hotel and that would be my gas money. I am moving this Thursday the 24th. Of course now I have a whole week of readings I must reschedule... again! But considering I am still in the void, and probably will be here until I make my shift back to New Mexico... there isn't much I can do anyway.
I find the quickness interesting as well. For months now, I see December as this odd void of energy period. It seems my spirit wants me to be back in my New Mexico landscape prior to that date, instead of being on the road during that time.
And today, as I share this moment, I remember the 3 holes on my ceiling. I did indeed come up with three choices since I have been here. I thought about moving back to Pennsylvania, my birthplace and where so many of my biological family still lives. Stay here in Virginia. Move back to New Mexico.
Let's just say that the Lisa that got me to here, to this very moment of time, truly did die in the ocean a couple weeks ago. The biology no longer has the strangle hold it had once held. A freedom of flight is at hand... and I am pushing thru the wall into the next great, high adventure!!
Lordy... Life... is never boring!!
On the road again... I just can't wait to get on the road again!!
(((HUGZ)))) filled with higher choices for all!
Lisa Gawlas
www.mysoulcenter.com/energy_readings.html
All the information shared within this blog comes from the higher energy of the clients who grace my massage table or have a reading done via the phone. The wisdom that lives within each of us, is given to each of us to use. This is my humble way of sharing the profound information that is shared with me via my clients energy fields.
Monday, November 21, 2011
Saturday, November 19, 2011
The Ever Changing Landscape of Life and Light!!
These indeed are such interesting times we are in. I am finding that this other side of 11:11 has been anything but smooth sailing! Altho I must say, the details of our arriving future... clearer than ever before, at least in energy. Not so much in my own personal understanding of what I see so clearly. It almost feels like spirit is purposely leaving out the earthly details. Pesky universe!!
But even with their elusive details about how this energy of Light (us) will play out on earth... I really feel it all is building up to something yet unknown in pure details by the universe. Here is what I do understand so far:
Every moment leading up to the 11:11 we prepared our vehicle (body) to enter this new energy. If you can look at it like we scraped and cleared and expanded our own series of pipelines inside... the more we cleared, the more energy we receive.
11:11 became a whole new elixir of energy released to the earth plane. A full fusion of mother earths high energy was now mixed together to create a new energy field. Of course, she is time-released, each day, she releases more, each day we have the ability to receive more. This will continue until she is fully expanded into our plains of created matter thru 12/12/12.
Now that we are a full week into the 11:11 open gateway, it is interesting to look at all the various light bodies. Of the variations, which I will get to in a moment, there is only one that I totally get and has been extremely consistent in view. That is those people who still reside within the 3rd and 4th dimensional fields of life. They have no color what so ever to them. I see them in shades of black and white. These people are always familiar members or friends they ask about in the reading. I have not seen one person that I read for who displays this frequency. I can also feel thru the black and white energy that most of the people residing their... have no desire to go any further.
There is a consistent question from those with familiar members in this color scheme... what is going to happen? Honestly... I have no idea. Spirit is not letting loose one tiny detail in that area. I suppose somethings we have to experience first hand... those pesky choice points!!
Another consistent detail... has been actually consistent since Sept-Oct when I first started seeing it is this strange landscape (or lack there of) in December. Now that we are up close and personal to this timeline, the feeling of it is huge. But before I get to that, let me share what I do see in relationship to this time.
For those people who have prepared their body to be able to receive this new energy... each and everyone is on like a platform if you will. Kind of like the cylinder of Light that was 11:11 has a Light platform going straight thru the middle of the energy field itself. I suppose it is a platform provided by the universe for our energy transmutation. We are no longer here, nor there. Not on the lower earth frequencies any longer, but not yet buoyant enough to land on the frequencies of 2012. (Again, keep in mind I use the whole timeline of 2012 as a high vibration frequency that gets more intense as the year progresses.)
Each day forward from the 11:11 we are receiving more and more of this new energy elixir, infusing it into our cells. Changing the full frequency of the neurons in our brains. We are literally leaving the carbon based life behind and now becoming fully crystalline. Again, not everyone... those who have done the inner work to get to here.
Now, it is not enough to simply be infused with this brand new elixir of life... you must use it. Own it. Declare it as yours! This creates movement forward.
If for a single moment this energy field feels separate from you.. something outside of you, then it is. And until you bring it in, use it, declare it... it simply remains a potential you worked so hard to bring to yourself but left unused.
This takes using a higher mind (hence the neurons) and walking a new way in your life (hence all the lower body discomfort.) And most especially.. making new choices to reflect the new energy that is you!
This all takes us to the edge of the platform. And this platform seems to just stop at the end of Nov. - Beginning of Dec. There is no platform of support for us any longer... now... we must take a giant leap of faith upwards. How that transpires, and what that means to you I feel is going to be as unique as you are. I have seen... energetically, the potential as an avalanche of energy released onto the earth that simply carries some upwards to the high energy line of 2012. I have seen some with new and incredible wings and they simply jump off and fly higher. I have even seen one already on a surf board riding a wave across the divide.
The only consistent thing is... this safety net that allowed us to get to here... stops. There is a strange gap of energy from the end of this month to the high fields of Jan. 2012. For me, each time I see it (and I see it a lot now in readings) it is as if there is no earth to stand upon. It is a big black energy void. I am pretty sure this energy void is really the 3rd and 4th dimensional frequencies... but even with that, I cannot say that is for sure... not yet anyway, because spirit does not send in that feeling of... yes that is right or no that is wrong (in my interpretation.)
I have snooped in every place I know how to snoop (energy wise) to see if this gap time is simply an energy event... or an earth event... and not a peep. Not one single thread of letting us know! At least not yet. I have a feeling... it is where we choose once and for all (this year anyway) where we move thru... high road or low road.
Now to (barely) explain the various light bodies I am seeing thru readings. Many are getting infused with a new super enhanced set of energy codes. They are once again pastel as they move into the body. Some, I don't even see at all, and it is a feeling of transmutation time. Others still have tiny little debris areas of 4D to clear (anything that shows up as black in the field)... and like I said, I had seen one lady already on her surf board riding the wave to 2012. She was utterly surprised by that. Funny how so many people feel like they are going to miss the boat... and I am finding it is quite literally these people who in fact are already there!!
I do want to mention one little thing... because it is really important. Thru your own personal choices, you can throw off your new wonderful Power Suit. I cannot emphasis enough how important even your small mundane choices are affecting how and where you are moving to. Fall into the gap by clinging onto old thoughts, separation ideas and actions... or use the high energy that is now available. Helping others to live in their high frequency zone as well. This is no longer a soul-o journey... but a journey of Oneness.
What a truly amazing time we are living in!! The Re-Sponse-Ability within is at an all time High!
Because of all the intense changing happening on planet earth and in our biology, I put a holiday special together for my readings. Buy one get one free. You can choose to give the second (or both) away as a holiday present... or use one or both for yourself. This way, we can follow our journey together into the fields of 2012!!
In wonder and awe,
Lisa Gawlas
www.mysoulcenter.com/energy_readings.html
But even with their elusive details about how this energy of Light (us) will play out on earth... I really feel it all is building up to something yet unknown in pure details by the universe. Here is what I do understand so far:
Every moment leading up to the 11:11 we prepared our vehicle (body) to enter this new energy. If you can look at it like we scraped and cleared and expanded our own series of pipelines inside... the more we cleared, the more energy we receive.
11:11 became a whole new elixir of energy released to the earth plane. A full fusion of mother earths high energy was now mixed together to create a new energy field. Of course, she is time-released, each day, she releases more, each day we have the ability to receive more. This will continue until she is fully expanded into our plains of created matter thru 12/12/12.
Now that we are a full week into the 11:11 open gateway, it is interesting to look at all the various light bodies. Of the variations, which I will get to in a moment, there is only one that I totally get and has been extremely consistent in view. That is those people who still reside within the 3rd and 4th dimensional fields of life. They have no color what so ever to them. I see them in shades of black and white. These people are always familiar members or friends they ask about in the reading. I have not seen one person that I read for who displays this frequency. I can also feel thru the black and white energy that most of the people residing their... have no desire to go any further.
There is a consistent question from those with familiar members in this color scheme... what is going to happen? Honestly... I have no idea. Spirit is not letting loose one tiny detail in that area. I suppose somethings we have to experience first hand... those pesky choice points!!
Another consistent detail... has been actually consistent since Sept-Oct when I first started seeing it is this strange landscape (or lack there of) in December. Now that we are up close and personal to this timeline, the feeling of it is huge. But before I get to that, let me share what I do see in relationship to this time.
For those people who have prepared their body to be able to receive this new energy... each and everyone is on like a platform if you will. Kind of like the cylinder of Light that was 11:11 has a Light platform going straight thru the middle of the energy field itself. I suppose it is a platform provided by the universe for our energy transmutation. We are no longer here, nor there. Not on the lower earth frequencies any longer, but not yet buoyant enough to land on the frequencies of 2012. (Again, keep in mind I use the whole timeline of 2012 as a high vibration frequency that gets more intense as the year progresses.)
Each day forward from the 11:11 we are receiving more and more of this new energy elixir, infusing it into our cells. Changing the full frequency of the neurons in our brains. We are literally leaving the carbon based life behind and now becoming fully crystalline. Again, not everyone... those who have done the inner work to get to here.
Now, it is not enough to simply be infused with this brand new elixir of life... you must use it. Own it. Declare it as yours! This creates movement forward.
If for a single moment this energy field feels separate from you.. something outside of you, then it is. And until you bring it in, use it, declare it... it simply remains a potential you worked so hard to bring to yourself but left unused.
This takes using a higher mind (hence the neurons) and walking a new way in your life (hence all the lower body discomfort.) And most especially.. making new choices to reflect the new energy that is you!
This all takes us to the edge of the platform. And this platform seems to just stop at the end of Nov. - Beginning of Dec. There is no platform of support for us any longer... now... we must take a giant leap of faith upwards. How that transpires, and what that means to you I feel is going to be as unique as you are. I have seen... energetically, the potential as an avalanche of energy released onto the earth that simply carries some upwards to the high energy line of 2012. I have seen some with new and incredible wings and they simply jump off and fly higher. I have even seen one already on a surf board riding a wave across the divide.
The only consistent thing is... this safety net that allowed us to get to here... stops. There is a strange gap of energy from the end of this month to the high fields of Jan. 2012. For me, each time I see it (and I see it a lot now in readings) it is as if there is no earth to stand upon. It is a big black energy void. I am pretty sure this energy void is really the 3rd and 4th dimensional frequencies... but even with that, I cannot say that is for sure... not yet anyway, because spirit does not send in that feeling of... yes that is right or no that is wrong (in my interpretation.)
I have snooped in every place I know how to snoop (energy wise) to see if this gap time is simply an energy event... or an earth event... and not a peep. Not one single thread of letting us know! At least not yet. I have a feeling... it is where we choose once and for all (this year anyway) where we move thru... high road or low road.
Now to (barely) explain the various light bodies I am seeing thru readings. Many are getting infused with a new super enhanced set of energy codes. They are once again pastel as they move into the body. Some, I don't even see at all, and it is a feeling of transmutation time. Others still have tiny little debris areas of 4D to clear (anything that shows up as black in the field)... and like I said, I had seen one lady already on her surf board riding the wave to 2012. She was utterly surprised by that. Funny how so many people feel like they are going to miss the boat... and I am finding it is quite literally these people who in fact are already there!!
I do want to mention one little thing... because it is really important. Thru your own personal choices, you can throw off your new wonderful Power Suit. I cannot emphasis enough how important even your small mundane choices are affecting how and where you are moving to. Fall into the gap by clinging onto old thoughts, separation ideas and actions... or use the high energy that is now available. Helping others to live in their high frequency zone as well. This is no longer a soul-o journey... but a journey of Oneness.
What a truly amazing time we are living in!! The Re-Sponse-Ability within is at an all time High!
Because of all the intense changing happening on planet earth and in our biology, I put a holiday special together for my readings. Buy one get one free. You can choose to give the second (or both) away as a holiday present... or use one or both for yourself. This way, we can follow our journey together into the fields of 2012!!
In wonder and awe,
Lisa Gawlas
www.mysoulcenter.com/energy_readings.html
Thursday, November 17, 2011
Adjusting to the New Intense Field of Light within our Bodies and Life!
I suppose somewhere within me, I should have known these new, highly charged energy fields would simply not just show up like a bed or roses against our skin. One could always hope tho!!!
First, lets understand what really took place. Again, this is such a major quantum event that I am going to totally linearize so we can wrap our minds of understanding thru it all.
For eons of time, in this version of earth's story, our mother has had to hold back her full potential. Look at is as her own full DNA codes have not been readily available on the earth plane. Well, 11:11:11 changed it all. The Light of her full DNA have been let loose (if you will) within the realms of created matter. For those who have done the inner work to hold that very field... it has not been such an easy and effortless transition!!
Ohhhh how the body MUST adjust... AGAIN! It was about 2 days after the passage of 11:11 my body was achy. I felt like I had one the most intense workout from my lower back, butt, and thighs and down to the feet.. I could barely move without some discomfort. All I could think to myself was how strange this is. Not once did I think for a moment that it could have anything to do with the new Light now on earth... integrating within our physical bodies.
I was aware however, of I suppose I can call it an external energy all around me. Like goo really. Thick goo like energy. There was a substance to it. It was white, so I knew it was good... just strange. It entered my brain like goo too. A thickness I have not felt at all. Thank God it did not affect my readings at all.. quite the opposite really. The readings became so much clearer. Details unfolding effortlessly... and understandings flooding into the details. I can get used to this!! Beats the heck out of the two months prior!!
The next day, the energy discomfort... that over worked feeling within my body was now moving upwards towards the heart, still lingering quite heavily in the lower region and it wasn't until I started to talk to people via the readings about how they are feeling. So many people where having lower body things. Not so much pain as discomfort... achy... and the solar plexus... Holy Freaking Cow Batman!
I know for me personally, I have been clearing out my lower body for days now. Phew!
Yesterday (11/16/11) that was a strange day of all these days so far. My first two readings were wonderful. The details, the clarity coming effortlessly. Again, I must say... thank you dear God!! But it was the 2nd one of the day that got me... in so many ways, on so many levels.
The reading opened up with this massive tornado energy spinning into this mans head. It was short, fast, intense and in his head... and mine too. I became utterly aware in this single moment of time... we indeed are in this together. What is happening to you, as I watch and now experience the details with you... is happening to me too. There is no doubt, vise-versa as well (at least for those who's body can energetically handle the exchange.)
I had seen his energy growing... expanding as if he was the Pillsbury Dough Boy... and then all of a sudden, what felt quite literally 2 weeks from that moment (yesterday) he broke thru an energy barrier. The barrier was that now familiar yellow I see as Shambhala. When he broke thru that barrier (simply from the expansion taking place within him already) it was like... the only way I have of truly describing it... was like he had a massive massive orgasm of energy. The release was filled with phew... very much like pastel colored sperm cells out into the valley of the lower frequencies of earth. (ohhhh I didn't get that part yesterday)
Truly, it was such an amazing thing for me to feel... and I felt every molecule of it. I watched has his energy unfolded with detail in the field of 2012... January 2012. As I read for him, something strange started to happen to me. My brains were falling apart. Tired... holy cow I cannot tell you how tired I was getting, like my brains had to power down.
Once we concluded the reading all I could feel was sleepy. Like my brains needed to shut off and shut off now. I didn't have that privileged as I had two more readings to do... back to back.
By the time I was 20 minutes into my next reading, everything in me was pulling me into sleep. I started to walk around just to stay awake and fully connected to this wonderful lady. 10 minutes later, I had to go. I put my head on a pillow just to rest my eyes and wham... I was sound asleep... sort of.
I watched within my sleep as every neuron in my brain was being combed out, as if the universe had a very special brush and combed me like it was my hair. I could see the energy change with each stroke of the brushing.. enhancing in vibrancy and frequency. I felt like I was internally witnessing my own change in my brain... in my entire chemistry of life.
Somewhere inside of me, within this odd dream state, I kept thinking... I have to do a reading. And they continued to brush my neurons. I couldn't wake up at all... until I finally did! I was 20 minutes late for the connection and even tho I called her... I was still in that place within my dream.
When I went to sleep last evening... it was the strangest thing. I dreamt all night long of streams of light flowing from my head into space. My neurons now free floating in the multi-verse... Doing what... I have no clue!!
I cannot wait to get today's readings done.... to see... feel.... experience. We indeed are fully activating each other thru these sacred connections.
From every particle and wave that is me... thank YOU so much for allowing us to grow and understand... Together. We are One.
With love, joy and excitement of what is to come!!
((((HUGZ))))
Lisa Gawlas
Holiday Special: Buy One Reading and receive a 2nd reading FREE thru Dec. 15th! www.mysoulcenter.com/energy_readings.html
First, lets understand what really took place. Again, this is such a major quantum event that I am going to totally linearize so we can wrap our minds of understanding thru it all.
For eons of time, in this version of earth's story, our mother has had to hold back her full potential. Look at is as her own full DNA codes have not been readily available on the earth plane. Well, 11:11:11 changed it all. The Light of her full DNA have been let loose (if you will) within the realms of created matter. For those who have done the inner work to hold that very field... it has not been such an easy and effortless transition!!
Ohhhh how the body MUST adjust... AGAIN! It was about 2 days after the passage of 11:11 my body was achy. I felt like I had one the most intense workout from my lower back, butt, and thighs and down to the feet.. I could barely move without some discomfort. All I could think to myself was how strange this is. Not once did I think for a moment that it could have anything to do with the new Light now on earth... integrating within our physical bodies.
I was aware however, of I suppose I can call it an external energy all around me. Like goo really. Thick goo like energy. There was a substance to it. It was white, so I knew it was good... just strange. It entered my brain like goo too. A thickness I have not felt at all. Thank God it did not affect my readings at all.. quite the opposite really. The readings became so much clearer. Details unfolding effortlessly... and understandings flooding into the details. I can get used to this!! Beats the heck out of the two months prior!!
The next day, the energy discomfort... that over worked feeling within my body was now moving upwards towards the heart, still lingering quite heavily in the lower region and it wasn't until I started to talk to people via the readings about how they are feeling. So many people where having lower body things. Not so much pain as discomfort... achy... and the solar plexus... Holy Freaking Cow Batman!
I know for me personally, I have been clearing out my lower body for days now. Phew!
Yesterday (11/16/11) that was a strange day of all these days so far. My first two readings were wonderful. The details, the clarity coming effortlessly. Again, I must say... thank you dear God!! But it was the 2nd one of the day that got me... in so many ways, on so many levels.
The reading opened up with this massive tornado energy spinning into this mans head. It was short, fast, intense and in his head... and mine too. I became utterly aware in this single moment of time... we indeed are in this together. What is happening to you, as I watch and now experience the details with you... is happening to me too. There is no doubt, vise-versa as well (at least for those who's body can energetically handle the exchange.)
I had seen his energy growing... expanding as if he was the Pillsbury Dough Boy... and then all of a sudden, what felt quite literally 2 weeks from that moment (yesterday) he broke thru an energy barrier. The barrier was that now familiar yellow I see as Shambhala. When he broke thru that barrier (simply from the expansion taking place within him already) it was like... the only way I have of truly describing it... was like he had a massive massive orgasm of energy. The release was filled with phew... very much like pastel colored sperm cells out into the valley of the lower frequencies of earth. (ohhhh I didn't get that part yesterday)
Truly, it was such an amazing thing for me to feel... and I felt every molecule of it. I watched has his energy unfolded with detail in the field of 2012... January 2012. As I read for him, something strange started to happen to me. My brains were falling apart. Tired... holy cow I cannot tell you how tired I was getting, like my brains had to power down.
Once we concluded the reading all I could feel was sleepy. Like my brains needed to shut off and shut off now. I didn't have that privileged as I had two more readings to do... back to back.
By the time I was 20 minutes into my next reading, everything in me was pulling me into sleep. I started to walk around just to stay awake and fully connected to this wonderful lady. 10 minutes later, I had to go. I put my head on a pillow just to rest my eyes and wham... I was sound asleep... sort of.
I watched within my sleep as every neuron in my brain was being combed out, as if the universe had a very special brush and combed me like it was my hair. I could see the energy change with each stroke of the brushing.. enhancing in vibrancy and frequency. I felt like I was internally witnessing my own change in my brain... in my entire chemistry of life.
Somewhere inside of me, within this odd dream state, I kept thinking... I have to do a reading. And they continued to brush my neurons. I couldn't wake up at all... until I finally did! I was 20 minutes late for the connection and even tho I called her... I was still in that place within my dream.
When I went to sleep last evening... it was the strangest thing. I dreamt all night long of streams of light flowing from my head into space. My neurons now free floating in the multi-verse... Doing what... I have no clue!!
I cannot wait to get today's readings done.... to see... feel.... experience. We indeed are fully activating each other thru these sacred connections.
From every particle and wave that is me... thank YOU so much for allowing us to grow and understand... Together. We are One.
With love, joy and excitement of what is to come!!
((((HUGZ))))
Lisa Gawlas
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Wednesday, November 16, 2011
The Living Library of Us - Preparing...
The Light in the field of every You I get to connect with and read... man oh man. I am finding it hard to hold your individual light, the full message of your Light energy to fully share the next day. How amazing we are these days. Amazing at how much fuller the landscape of forever is becoming thru each individual Light creating the whole. I suppose what is really happening within me, is the Light of you no longer wants to be shared separately. And yet, I am now only seeing and understanding... the whole. We indeed have changed!! So with all that said, this information does indeed come from the combined readings since Nov. 12th, I am just blending it as one fuller story... that will continue with each reading/connection.
There is so much happening, changing here on planet earth since 11:11. I am now watching infusions of light codes into the integrated human... very much like sperm cells of Light. I am witnessing this more and more these days. Just when you think you couldn't hold any more energy, wisdom, trinkets... man oh man.
This understanding is giving way to something I seen in a reading on the 12th of Nov but didn't quite understand. I seen an indfusion of such high intensity light... actually a lot of silver threaded energy, which is mother earths DNA come to think of it. The more this man became infused with this intensity of light something happened.... the area he was standing upon... burst. Like a massive flood of light taking place.
Yesterday I started to realize what I was witnessing... an impregnation of Light into the Human field of Life. As this energy fills, there is going to be what looks like to me, an avalanche of Light itself on the earth plane. I watched as this man I was reading for was taken wayyyyy down into a valley or something as if riding a light wave.
What I (think) I understand that we who have worked so diligently within ourselves to move thru the full integration of the Light Field on 11:11 were on a platform (for lack of a better description) to have this light infused within us. As the light is fully impregnated, it will burst asunder... and flow into and onto the fields of earth in every vibrational plane... by the Human carrying the Light. Much Will change.
I had seen something of this nature (I have no details of what this nature looks like at all) will take place within the next few weeks. I had seen the earth herself give way... as if you cannot find your footing any longer. But, equally... thru a vision burned into my soul... I had seen a man with a light blue shirt on (his soul energy) dangling from the field/cliff I refer to as 2012...( like I had stated before, 2012 has now gone back up onto my ceiling... vibrationally charged so amazingly.)
He had the hand of his soul aspect that is already in that 6th dimensional frequency... and both were hanging on for dear life. He, completely supported by that which is already in 2012... and yet, no earth beneath him any longer.
There had been other messages prior to "seeing" him. The first one started out by seeing a lady's knee's. I understood she... we all... will need to be much more flexible with our path into the higher frequency. It is so easy to get stagnant in what others want of you, expect of you, that you/we really stop moving. That foundation, understanding, movement that got us to here, is no longer going to be what gets us to there. We must move differently, think differently, act differently... for we are now THE flow of light and not just a human flowing in the light.
The next thing I had seen was a man who was getting an intense infusion of light seeds in his hips. (this is the same man who was dangling from the cliff of 2012) I knew he was going to be asked to walk differently than he ever did before. The earth is no longer the same earth as he had been on. And yet, we are still within the shift. The feeling of dangling by a thread... not here any longer, not quite there yet... but man oh man what is happening within the biology.
I have watched over the days as spirit refers to the "center of 2012"... again, even tho I am using the word 2012 as a timeline... it is so much more than that. It is a frequency of highly evolved energy.
I started to see the center go from a dot to a ring. A ring of vibrant silver energy (the highest vibration of earth energy) and a series of pages falling from the sky into this ring of silver energy. I started to understand this silver ring is a new story... new pages (me and you) coming together to create the new book of life. How exciting that is.
I had watched as I prepared to do a reading for a lady... and I prepare before we even get on the phone together. I had seen the sun exploding in connection to her. A filament of the sun erupting in the 10-11 o'clock position. She is studying astrology in a new way... in her way. I knew she would one day figure out thru her work where this center of 2012 was. But what I find even more interesting, when I checked the sun activity yesterday... the very day I had seen her in the reading and the sun exploding... it really happened in the exact space of the sun I had seen.
I also understood with that explosion... bear with me as I find the words to make this one clear...that northern eruption within the sun... releasing magnetic substance outwards... is also our own magnetic field erupting. Like a magnetic field come alive within our body... and we await for the counter eruption. That place directly across from the sun... where our magnetic counterparts are.
These eruptions are pulling us... from the very gut of our life... towards that which is the center of Creation... of Us.
We are calling ourSelf's Home. Follow that call with a flexibility you never dreamed you had within you, as your new legs take you to where we have all been working so hard to get to...
Living Heaven on Earth!
More details to come thru every reading I do!! Stay tuned!
((((HUGZ)))) of every breath of Light that is Us!
Lisa Gawlas
www.mysoulcenter.com/energy_Readings.html
P.S. I will be posting a schedule of gathering times and topics at www.oursoulgym.com
There is so much happening, changing here on planet earth since 11:11. I am now watching infusions of light codes into the integrated human... very much like sperm cells of Light. I am witnessing this more and more these days. Just when you think you couldn't hold any more energy, wisdom, trinkets... man oh man.
This understanding is giving way to something I seen in a reading on the 12th of Nov but didn't quite understand. I seen an indfusion of such high intensity light... actually a lot of silver threaded energy, which is mother earths DNA come to think of it. The more this man became infused with this intensity of light something happened.... the area he was standing upon... burst. Like a massive flood of light taking place.
Yesterday I started to realize what I was witnessing... an impregnation of Light into the Human field of Life. As this energy fills, there is going to be what looks like to me, an avalanche of Light itself on the earth plane. I watched as this man I was reading for was taken wayyyyy down into a valley or something as if riding a light wave.
What I (think) I understand that we who have worked so diligently within ourselves to move thru the full integration of the Light Field on 11:11 were on a platform (for lack of a better description) to have this light infused within us. As the light is fully impregnated, it will burst asunder... and flow into and onto the fields of earth in every vibrational plane... by the Human carrying the Light. Much Will change.
I had seen something of this nature (I have no details of what this nature looks like at all) will take place within the next few weeks. I had seen the earth herself give way... as if you cannot find your footing any longer. But, equally... thru a vision burned into my soul... I had seen a man with a light blue shirt on (his soul energy) dangling from the field/cliff I refer to as 2012...( like I had stated before, 2012 has now gone back up onto my ceiling... vibrationally charged so amazingly.)
He had the hand of his soul aspect that is already in that 6th dimensional frequency... and both were hanging on for dear life. He, completely supported by that which is already in 2012... and yet, no earth beneath him any longer.
There had been other messages prior to "seeing" him. The first one started out by seeing a lady's knee's. I understood she... we all... will need to be much more flexible with our path into the higher frequency. It is so easy to get stagnant in what others want of you, expect of you, that you/we really stop moving. That foundation, understanding, movement that got us to here, is no longer going to be what gets us to there. We must move differently, think differently, act differently... for we are now THE flow of light and not just a human flowing in the light.
The next thing I had seen was a man who was getting an intense infusion of light seeds in his hips. (this is the same man who was dangling from the cliff of 2012) I knew he was going to be asked to walk differently than he ever did before. The earth is no longer the same earth as he had been on. And yet, we are still within the shift. The feeling of dangling by a thread... not here any longer, not quite there yet... but man oh man what is happening within the biology.
I have watched over the days as spirit refers to the "center of 2012"... again, even tho I am using the word 2012 as a timeline... it is so much more than that. It is a frequency of highly evolved energy.
I started to see the center go from a dot to a ring. A ring of vibrant silver energy (the highest vibration of earth energy) and a series of pages falling from the sky into this ring of silver energy. I started to understand this silver ring is a new story... new pages (me and you) coming together to create the new book of life. How exciting that is.
I had watched as I prepared to do a reading for a lady... and I prepare before we even get on the phone together. I had seen the sun exploding in connection to her. A filament of the sun erupting in the 10-11 o'clock position. She is studying astrology in a new way... in her way. I knew she would one day figure out thru her work where this center of 2012 was. But what I find even more interesting, when I checked the sun activity yesterday... the very day I had seen her in the reading and the sun exploding... it really happened in the exact space of the sun I had seen.
I also understood with that explosion... bear with me as I find the words to make this one clear...that northern eruption within the sun... releasing magnetic substance outwards... is also our own magnetic field erupting. Like a magnetic field come alive within our body... and we await for the counter eruption. That place directly across from the sun... where our magnetic counterparts are.
These eruptions are pulling us... from the very gut of our life... towards that which is the center of Creation... of Us.
We are calling ourSelf's Home. Follow that call with a flexibility you never dreamed you had within you, as your new legs take you to where we have all been working so hard to get to...
Living Heaven on Earth!
More details to come thru every reading I do!! Stay tuned!
((((HUGZ)))) of every breath of Light that is Us!
Lisa Gawlas
www.mysoulcenter.com/energy_Readings.html
P.S. I will be posting a schedule of gathering times and topics at www.oursoulgym.com
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Monday, November 14, 2011
As Above... So Below... as One
There is just so much I want to share, so much I am starting to understand thru you, the reflective light of my readings, that I really don't know where to begin. I sit here, waiting for the prompting of my own spirit to choose the topic and for once all I can feel is... you decide! Hey that is now how it has worked in the past. But I suppose, we are no longer in the past are we?
It is no loner one leads (soul) the other follows (human).... it is a true, unified partnership. Together.
There is no doubt in my heart, I equally need you to light a fire under my butt for the things I can really put off in the mundane world. Website work is huge. Why do today what I can put off until tomorrow.... that has been my motto.
And then the last reading of the day... a precious woman I have been holding hands with for some time. Every part of her ready and excited to transverse this time altering moment I refer to as 11:11. Up until yesterday she had been a fluid motion of energy... readying for this huge acceleration on earth. So tell you I was surprised at what I had seen yesterday, would be an understatement.
Before I get to what I had seen, let me just take a moment to do some reflecting on the sharings that brought us to here. The spiritual trinkets of metallic colors I had seen all of September and into October. Integrating these trinkets were/are so important to this phase of the journey. Meditation is the best, most efficient way of integrating what is yours.
This is not a passive game we are playing. It is totally interactive. The human MUST do it's part. And really, at the end of the day it all comes down to two things... how much do you believe in what we are doing/going thru as an evolving species and how much do you want the evolution for yourself?? The answer will never be enough in words... you must create action towards it... to become it! Here is the thing, it has always been totally and completely up to you. You are loved and cherished beyond imagination for bringing yourself to this very moment in time in a human suit!!
So the reading opens with her sitting at the ground of what I now am so familiar with as the 11:11 timeline. She sat on the ground legs crossed into each other, knees poking thru the energy of 11:11 playing a game of jax. All I could think was... what on earth is that... and why?
Of course, before I had even seen that image I had immediately asked her how meditation was going. I wish with all my heart there was a way for me to do an "I can't"- ectomy on every person in this world... Meditation is natural to us... maybe not normal as we live life today... but as natural to us as breathing... just takes a bit more work and dedication to enhance and create the automatic meditation response within. If I can change out a word(s)... Meditation = One with All.
So I looked at the child sitting within her, playing jax on the floor. The jax were exactly the various colors as the picture I placed in this sharing (to help those who are not familiar with this game.) I watched as she bounced the ball, swept her and onto the floor to pick up a jack.. and it was as if she did, but didn't at the same time. The number of jax never changed... the image was on loop play.
It dawned on me that these jax represented her spiritual attributes needed for this leg of the journey and she must integrate them into her. She is indeed already playing the game (meditating) but now there must be a purposeful integration with each jack picked up. A melding of the energy into the hand (human).
Lets look deeper into the jax. They could have given us any image to get this point accross... but they used a very simple childs game of multi-colored jax. 6 points (soul partnership and domestic harmony within) 2 the duality but also, above and below are represented here. 4 grounding in the energy...
Until you do this, however you do this (you in communication with your spirit... know how already)... you remain at the threshold of your full potential.
I decided I needed to do more as well. I have been putting off doing anything much with the soul gym, until this precious catalyst crossed my phone lines... my heart.
We have a tendency to want to do things in a linear way, even with website building. We construct it, give it a feeling and flavor, and then invite others into our abode. It is after it is built we start to discover where the heartbeat of the site lays...
Time to do it differently as we are so different now. I already know the heartbeat is going to be the chatroom. This is where we will commune, share, expand, create together! Like everything that is meant to be... it came together effortlessly yesterday. We will build the rest of it together. A unified vision of what it could be. How it should be to help all those in need.
Each taking our own shovel, our own skills and creating. However that unfolds. The one thing I know for sure about the soul gym, it is a starting place. As Above... So Below!
So what I will do from here on out, is end every sharing with times I can and will be in the chatroom to share, talk, envision and help in anyway I can with those who gather for the same reason.
Please join me today Nov. 14th at 4pm EST and on Wednesday Nov. 16th at 7:30am EST at:
www.oursoulgym.com/chat.html
Together, we are the Light that IS changing the world!
Lisa Gawlas
www.mysoulcenter.com/energy_readings.html
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Sunday, November 13, 2011
Finding Me - Finding You
I couldn't even imagine what may be on the other side of the gateway of 11:11... I am grateful, more grateful than my simple words will ever hold the energy of... that I do Light Readings! Truly I have watched the energy field of the human change... enhance... brighten... fill with the most glorious of potentials. And I say and wondered... what then? What after this huge leap?
Well... 4 readings of new energy under my belt and I hear a theme starting to form! Alright, two themes.
The first big message was OWN YOUR POWER SUIT!! The amazing-ness of colors, the exquisiteness of your full energy potential... is not there to simply be admired but USED. In order to use it, you must first own it. Admit out loud, both within your heart field and the world around you... I now live in/as a super enhanced Power Suit of Light... I Am That!
Now how to work it?? That is super important. You have all kinds of wonderfully new gadgets (me too) to take out, use, strengthen, become!
Notice every new thing coming to you, notice it often. Purposely make it happen. Make it happen again. Share it with something. Help someone with it. Do it again, faster, louder... this is how we strengthen our super powers (smile). Anything that sits in the sea of potential.... simply sits there until you gran it with delight, and wonder and play.
The one amazing thing the day showed me, in clear detail, was the diversity of all of our super power suits. I personally call it that because it is your Light Body fused into your Biology. I see you as a Human figure now, with the most amazing energy suit on. You have brought into this existence an amazing package of goods... outside the realm of societies "normal" that is going to be the very tools that creates the landscape of our desires.
Learning to LISTEN! This is so so so important. Listen to the communication of the blades of grass, the trees, the air, the clouds. Many of you have close connections to the stars... listen there. Start living every moment in harmony and co-operation with the life around you. Don't assume for a single moment, your will is also the will of the blade of grass. Just because you want to cut it, give it a hair cut you like... don't mean it wants that too. But we humans... we assume a lot! But we are not any longer.
How can you ask the molecule of air around you to bring this (fill in the blank) to you and you don't know how to hear it's reply. The world around you is alive.... and your power suits have all the connections already set and available for use within you.
We have spent eons getting to here pretty much alone. A deep inner journey few understand. It was purposefully and fully needed that way. We have been looking for ourselves... and now... we found us. Inside. The biology within the mirror is what we have sought all these lifetimes.
And now we stand and gaze into the mirror... love flowing, tears welling. Alive and in Love!!
And now the story changes. Life changes. It is a coming together time. Not only in the fields of the ethers, but on the ground, where this story, this next exciting book is supposed to be played out.... on the fields of earth.
We have scattered around the earth. I was everywhere yesterday in my readings: The Netherlands, Ireland, Australia and Washington State USA... all with a similar message: Use and know your power suit because You will be moving and your strengths, your attributes will be needed.
I had seen a major activation of the grid that holds our magnetic counter parts upon it... and the force field of attraction that will happen within the power suit we call our body. Phew baby!
I wrote about our new light body's thru my own experience and observation. Thru my first reading yesterday, I realized... it was happening to all (I knew that, but until you see it in the energy fields of others...)
The octopus... look at that as the god head... or the high collective energy of the masters, shambhala, pick a word that sits comfortable on your palate. The tentacles are the attraction... sucking and pulling those who are aligned energetically into the cylinder of Light. The fibrous threads within the cylinder are each of us. Together as one fully working unity of energy. Singular and plural at the same time.
So my next few days are going to be dedicated to getting the soul gym up and functioning... as our gathering place... a place to come together and figure out how to really use these wonderful new power suits of biology.
We are no longer lonely ships upon a sea... but a combined force of Light and Joy that WILL dance freely and openly on this earth. Setting the stage for all those who comes after us.
Thank you to all who share so openly their fields of Light so we may all grow together!
((((((((HUGZ))))))) of Lightenbolts to all!!
Lisa Gawlas
www.mysoulcenter.com/energy_readings.html
Well... 4 readings of new energy under my belt and I hear a theme starting to form! Alright, two themes.
The first big message was OWN YOUR POWER SUIT!! The amazing-ness of colors, the exquisiteness of your full energy potential... is not there to simply be admired but USED. In order to use it, you must first own it. Admit out loud, both within your heart field and the world around you... I now live in/as a super enhanced Power Suit of Light... I Am That!
Now how to work it?? That is super important. You have all kinds of wonderfully new gadgets (me too) to take out, use, strengthen, become!
Notice every new thing coming to you, notice it often. Purposely make it happen. Make it happen again. Share it with something. Help someone with it. Do it again, faster, louder... this is how we strengthen our super powers (smile). Anything that sits in the sea of potential.... simply sits there until you gran it with delight, and wonder and play.
The one amazing thing the day showed me, in clear detail, was the diversity of all of our super power suits. I personally call it that because it is your Light Body fused into your Biology. I see you as a Human figure now, with the most amazing energy suit on. You have brought into this existence an amazing package of goods... outside the realm of societies "normal" that is going to be the very tools that creates the landscape of our desires.
Learning to LISTEN! This is so so so important. Listen to the communication of the blades of grass, the trees, the air, the clouds. Many of you have close connections to the stars... listen there. Start living every moment in harmony and co-operation with the life around you. Don't assume for a single moment, your will is also the will of the blade of grass. Just because you want to cut it, give it a hair cut you like... don't mean it wants that too. But we humans... we assume a lot! But we are not any longer.
How can you ask the molecule of air around you to bring this (fill in the blank) to you and you don't know how to hear it's reply. The world around you is alive.... and your power suits have all the connections already set and available for use within you.
We have spent eons getting to here pretty much alone. A deep inner journey few understand. It was purposefully and fully needed that way. We have been looking for ourselves... and now... we found us. Inside. The biology within the mirror is what we have sought all these lifetimes.
And now we stand and gaze into the mirror... love flowing, tears welling. Alive and in Love!!
And now the story changes. Life changes. It is a coming together time. Not only in the fields of the ethers, but on the ground, where this story, this next exciting book is supposed to be played out.... on the fields of earth.
We have scattered around the earth. I was everywhere yesterday in my readings: The Netherlands, Ireland, Australia and Washington State USA... all with a similar message: Use and know your power suit because You will be moving and your strengths, your attributes will be needed.
I had seen a major activation of the grid that holds our magnetic counter parts upon it... and the force field of attraction that will happen within the power suit we call our body. Phew baby!
I wrote about our new light body's thru my own experience and observation. Thru my first reading yesterday, I realized... it was happening to all (I knew that, but until you see it in the energy fields of others...)
The octopus... look at that as the god head... or the high collective energy of the masters, shambhala, pick a word that sits comfortable on your palate. The tentacles are the attraction... sucking and pulling those who are aligned energetically into the cylinder of Light. The fibrous threads within the cylinder are each of us. Together as one fully working unity of energy. Singular and plural at the same time.
So my next few days are going to be dedicated to getting the soul gym up and functioning... as our gathering place... a place to come together and figure out how to really use these wonderful new power suits of biology.
We are no longer lonely ships upon a sea... but a combined force of Light and Joy that WILL dance freely and openly on this earth. Setting the stage for all those who comes after us.
Thank you to all who share so openly their fields of Light so we may all grow together!
((((((((HUGZ))))))) of Lightenbolts to all!!
Lisa Gawlas
www.mysoulcenter.com/energy_readings.html
Saturday, November 12, 2011
11:11:11 gives birth to The New Body of Light
If you have not read my first sharing of this morning it is listed here: The Shift of Time and Energy This sharing is really a continuation of that sharing. This one is about our human light field our biology of Light.
I shifted my inner vision to my physical body laying in the bathtub... experiencing, bearing witness to the grandest of Light Shows earth had ever experienced The grandest because it as done with intention. Human hearts beating and breathing Love together. Embedding the new (which is not really new at all) energy as the pulse of earth.
I could feel my own heart beating as if it would beat right out of my chest. I felt the flow of lifes energy completely enter me from my right side, from foot to head and pushed it's way out my left side. There was a circular motion to this Light infusion. My soul took up residence within my biology in this moment. I felt it. I felt it most intensly within my heart, but as fully from head to toe. Various parts of me twitched.. gently. As if taking turns in turning bits and pieces on... a gentle pulse of light.
I watched as the field of energy exhaled thru my entire left side, again from head to toe, changing the fabric, the very texture of my external field. My body took in my soul energy from the right (spiritual side) and created a new high resonance.. a new field of connection thru my left (physical life).
As I continued feeling the expansion of energy in my core energy... my body... my inner vision was trained on my legs and feet. I could see what should have been my veins and arteries pushing blood thru my body, instead it was a flow of varying light. Every tiny vein every large artery now a massive highway of light... continuously changing light.
As I bore witness to this event... my mind started to interpret what was happening. I was only shown my legs... mostly my feet and calves... calves are the foundation in which we live our life's from. Feet are how we balance the structure of our life. I knew I was no longer the blood and bone that carried me into the bathtub, but now a field of Light, Living... walking in a whole new way in the fields of created reality.
I watched as the a merger take place... I felt it too. Strange to be in and out of a body at the same time. I knew, shortly after I met the one I refer to as "the keeper of the shambhala energies (or high grid)", that he was an aspect of my own soul energy. All that we meet within meditation are individuation's of your whole.
I watched as his blue / violet body became mine too. An amazing blend of human biology and something that keeps reminding me of the people in the movie Avatar. We blinked together... his eyes, my eyes.. one blended set of eyes witnessing... becoming the merger.
My heart beat so rapidly I thought it just may explode. I watched as the energy still flowing in from my right encircled my heart with a pure silver energy (silver, the highest vibration of earth energy). Sealing in its fate. Protecting.
I watched as the fabric of the universe embedded itself into my pores. Thready strings of light... fibrous in texture. I no longer felt separate from anything. At all. In that feeling... I was no longer in my bathtub witnessing... experiencing. I was now in the center of the cylinder of Light. I was the cylinder of Light.
I watched as my robotic legs reached to the ground, my robotic (looking) arms stretched up into the sky. All the fibers of life connect into the cylinder. And even that is inaccurate... it was the same energy. The fibers were as much me as I was it.
And then my view was panned back so I could see the whole scene. How odd to look at yourself in this way. My mind kicked in... there is no head. The reply that I felt back... a head only serves as an identity. There is no identity in this place. The ALL Is.
I was once again placed back into my bathtub and watched as my voice was completely changed in vibration... the infusion of a violet and blue energy resonance.
I was then taken to my brain. The neurons completely changed to match the frequency of the voice. The synapses and mylar (sp?) sheeths.. changed to the violet and blue frequency.
I was made aware of what was happening... only slightly, but enough to understand. I know for the next several months, as I connect and do readings... the fullness will present itself.
The crescendo happened at the end... the understanding...
In 2001 sitting at the meditation waterfall at the Edgar Cayce A.R.E. center in VA Beach, I learned my soul name. It came flooding out of the waterfall by tremendous beings of light that called themselves "elementals: singing/chanting... sha-wah-nah over and over again. I later understood that was my soul name in spirit... and it meant "city of light".
As I merged with my newness... I heard the new name being sung by that which has become me:
Sha-mba-lah
I laid on my bed the rest of the day.... twitching, feeling...expanding.
This morning, I thought about that octopus... where did it go?? It is there... high above.. out of sight, but fully aligned and active.
We now live and breath...Oneness.
With awe and wonder
Lisa Gawlas
www.mysoulcenter.com/energy_readings.html
I would like to close this sharing with a song that my own personal cells have been singing all morning. Sung by one of my most favorite singers on one of my most favorite platforms that allow the best of people to emerge on the landscape of life:
I shifted my inner vision to my physical body laying in the bathtub... experiencing, bearing witness to the grandest of Light Shows earth had ever experienced The grandest because it as done with intention. Human hearts beating and breathing Love together. Embedding the new (which is not really new at all) energy as the pulse of earth.
I could feel my own heart beating as if it would beat right out of my chest. I felt the flow of lifes energy completely enter me from my right side, from foot to head and pushed it's way out my left side. There was a circular motion to this Light infusion. My soul took up residence within my biology in this moment. I felt it. I felt it most intensly within my heart, but as fully from head to toe. Various parts of me twitched.. gently. As if taking turns in turning bits and pieces on... a gentle pulse of light.
I watched as the field of energy exhaled thru my entire left side, again from head to toe, changing the fabric, the very texture of my external field. My body took in my soul energy from the right (spiritual side) and created a new high resonance.. a new field of connection thru my left (physical life).
As I continued feeling the expansion of energy in my core energy... my body... my inner vision was trained on my legs and feet. I could see what should have been my veins and arteries pushing blood thru my body, instead it was a flow of varying light. Every tiny vein every large artery now a massive highway of light... continuously changing light.
As I bore witness to this event... my mind started to interpret what was happening. I was only shown my legs... mostly my feet and calves... calves are the foundation in which we live our life's from. Feet are how we balance the structure of our life. I knew I was no longer the blood and bone that carried me into the bathtub, but now a field of Light, Living... walking in a whole new way in the fields of created reality.
I watched as the a merger take place... I felt it too. Strange to be in and out of a body at the same time. I knew, shortly after I met the one I refer to as "the keeper of the shambhala energies (or high grid)", that he was an aspect of my own soul energy. All that we meet within meditation are individuation's of your whole.
I watched as his blue / violet body became mine too. An amazing blend of human biology and something that keeps reminding me of the people in the movie Avatar. We blinked together... his eyes, my eyes.. one blended set of eyes witnessing... becoming the merger.
My heart beat so rapidly I thought it just may explode. I watched as the energy still flowing in from my right encircled my heart with a pure silver energy (silver, the highest vibration of earth energy). Sealing in its fate. Protecting.
I watched as the fabric of the universe embedded itself into my pores. Thready strings of light... fibrous in texture. I no longer felt separate from anything. At all. In that feeling... I was no longer in my bathtub witnessing... experiencing. I was now in the center of the cylinder of Light. I was the cylinder of Light.
I watched as my robotic legs reached to the ground, my robotic (looking) arms stretched up into the sky. All the fibers of life connect into the cylinder. And even that is inaccurate... it was the same energy. The fibers were as much me as I was it.
And then my view was panned back so I could see the whole scene. How odd to look at yourself in this way. My mind kicked in... there is no head. The reply that I felt back... a head only serves as an identity. There is no identity in this place. The ALL Is.
I was once again placed back into my bathtub and watched as my voice was completely changed in vibration... the infusion of a violet and blue energy resonance.
I was then taken to my brain. The neurons completely changed to match the frequency of the voice. The synapses and mylar (sp?) sheeths.. changed to the violet and blue frequency.
I was made aware of what was happening... only slightly, but enough to understand. I know for the next several months, as I connect and do readings... the fullness will present itself.
The crescendo happened at the end... the understanding...
In 2001 sitting at the meditation waterfall at the Edgar Cayce A.R.E. center in VA Beach, I learned my soul name. It came flooding out of the waterfall by tremendous beings of light that called themselves "elementals: singing/chanting... sha-wah-nah over and over again. I later understood that was my soul name in spirit... and it meant "city of light".
As I merged with my newness... I heard the new name being sung by that which has become me:
Sha-mba-lah
I laid on my bed the rest of the day.... twitching, feeling...expanding.
This morning, I thought about that octopus... where did it go?? It is there... high above.. out of sight, but fully aligned and active.
We now live and breath...Oneness.
With awe and wonder
Lisa Gawlas
www.mysoulcenter.com/energy_readings.html
I would like to close this sharing with a song that my own personal cells have been singing all morning. Sung by one of my most favorite singers on one of my most favorite platforms that allow the best of people to emerge on the landscape of life:
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Friday, November 11, 2011
The Song Within My Body; An Ode to My Breasts & Life
My whole life has been a vast amount of experiences and conditions transmuted into wisdom. Why should this particular moment in time be any different... or small for that matter.
It may have appeared as if I was going thru yesterday alone, but it was so far from that. My world became more alive than anything I had ever noticed before. Just when you think you notice a lot... there is so much more we miss, until we don't.
Back in September I qualified for a free mammogram screening. I went just because I could afford free! I was so shocked when 2 weeks later they sent me a letter that said, we seen something we need to look at again. I stared at the letter blankly just saying... really?? really?
And my thoughts went back to my preparations to leave New Mexico and journey to Virginia. There is a feeling that runs thru me when my body or my life has something to say. I cannot put "that" feeling into words, I just know it when I feel it.
I had a conversation with a lady about her ill-health even tho she has this perfect diet, and exercise.... and stuff. I have long ago let that one go for me. I know the body breaks down because of the imbalance within the energy field, the emotions within the energy field. When I stated I was in total health... I had that feeling. But I couldn't place it.
When I went to buy the cooler for my journey back I had a choice of two, blue or pink. The pink was sassy and exciting, I bought that one. Once I took it home I realized it was a breast cancer cooler. Had I known that, I wouldn't have bought it... I don't need to carry breast cancer around with me. Yet... when I had seen the ribbon thingie on the side of the cooler... I had that feeling again.
I did both body scans, emotional scans... talked, sand, did everything I could think of to have my body say what, if anything was the matter. But it indeed was holding out on me.
My whole seems to be a living example of what not to do, and then what to do to set it straight. Let me tell you, last night, in the light of the moon and the ocean... I tossed that book of life into the sea! But, my spirit wants me to share this story, this final chapter in my old life.
The only reason I came back to Virginia is because my son wanted me to. No other real reason. I have lived my entire life for my son, even tho I have three children, he was my first, my boy, my Love. Anytime he pulled on the tit of my life, I gave him all I had to give, even at my own sacrifice. Instantly and without regret.
Although it broke my heart to leave New Mexico, my friends and wonderful clientele there, I am also like the leaf on the tree, I willing go where the winds of my life blow.
Within 2 weeks of being back in Virginia I was so ready to go back to New Mexico. I started to prepare to leave... and then we talked. Of course, words of guilt came thru him to me, my grandson and all... blah blah blah... ok I stay. Dammit.
Nothing was effortless coming back to Virginia. Quite the opposite, it was pretty damn difficult in every aspect. I knew I choose wrong. Or better said, inaccurately for me. But also, I needed to see this part of me up close and personally. I would have never ever seen it any other way.
So I suppose I wasn't completely surprised when my mammogram showed a growth on my breast. Breast is nurturing loving, caring, giving the food of life to those in need of the nourishment you have within. Funny how we, a parent, will give to our children first... even our fully grown children who have working breasts of their own. Who's responsibility is now to share back their own food of life to others.
The more I sat within that house and observed (since not much else was working out anyway) the more I started to see what was really happening. His girlfriend, whom I love so much because she is so the me I started out to be in this world... and no doubt she had been my child in many a lifetime because I felt as motherly to her as my any of my own children.
I started to notice she has an IV hooded in directly to her from the combined energy of the house. She put no energy of her own out and feed of of energy thing else within the house.
I gotta go... By September everything in me wasn't playing any longer. I could feel my running shoes on and I need to go. But damn that talking. Funny how communication is really so important, at also the most detrimental thing we have/do. I so remember my master guide, the one who has been with me all this life and his name is Ramus. His teaching to me has always been action speaks louder than words. But I wasn't listening to my own guidance yet. I was still listening to what others expected of me, wanted of me, how horrible I am to even want to leave... ohhh guilt pies were stacking high.
I retreated to my bedroom. I came down only to potty, get coffee, eat and hug my grandson. I rented a 60 inch hi def TV that was my view outside of my 4 walls (can I tell you.. I LOVED that TV!!!)
I sat staring at that letter telling me I could have cancer in my breasts and thought... shit! DeNial is a beautiful river that I do enjoy a few laps in now and again. My breasts obviously don't enjoy it so much!
When I called to book the follow up appointment, of course they asked how I was going to pay for it. I don't know?? I don't have insurance, and my bank account serves my day to day needs, not much beyond that. The breast place I had gone to said they put in several calls to my DR without any reply. I called the program that gave me the gift of this free breast exam... and I wanted to know the results. Which breast? What did it look like? Are we talking a pea or a plum? Silence. No one ever called me back. I let it go. I am not a big fan of worry. I convinced myself since no one is getting me rescheduled, it isn't anything to worry about. Funny how we humans are.
When that "feeling" ran thru me again in October that said... ya gotta get out of this environment, I didn't hesitate any longer. After all, my grandson just broke his clavical the day before. I had a meditation that just showed me not so good stuff happening (I just figured I had weeks or months to act, not 2 freakin hours.)
I settled into the most wonderful... nurturing, nourishing environment the universe could provide. A really nice ocean front hotel that off season is the bomb. For $203 a week (notice that 5 vibration there... change) I get a fully furnished place to live. Not only that, they come in twice a week to change my sheets, clean and vacuum, restock my toilet paper, soap, shampoo and conditioner, and are even willing to give me coffee every day. I have truly been taken into the bosom of life.. and it is good!! No... It is GOD!!!
Being immersed in such a wonderful life, aligned with so many new players in my field of Living... I forgot about my breasts, or should I say, the shadow side of my breast. Completely forgot. Until November 1st. I got three back to back calls saying they have the money and need me to come in for the follow up. All were left on my answering machine since I was working.
Ohhh yeah, well from the shear amount of reschedules this crazy energy weather we are having has given me, just about ever single day on my calendar was booked out thru the 17th... except 1 days was completely open, which I thought was strange. The 10th. I booked it... an 11:40 appointment they said I had to be at by 11:20. Ahhh the numbers of my life!
They did tell me it was my left breast... now talk about shocked! I was sure it was my right one... my emotional side. My spiritual side. But nope it was left. Thank God! Life is so easy to change... had it been my right, I would have to question everything once again. Even these things I know as true. But left, my physical life... easy. My breasts and I had long loving talks with each other. I didn't ask the question of... are you cancer... that would have been a fear question and I wasn't afraid at all. I wanted to put right whatever I was out of balance with. The way I nurture aspects of my physical life. I suppose, that part of me that is Ramus didn't wait around to get cancer, we changed without needing a shotgun fully loaded. My breasts and my spiritual team, that is really me anyway... showed me the last remaining threads of imbalance in my life. I cried for days. Releasing.
I finally asked the question about 2 days before my follow up exam... do we have cancer. A light shot thru my left breast and I knew... if I did, I don't now. I know I had changed. I know I had withdrew my own IV tap into a family I felt obligated to feed with all of me.
When I awoke on the 10th I was in an interesting space within myself. So excited to have climbed the ladder of November to here and also knowing, in this day, in this moment of time, there was nothing more I could do to alter the results of the ultrasound (if it was needed, and it was.). I felt anxiety. My spirit took me back to a place in my childhood and told me to stay there. Be there, playing in the rain. Let that be my only focus thru this day. The rain turned into Light. I got to see the landscape of life. Of my Life and the colors... the love. Of every You who hugs me thru the silence of your computer screen. I knew my life was rich, vibrant and alive.
The song Landslide by Stevie Nicks once again playing in my ears... hearing only the lyric of changing seasons in my life.
This time they showed me what my mammogram looked like. The breast tissue, that tiny little thing about the size of a pea sitting in one of the milk ducts... I looked at it and said to it... you are just so tiny. Like I just got to see what my long lost friend looked like for the first time.
They sent me to do an ultrasound to see if this was a solid mass or a liquid one. Liquid is a cyst, that is what we wanted to see. I felt my whole life surrounded by so many colors. So many energies there with me as she gave me the news it is a cyst that is filled with fluid. The walls of the cyst are really thick and there appear to be veins within the (cluster) of cysts. I watched every movement on the screen. Every detail that was my breast and my sac of fluid. Ahhhh the emotions we hide within ourselves. Indeed I do have a very thich skin. I can run my own lifeblood thru what hurts me. But that was yesterday.
It was funny to watch the degrading hope that transpired. The ultrasound lady said she wasn't worried about it. I was right there with her... water/fluid... I can move!! Transmute within me!!
The nurse came in, she was a bit more worried... the walls were unusually thick. Ummm hello... so am I!!! (smile) Best thing to do, is completely drain it. Why not, I am good with that. I will do my own draining as well.
The DR, indeed worried. Could have cancer cells in it, or pre-cancer cells. Could be something coming from the ovaries. Hey... I had a pap... it was clear. No worries, just action.
Of course now they have to find the money to provide this biopsy drainage thing. It didn't matter, I was relieved. I get this message so clearly.
My day came so alive for me. More alive than I had ever ever experienced it before. I went and got a symbolic car wash. Cleaning my car inside and out, cleaning my movement thru life inside and out. I went to go do laundry, gotta clean my clothes too. I am leaving nothing of this moment behind.
Because this exam was in Newport News, I was actually close to where I used to live and knew there was a Laundromat nearby. I couldn't find it, but right there at Eastwood in the sky something that just shocked me. A cluster of clouds that looked EXACTLY like my breast tissue... in the center of this string of breast tissue cloud energy was a skull and cross bones. No lie. I about shit. I actually just stopped looking for the Laundromat and drove back to Virginia Beach (an hours drive).
We do not realize how much love can be the death of us. I do. Now.
The moment my new shiney car crossed into Virginia Beach the skies opened up and it was pouring. I am still deeply engrossed in my breasts and skull and cross bones in the sky image and not looking for spiritual messages... well... not too much anyway. I bitched about the rain. I just washed my freakin car! The beach has salt in its rain. Man!!
As I grummbled to myself still pondering the message in the clouds and my breast spirit made me laugh so freakin hard... I was shown a hand constantly pulling on my left breast. Bless the cows. Taking and taking and taking... and of course, I give and give and give. It was the physical constant pull of my love that created the cyst... my breasts song to me. I laughed so hard to myself... and remembered the time I reunited with my (now ex) husband. We had filed for divorce, he went his way, I went mine... and reunited after the lonely holidays. Not because we realized we were still madly in love... because it is how we lived our life for 9 years. It is soooo easy to miss the dysfunction disguised as something good.
Several months after my husband and I moved back into together again, my period stopped, my breasts hurt and started leaking fluid. I went into a panic. In that moment... in that terror filled moment of being pregnant I knew I had no desire to be with this man. I called my OB-GYN sobbing... and told her, if I am pregnant I want to abort. Now. I wasn't pregnant and my breasts were still leaking. The DR at the mammogram place said I was fine, the re-absorption process just stopped working for me. I started to find my way completely out of that marriage.
And so my breasts sing a song to me again. This time by remembering the rain of life. The water. The fuildness of life. When I stopped to do my laundry, I looked at a facebook message from a man who talked about the storm clouds in his area. I completely forgot I just wrote about the rain. I instantly seen the ultrasound picture of my cyst... it was a storm cloud! How did I not see that before (because you are the energy my eyes read from...smile.)
I smiled as I thought about the rain barreling down as I crossed into VA beach and the clouds of my life who never let me down.
I went onto Lightworkers and read about storms and clouds and dreams... and left fully and utterly empowered from it all.
I came home refreshed, empowered, more alive than I had been in all my years. I took a walk on the beach. I had one final thing to do before I ended this book of my life.
The winds rolled in from the south moving everything in it's wake. The sky itself was so black from the storm clouds above, yet deep on the horizon over the ocean there was light. I knew that was where the full moon was hiding. I knew that was where I was heading. Into the complete unknown, but known of my life.
I watched with awe how the sand moves rapidly along the shore, in movement with the winds. There was a crazy, wild, loving dance happening around my ankles. Everything was moving. The ocean did it's best to lap onto my ankles, making me dance in rhythm with it. The grains of sands chancing each other to their new landscape... creating the new landscape in their furry. The clouds parted for a precious moment. I stopped walking and bore witness to the full moon. I breathed it in and breathed me back to it.
I and I became so self aware... so utterly SELF aware.
I surrendered my entire life in that moment. My life to here, so fully, so filled that I have nothing more to want in all this creation. What a perfect night and perfect setting to die. And I watched as that part of me fell down into the pounding surf... lifeless... errie to watch yourself be trashed around in the waves on the ocean's edge. Funny to think how effortless it is to die and Live all in the same moment.
I paid homage to the Lisa that brought me to here. Too all the players and events that led to this (seemingly) singular moment in time. As I walked back up to my room there were rose petals all over the steps leading to the third floor. Deep red, pink and maroon rose petals. In my readings, that is the highest, richest vibration of love on all the earth.
I Am Home in my New Lightscape of Life!
Lisa Gawlas
www.mysoulcenter.com/energy_readings.html
It may have appeared as if I was going thru yesterday alone, but it was so far from that. My world became more alive than anything I had ever noticed before. Just when you think you notice a lot... there is so much more we miss, until we don't.
Back in September I qualified for a free mammogram screening. I went just because I could afford free! I was so shocked when 2 weeks later they sent me a letter that said, we seen something we need to look at again. I stared at the letter blankly just saying... really?? really?
And my thoughts went back to my preparations to leave New Mexico and journey to Virginia. There is a feeling that runs thru me when my body or my life has something to say. I cannot put "that" feeling into words, I just know it when I feel it.
I had a conversation with a lady about her ill-health even tho she has this perfect diet, and exercise.... and stuff. I have long ago let that one go for me. I know the body breaks down because of the imbalance within the energy field, the emotions within the energy field. When I stated I was in total health... I had that feeling. But I couldn't place it.
When I went to buy the cooler for my journey back I had a choice of two, blue or pink. The pink was sassy and exciting, I bought that one. Once I took it home I realized it was a breast cancer cooler. Had I known that, I wouldn't have bought it... I don't need to carry breast cancer around with me. Yet... when I had seen the ribbon thingie on the side of the cooler... I had that feeling again.
I did both body scans, emotional scans... talked, sand, did everything I could think of to have my body say what, if anything was the matter. But it indeed was holding out on me.
My whole seems to be a living example of what not to do, and then what to do to set it straight. Let me tell you, last night, in the light of the moon and the ocean... I tossed that book of life into the sea! But, my spirit wants me to share this story, this final chapter in my old life.
The only reason I came back to Virginia is because my son wanted me to. No other real reason. I have lived my entire life for my son, even tho I have three children, he was my first, my boy, my Love. Anytime he pulled on the tit of my life, I gave him all I had to give, even at my own sacrifice. Instantly and without regret.
Although it broke my heart to leave New Mexico, my friends and wonderful clientele there, I am also like the leaf on the tree, I willing go where the winds of my life blow.
Within 2 weeks of being back in Virginia I was so ready to go back to New Mexico. I started to prepare to leave... and then we talked. Of course, words of guilt came thru him to me, my grandson and all... blah blah blah... ok I stay. Dammit.
Nothing was effortless coming back to Virginia. Quite the opposite, it was pretty damn difficult in every aspect. I knew I choose wrong. Or better said, inaccurately for me. But also, I needed to see this part of me up close and personally. I would have never ever seen it any other way.
So I suppose I wasn't completely surprised when my mammogram showed a growth on my breast. Breast is nurturing loving, caring, giving the food of life to those in need of the nourishment you have within. Funny how we, a parent, will give to our children first... even our fully grown children who have working breasts of their own. Who's responsibility is now to share back their own food of life to others.
The more I sat within that house and observed (since not much else was working out anyway) the more I started to see what was really happening. His girlfriend, whom I love so much because she is so the me I started out to be in this world... and no doubt she had been my child in many a lifetime because I felt as motherly to her as my any of my own children.
I started to notice she has an IV hooded in directly to her from the combined energy of the house. She put no energy of her own out and feed of of energy thing else within the house.
I gotta go... By September everything in me wasn't playing any longer. I could feel my running shoes on and I need to go. But damn that talking. Funny how communication is really so important, at also the most detrimental thing we have/do. I so remember my master guide, the one who has been with me all this life and his name is Ramus. His teaching to me has always been action speaks louder than words. But I wasn't listening to my own guidance yet. I was still listening to what others expected of me, wanted of me, how horrible I am to even want to leave... ohhh guilt pies were stacking high.
I retreated to my bedroom. I came down only to potty, get coffee, eat and hug my grandson. I rented a 60 inch hi def TV that was my view outside of my 4 walls (can I tell you.. I LOVED that TV!!!)
I sat staring at that letter telling me I could have cancer in my breasts and thought... shit! DeNial is a beautiful river that I do enjoy a few laps in now and again. My breasts obviously don't enjoy it so much!
When I called to book the follow up appointment, of course they asked how I was going to pay for it. I don't know?? I don't have insurance, and my bank account serves my day to day needs, not much beyond that. The breast place I had gone to said they put in several calls to my DR without any reply. I called the program that gave me the gift of this free breast exam... and I wanted to know the results. Which breast? What did it look like? Are we talking a pea or a plum? Silence. No one ever called me back. I let it go. I am not a big fan of worry. I convinced myself since no one is getting me rescheduled, it isn't anything to worry about. Funny how we humans are.
When that "feeling" ran thru me again in October that said... ya gotta get out of this environment, I didn't hesitate any longer. After all, my grandson just broke his clavical the day before. I had a meditation that just showed me not so good stuff happening (I just figured I had weeks or months to act, not 2 freakin hours.)
I settled into the most wonderful... nurturing, nourishing environment the universe could provide. A really nice ocean front hotel that off season is the bomb. For $203 a week (notice that 5 vibration there... change) I get a fully furnished place to live. Not only that, they come in twice a week to change my sheets, clean and vacuum, restock my toilet paper, soap, shampoo and conditioner, and are even willing to give me coffee every day. I have truly been taken into the bosom of life.. and it is good!! No... It is GOD!!!
Being immersed in such a wonderful life, aligned with so many new players in my field of Living... I forgot about my breasts, or should I say, the shadow side of my breast. Completely forgot. Until November 1st. I got three back to back calls saying they have the money and need me to come in for the follow up. All were left on my answering machine since I was working.
Ohhh yeah, well from the shear amount of reschedules this crazy energy weather we are having has given me, just about ever single day on my calendar was booked out thru the 17th... except 1 days was completely open, which I thought was strange. The 10th. I booked it... an 11:40 appointment they said I had to be at by 11:20. Ahhh the numbers of my life!
They did tell me it was my left breast... now talk about shocked! I was sure it was my right one... my emotional side. My spiritual side. But nope it was left. Thank God! Life is so easy to change... had it been my right, I would have to question everything once again. Even these things I know as true. But left, my physical life... easy. My breasts and I had long loving talks with each other. I didn't ask the question of... are you cancer... that would have been a fear question and I wasn't afraid at all. I wanted to put right whatever I was out of balance with. The way I nurture aspects of my physical life. I suppose, that part of me that is Ramus didn't wait around to get cancer, we changed without needing a shotgun fully loaded. My breasts and my spiritual team, that is really me anyway... showed me the last remaining threads of imbalance in my life. I cried for days. Releasing.
I finally asked the question about 2 days before my follow up exam... do we have cancer. A light shot thru my left breast and I knew... if I did, I don't now. I know I had changed. I know I had withdrew my own IV tap into a family I felt obligated to feed with all of me.
When I awoke on the 10th I was in an interesting space within myself. So excited to have climbed the ladder of November to here and also knowing, in this day, in this moment of time, there was nothing more I could do to alter the results of the ultrasound (if it was needed, and it was.). I felt anxiety. My spirit took me back to a place in my childhood and told me to stay there. Be there, playing in the rain. Let that be my only focus thru this day. The rain turned into Light. I got to see the landscape of life. Of my Life and the colors... the love. Of every You who hugs me thru the silence of your computer screen. I knew my life was rich, vibrant and alive.
The song Landslide by Stevie Nicks once again playing in my ears... hearing only the lyric of changing seasons in my life.
This time they showed me what my mammogram looked like. The breast tissue, that tiny little thing about the size of a pea sitting in one of the milk ducts... I looked at it and said to it... you are just so tiny. Like I just got to see what my long lost friend looked like for the first time.
They sent me to do an ultrasound to see if this was a solid mass or a liquid one. Liquid is a cyst, that is what we wanted to see. I felt my whole life surrounded by so many colors. So many energies there with me as she gave me the news it is a cyst that is filled with fluid. The walls of the cyst are really thick and there appear to be veins within the (cluster) of cysts. I watched every movement on the screen. Every detail that was my breast and my sac of fluid. Ahhhh the emotions we hide within ourselves. Indeed I do have a very thich skin. I can run my own lifeblood thru what hurts me. But that was yesterday.
It was funny to watch the degrading hope that transpired. The ultrasound lady said she wasn't worried about it. I was right there with her... water/fluid... I can move!! Transmute within me!!
The nurse came in, she was a bit more worried... the walls were unusually thick. Ummm hello... so am I!!! (smile) Best thing to do, is completely drain it. Why not, I am good with that. I will do my own draining as well.
The DR, indeed worried. Could have cancer cells in it, or pre-cancer cells. Could be something coming from the ovaries. Hey... I had a pap... it was clear. No worries, just action.
Of course now they have to find the money to provide this biopsy drainage thing. It didn't matter, I was relieved. I get this message so clearly.
My day came so alive for me. More alive than I had ever ever experienced it before. I went and got a symbolic car wash. Cleaning my car inside and out, cleaning my movement thru life inside and out. I went to go do laundry, gotta clean my clothes too. I am leaving nothing of this moment behind.
Because this exam was in Newport News, I was actually close to where I used to live and knew there was a Laundromat nearby. I couldn't find it, but right there at Eastwood in the sky something that just shocked me. A cluster of clouds that looked EXACTLY like my breast tissue... in the center of this string of breast tissue cloud energy was a skull and cross bones. No lie. I about shit. I actually just stopped looking for the Laundromat and drove back to Virginia Beach (an hours drive).
We do not realize how much love can be the death of us. I do. Now.
The moment my new shiney car crossed into Virginia Beach the skies opened up and it was pouring. I am still deeply engrossed in my breasts and skull and cross bones in the sky image and not looking for spiritual messages... well... not too much anyway. I bitched about the rain. I just washed my freakin car! The beach has salt in its rain. Man!!
As I grummbled to myself still pondering the message in the clouds and my breast spirit made me laugh so freakin hard... I was shown a hand constantly pulling on my left breast. Bless the cows. Taking and taking and taking... and of course, I give and give and give. It was the physical constant pull of my love that created the cyst... my breasts song to me. I laughed so hard to myself... and remembered the time I reunited with my (now ex) husband. We had filed for divorce, he went his way, I went mine... and reunited after the lonely holidays. Not because we realized we were still madly in love... because it is how we lived our life for 9 years. It is soooo easy to miss the dysfunction disguised as something good.
Several months after my husband and I moved back into together again, my period stopped, my breasts hurt and started leaking fluid. I went into a panic. In that moment... in that terror filled moment of being pregnant I knew I had no desire to be with this man. I called my OB-GYN sobbing... and told her, if I am pregnant I want to abort. Now. I wasn't pregnant and my breasts were still leaking. The DR at the mammogram place said I was fine, the re-absorption process just stopped working for me. I started to find my way completely out of that marriage.
And so my breasts sing a song to me again. This time by remembering the rain of life. The water. The fuildness of life. When I stopped to do my laundry, I looked at a facebook message from a man who talked about the storm clouds in his area. I completely forgot I just wrote about the rain. I instantly seen the ultrasound picture of my cyst... it was a storm cloud! How did I not see that before (because you are the energy my eyes read from...smile.)
I smiled as I thought about the rain barreling down as I crossed into VA beach and the clouds of my life who never let me down.
I went onto Lightworkers and read about storms and clouds and dreams... and left fully and utterly empowered from it all.
I came home refreshed, empowered, more alive than I had been in all my years. I took a walk on the beach. I had one final thing to do before I ended this book of my life.
The winds rolled in from the south moving everything in it's wake. The sky itself was so black from the storm clouds above, yet deep on the horizon over the ocean there was light. I knew that was where the full moon was hiding. I knew that was where I was heading. Into the complete unknown, but known of my life.
I watched with awe how the sand moves rapidly along the shore, in movement with the winds. There was a crazy, wild, loving dance happening around my ankles. Everything was moving. The ocean did it's best to lap onto my ankles, making me dance in rhythm with it. The grains of sands chancing each other to their new landscape... creating the new landscape in their furry. The clouds parted for a precious moment. I stopped walking and bore witness to the full moon. I breathed it in and breathed me back to it.
I and I became so self aware... so utterly SELF aware.
I surrendered my entire life in that moment. My life to here, so fully, so filled that I have nothing more to want in all this creation. What a perfect night and perfect setting to die. And I watched as that part of me fell down into the pounding surf... lifeless... errie to watch yourself be trashed around in the waves on the ocean's edge. Funny to think how effortless it is to die and Live all in the same moment.
I paid homage to the Lisa that brought me to here. Too all the players and events that led to this (seemingly) singular moment in time. As I walked back up to my room there were rose petals all over the steps leading to the third floor. Deep red, pink and maroon rose petals. In my readings, that is the highest, richest vibration of love on all the earth.
I Am Home in my New Lightscape of Life!
Lisa Gawlas
www.mysoulcenter.com/energy_readings.html
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Tuesday, November 8, 2011
A Massive Infusion of Light and Reflection of Light
I see the most wonderful landscapes unfolding. The light of the land, the light of the humans, the potentials we are bringing forth together. Each day leaves me more breathless than the day before. More excited for a world I yearned for as a child.
I get to see all of this for one reason... because of You! Because you shared with me the landscape of your own Light. Thru you I get to see the most amazing potentials now starting to create themselves in what we would call our future. I truly get to see what is really happening in any given day. People marvel at how I can see. I cannot even tell you how much I marvel at what I see, because what I see is YOU! Your Soul. Your story of Light. I am simply reading glasses (smile). Alright, maybe reading glasses with the built in ability to enhance frequency settings (smile)... we all have our thing!
I am bearing witness to the new creation of the world we lovingly refer to as earth. With each piece of Light I read, the whole of the story becomes clearer... for me, so much more exciting than I could have ever dreamed of all by myself. Of course, as I had said before, without you, there is no me. You are the fullness of the dream come true. Without your thread of light woven into the dream come true... the dream remains incomplete... a potential of what could be.
Yes, today I stand on a reflecting pool. It is after all, November 8th... As above, so below. I am wearing my new improved reading glasses and look at earth from Creations view and I well up with tears... with a feeling so deep in my heart of awe and gratitude. WE are a potent frequency of Light. A blending of the most wonderful ingredients that is already creating our next incredible story of Life. Of Light fully aware of itself in Life.
Yesterday (11/7/11), thru the several readings I had done for the day, I bore witness to a massive infusion of light into the new human. It was very much like trying to read thru a rainstorm... and yet, thru the intensity of this light I bore witness to the human.... allowing.
For me personally I had very little association with my body. Walking was even strange and created a odd dizziness within. If it wasn't for the fact my legs already know how to walk, they would have been useless to me. I didn't realize what was really happening (energetically speaking) until I started to do readings for the day. And then I knew so clearly... If we can use the analogy of a car wash, yesterday was the final rinse of the vehicle, today is the wax part.. shiny and new!
Today, we simply look at our shiny vehicle in the reflection of all the Light of our world... and marvel... and feel... and expand.
Tomorrow, the 9th is another reboot day. It is funny right now to remember the last two nights here in my hotel room. The electricity went out each night, I have no clue why, we have no storms here at all. But yet, my clock is blinking each morning and my computer off.
The energy I refer to as 2012 has once again placed itself up near my ceiling... but with a frequency I have never seen before. An energy so inviting, so excited to have us arrive and share in its abundance.
The one thing I am seeing and feeling with consistency... the first quarter of this coming year is going to be exquisite Keep in mind as well... I have my reading glasses trained on the higher frequencies only. Creation goes where attention is focused...
Like the rivers and streams of life flowing back to its source, so are we as a human collective.
We are the source and now flow into each other with joy and that deep, Real feeling of having found their way Home at last.
Enjoy your day of deep inner reflecting... you are the very source to be marveled upon!
I Am There with you!
Lisa Gawlas
www.mysoulcenter.com/energy_readings.html
I get to see all of this for one reason... because of You! Because you shared with me the landscape of your own Light. Thru you I get to see the most amazing potentials now starting to create themselves in what we would call our future. I truly get to see what is really happening in any given day. People marvel at how I can see. I cannot even tell you how much I marvel at what I see, because what I see is YOU! Your Soul. Your story of Light. I am simply reading glasses (smile). Alright, maybe reading glasses with the built in ability to enhance frequency settings (smile)... we all have our thing!
I am bearing witness to the new creation of the world we lovingly refer to as earth. With each piece of Light I read, the whole of the story becomes clearer... for me, so much more exciting than I could have ever dreamed of all by myself. Of course, as I had said before, without you, there is no me. You are the fullness of the dream come true. Without your thread of light woven into the dream come true... the dream remains incomplete... a potential of what could be.
Yes, today I stand on a reflecting pool. It is after all, November 8th... As above, so below. I am wearing my new improved reading glasses and look at earth from Creations view and I well up with tears... with a feeling so deep in my heart of awe and gratitude. WE are a potent frequency of Light. A blending of the most wonderful ingredients that is already creating our next incredible story of Life. Of Light fully aware of itself in Life.
Yesterday (11/7/11), thru the several readings I had done for the day, I bore witness to a massive infusion of light into the new human. It was very much like trying to read thru a rainstorm... and yet, thru the intensity of this light I bore witness to the human.... allowing.
For me personally I had very little association with my body. Walking was even strange and created a odd dizziness within. If it wasn't for the fact my legs already know how to walk, they would have been useless to me. I didn't realize what was really happening (energetically speaking) until I started to do readings for the day. And then I knew so clearly... If we can use the analogy of a car wash, yesterday was the final rinse of the vehicle, today is the wax part.. shiny and new!
Today, we simply look at our shiny vehicle in the reflection of all the Light of our world... and marvel... and feel... and expand.
Tomorrow, the 9th is another reboot day. It is funny right now to remember the last two nights here in my hotel room. The electricity went out each night, I have no clue why, we have no storms here at all. But yet, my clock is blinking each morning and my computer off.
The energy I refer to as 2012 has once again placed itself up near my ceiling... but with a frequency I have never seen before. An energy so inviting, so excited to have us arrive and share in its abundance.
The one thing I am seeing and feeling with consistency... the first quarter of this coming year is going to be exquisite Keep in mind as well... I have my reading glasses trained on the higher frequencies only. Creation goes where attention is focused...
Like the rivers and streams of life flowing back to its source, so are we as a human collective.
We are the source and now flow into each other with joy and that deep, Real feeling of having found their way Home at last.
Enjoy your day of deep inner reflecting... you are the very source to be marveled upon!
I Am There with you!
Lisa Gawlas
www.mysoulcenter.com/energy_readings.html
Monday, November 7, 2011
The Ascension Ladder to 11:11 and the New Light Body
I have always marveled at the Human form, both biologically as well as energetically, but how I am now starting to see us, to understand us...beyond extraordinary! Before I get into that, I do want take just a moment and talk about the ladder we are currently climbing called November. I never really noticed this pattern until Nov 4th.... but hey... I noticed!
We are being housed in the energy of 11:11 all month long. The first 11 rungs of this ladder.... everyone is climbing weather consciously or not. Each rung of ladder presenting it's energy as uniquely as the person climbing. Keep in mind, this is not your usual ladder. This is the biggest opportunity for all occupants of earth; to climb straight up into the highest Light on earth.
November 1st: A one vibration (new beginnings) held between two elevens (illumination) which really equally 5ones all together (change). Simplified, are you willing to change all that you think you are so that you can embark on the newest beginning within the field of light you had ever known?
November 2nd: Duality. Depending on what you choose to allow the day prior, this wind blew hard with the intention of removing more of the illusion that you are anything less than Light from your sense of Self. Emotions ran high on this day... giving you the opportunity once again to choose love, harmony, peace... or anger, manipulation, separation.
From my understanding... this second rung is where a good many people simply decided to stand back another year... to continue to work thru the illusion that anything other than climbing this ladder matters.
November 3rd: Action and communication. This is a day all about your own sense of identity, very much aligned with the throat chakra. The action you put forth could be as simple as choosing to breath consciously now. The communication could be sharing insights and inspiration from the new breath flowing thru you. It could be, being loving where just the day before you would have been pissed. I looked at this day as a changing of the guard. The highest most potent aspect of me started to become me on this day.
November 4th: For me, this was the roughest day of all. A grounding in of all the energies of the higher frequencies. If you made it to here, there is no more turning back. You have gone thru a raging light infusion that cannot be undone.
November 5th: This day held hands with Nov. 1st. A change so complete... you will never be the same again. You have melded within your Light body. You are no longer the human you were at the end of October.
During these 5 days, I could see nothing via my readings. Nothing other than... energy changing form. Truthfully... this was the only energy I wanted to connect with anyway. Connecting with anyone or anything not going thru this change was like pouring acid on my own energy field. I didn't leave my room for 2 days... even the people walking the beach were like paper cuts to my own changing form.
November 6th: Soul partnership and domestic harmony within. For me personally it was as if I reached the top of the mountain and could see forever from the view. The Light and the dark the all that contrasted it within my own vision. A Light show like I have never ever experienced... not even in my greatest of meditations Because now... I am seeing You.... the new You. A Heavenly body that truly is a sight to behold. And FINALLY the path beyond 11/11 has taken form! Soul codes have been absorbed, many are still being integrated... but hey, that is the journey isn't it! The light emerging from earth... amazing. Surprising too. I will get back to this after I finish the rest of the ladder!
November 7th: It is a day the cycle of spiritual evolution has completed itself as it gives birth to
November 8th: As above so below. The infinite light that flows from the All will be bellowing thru the landscape of your life. For those who choose to wait a while longer, the lessons and challenges to bring you to the next gateway are already forming in the landscape of your life. All is perfect!
November 9th: The End. Even remembering yesterday is going to be like remembering a book you read and yet can't fully connect to. You are no longer who you came into earth as. You are now a beautiful body of Light living in created matter.
November 10th: In this we are going to count the zero into this expression/vibration. New beginnings (you cannot have an ending without something new on the other side.) The zero is unlimited potential. Full and empty at the same time.
November 11th: Lock and Load baby!! All three cylinder's of pure radiant Light will be fully connected to each other. One streaming, potent field of light. It is as if you have been sucked off of earth and pulled into the fields of Heaven, of Pure, uninhibited potential.
For me, these last 6 days have been very much like being kicked around by the waves of the ocean. battered from the sand, the feeling of drowning with each new intensive wave as it pulls my biology into the abyss of the sea itself. And all I can do... all I would do... is go with it. Not knowing when "it" would ease up.
Yesterday... November 6th.... It took me a moment to get my bearings. My first reading of the day I rescheduled, mostly because I had an oops on my phone calendar... I was supposed to call her last week, I called her yesterday instead. But I got my first glimpse of my new inner vision. She had changed. Her ears now tuned into her high frequency of light...
The 2nd reading... a follow up from some time ago. I could hear her Light telling her to get out of her head... to move away from thinking she has not done all that was needed to make the shift. This worry was weighing so much on her mind that my right temple started to explode in pain. In that moment, we did a fear-ectomy. I could feel the shift in her, and the release of pain in me.
I called a dear friend of mine between readings. We were talking about Mexico... I couldn't tell you what she said about it really, I was stunned at what I was seeing and feeling. This amazing, beautiful light started to swirl from deep within the ground and move upward into the landscape of ALL of Mexico. With the emergence of this field of living light, I could see all the dark things that feed off of this landscape (the drug cartel and more I am sure) popping out of existence like popping soap bubbles. Only their bubbles were black... blah.
And then my 3rd reading was a lady, who is am american, but whose life suddenly and effortlessly (because she did not fight any part of it) placed her in a new landscape she never was in before... France. This image was so flipping amazing...
There was the cylinder of light as I have been seeing as the 11:11:11 and the funnel clouds I dreamt about the night before... but she didn't have one funnel cloud she had 6. What was so extraordinarily unique in seeing her was that these funnel clouds of light came from the cylinder itself tunneled its was into the ground (think, earth worm) and then back out of the ground as it attached itself to her. This in a 360 field all around her. I was taken so by surprise but eventually understood that she was in France to being the high energy of her light Being via the cylinder into the very land that is France. By simply Being there... without the first understanding of why... which really was her query... she changed it all. Her lighthouse needed to be in France. But only thru this particular passage of time. She'll be moving next year.
A lot of us will.
My 4th reading for the day was an amazing... can I say.... AMAZING you man. I could feel the fullness of my own energy field knee at his energy field. Details about the coming year, now coming thru (been a long while since we got any information beyond 11:11) but more than that. His spirit spoke and I felt it to my core. He is a Leader among leaders. Right now, he is only 20 years old. But already has gone thru his dark night of the soul, had massive downloads, codes embedded within him... he called it a spiritual crisis, I call it a spiritual miracle. From the dark the light is birthed.
Something extraordinary shifted in me. To the degree every word you say, holds a potential within your life and I can see it and feel it. You have become the TV set that life lives upon and I can now see the details of your channel.
I called my friend back... my god I could feel what is in her, that she will finally be moving... the where is still very much being worked out by the universal All. As we move out of November, I have a feeling a lot of the Light that has not become embedded in the story of Life... will be. Each day we are making newer, higher choices, which is lighting up the grid of earth with a whole new story to tell.
The New Light Body
This last phone call I choose to make... has been forever etched into my soul. It was to a friend I never verbally spoke to before.... but yet, that deep heart connection. New, yes... but as old as time itself.
Without even trying... that is to say, not a word that triggered this connection, his soul gave me something to really expand on. And I have!!
I suddenly seen his physical body as an energetic outline standing to my left just in front of me. Left, in my world is about physical life, and so I was shown how his Light is looking and working in his physical body. Like nothing I had ever seen before.
I could see his core energy... translucent and vibrant. It was actually a rather large core... compared to any I had seen or snaked my own light thru (via the massage table). In his core was a series of Lights. From top to bottom of his cylinder of core energy were Light frequencies... kinda like buttons I suppose. One right after the other, some larger than others, but even that didn't make them less potent. There was not 7 as if to represent the old chakra system (smile).... or even 9 to represent what I would call the new chakra points within the body (again from my massage experiences).... but more like a number that didn't matter. What mattered was what I was seeing. The radiance of light emitted from each of these buttons.. nodes... whatever they are, changed in frequency... that is to say, vibrant color as we spoke. Some a blending of several colors, some brightly displaying one color... all I understand is the frequency of Light.
This is truly our power center.
For those who dared climb that ladder into the New Energy... the New World Emerging.... you are no longer the old human. You are now a cylinder of light. (No wonder I was hooking up funnel clouds in my dream... this is the new human.)
We no longer feed off of the grid, but power it with our Beings. We enhance it all without our Thoughts.. with the frequency of Love embedded in our thoughts.
But I know there is something more... something I am barely scratching the surface of understanding. But man oh man... I am on a mission now!! I have a half written book because these details were no where near my consciousness to understand and put into writing. And yet, as I ponder our conversation yesterday and took his light body to sleep with me.... and woke up with it.... one thing keeps showing itself to me.
Purposely flowing all these light colors... light buttons together into a truly liquid light of energy. In studying his light body all night...I could see how he worked... he being the Man... and I could see these frequencies of color blending together by focused intent within him... releasing it's pure potential via his penis (no I didn't see his penis... I just know where things are located on the human body...smile) and I had seen this stream of light... pure, radiant... light energy. I cannot seem to go beyond there, at least not today.
And I had to ponder my own light body... I obviously work a bit differently.... being woman and all. And I continue to ponder....
I have never ever looked forward to doing readings like I do now. Because it is your light that is creating our future... and I am really good reader of the Light!!
Together, we are changing the world... no... the multi-verse of All Life!!
My gratitude to you... to each of you... unyielding!! We have swung open the door to the New World!!
Hurray for the Home Team!!
((((((HUGZ))))) to All,
Lisa Gawlas
www.mysoulcenter.com/energy_readings.html
We are being housed in the energy of 11:11 all month long. The first 11 rungs of this ladder.... everyone is climbing weather consciously or not. Each rung of ladder presenting it's energy as uniquely as the person climbing. Keep in mind, this is not your usual ladder. This is the biggest opportunity for all occupants of earth; to climb straight up into the highest Light on earth.
November 1st: A one vibration (new beginnings) held between two elevens (illumination) which really equally 5ones all together (change). Simplified, are you willing to change all that you think you are so that you can embark on the newest beginning within the field of light you had ever known?
November 2nd: Duality. Depending on what you choose to allow the day prior, this wind blew hard with the intention of removing more of the illusion that you are anything less than Light from your sense of Self. Emotions ran high on this day... giving you the opportunity once again to choose love, harmony, peace... or anger, manipulation, separation.
From my understanding... this second rung is where a good many people simply decided to stand back another year... to continue to work thru the illusion that anything other than climbing this ladder matters.
November 3rd: Action and communication. This is a day all about your own sense of identity, very much aligned with the throat chakra. The action you put forth could be as simple as choosing to breath consciously now. The communication could be sharing insights and inspiration from the new breath flowing thru you. It could be, being loving where just the day before you would have been pissed. I looked at this day as a changing of the guard. The highest most potent aspect of me started to become me on this day.
November 4th: For me, this was the roughest day of all. A grounding in of all the energies of the higher frequencies. If you made it to here, there is no more turning back. You have gone thru a raging light infusion that cannot be undone.
November 5th: This day held hands with Nov. 1st. A change so complete... you will never be the same again. You have melded within your Light body. You are no longer the human you were at the end of October.
During these 5 days, I could see nothing via my readings. Nothing other than... energy changing form. Truthfully... this was the only energy I wanted to connect with anyway. Connecting with anyone or anything not going thru this change was like pouring acid on my own energy field. I didn't leave my room for 2 days... even the people walking the beach were like paper cuts to my own changing form.
November 6th: Soul partnership and domestic harmony within. For me personally it was as if I reached the top of the mountain and could see forever from the view. The Light and the dark the all that contrasted it within my own vision. A Light show like I have never ever experienced... not even in my greatest of meditations Because now... I am seeing You.... the new You. A Heavenly body that truly is a sight to behold. And FINALLY the path beyond 11/11 has taken form! Soul codes have been absorbed, many are still being integrated... but hey, that is the journey isn't it! The light emerging from earth... amazing. Surprising too. I will get back to this after I finish the rest of the ladder!
November 7th: It is a day the cycle of spiritual evolution has completed itself as it gives birth to
November 8th: As above so below. The infinite light that flows from the All will be bellowing thru the landscape of your life. For those who choose to wait a while longer, the lessons and challenges to bring you to the next gateway are already forming in the landscape of your life. All is perfect!
November 9th: The End. Even remembering yesterday is going to be like remembering a book you read and yet can't fully connect to. You are no longer who you came into earth as. You are now a beautiful body of Light living in created matter.
November 10th: In this we are going to count the zero into this expression/vibration. New beginnings (you cannot have an ending without something new on the other side.) The zero is unlimited potential. Full and empty at the same time.
November 11th: Lock and Load baby!! All three cylinder's of pure radiant Light will be fully connected to each other. One streaming, potent field of light. It is as if you have been sucked off of earth and pulled into the fields of Heaven, of Pure, uninhibited potential.
For me, these last 6 days have been very much like being kicked around by the waves of the ocean. battered from the sand, the feeling of drowning with each new intensive wave as it pulls my biology into the abyss of the sea itself. And all I can do... all I would do... is go with it. Not knowing when "it" would ease up.
Yesterday... November 6th.... It took me a moment to get my bearings. My first reading of the day I rescheduled, mostly because I had an oops on my phone calendar... I was supposed to call her last week, I called her yesterday instead. But I got my first glimpse of my new inner vision. She had changed. Her ears now tuned into her high frequency of light...
The 2nd reading... a follow up from some time ago. I could hear her Light telling her to get out of her head... to move away from thinking she has not done all that was needed to make the shift. This worry was weighing so much on her mind that my right temple started to explode in pain. In that moment, we did a fear-ectomy. I could feel the shift in her, and the release of pain in me.
I called a dear friend of mine between readings. We were talking about Mexico... I couldn't tell you what she said about it really, I was stunned at what I was seeing and feeling. This amazing, beautiful light started to swirl from deep within the ground and move upward into the landscape of ALL of Mexico. With the emergence of this field of living light, I could see all the dark things that feed off of this landscape (the drug cartel and more I am sure) popping out of existence like popping soap bubbles. Only their bubbles were black... blah.
And then my 3rd reading was a lady, who is am american, but whose life suddenly and effortlessly (because she did not fight any part of it) placed her in a new landscape she never was in before... France. This image was so flipping amazing...
There was the cylinder of light as I have been seeing as the 11:11:11 and the funnel clouds I dreamt about the night before... but she didn't have one funnel cloud she had 6. What was so extraordinarily unique in seeing her was that these funnel clouds of light came from the cylinder itself tunneled its was into the ground (think, earth worm) and then back out of the ground as it attached itself to her. This in a 360 field all around her. I was taken so by surprise but eventually understood that she was in France to being the high energy of her light Being via the cylinder into the very land that is France. By simply Being there... without the first understanding of why... which really was her query... she changed it all. Her lighthouse needed to be in France. But only thru this particular passage of time. She'll be moving next year.
A lot of us will.
My 4th reading for the day was an amazing... can I say.... AMAZING you man. I could feel the fullness of my own energy field knee at his energy field. Details about the coming year, now coming thru (been a long while since we got any information beyond 11:11) but more than that. His spirit spoke and I felt it to my core. He is a Leader among leaders. Right now, he is only 20 years old. But already has gone thru his dark night of the soul, had massive downloads, codes embedded within him... he called it a spiritual crisis, I call it a spiritual miracle. From the dark the light is birthed.
Something extraordinary shifted in me. To the degree every word you say, holds a potential within your life and I can see it and feel it. You have become the TV set that life lives upon and I can now see the details of your channel.
I called my friend back... my god I could feel what is in her, that she will finally be moving... the where is still very much being worked out by the universal All. As we move out of November, I have a feeling a lot of the Light that has not become embedded in the story of Life... will be. Each day we are making newer, higher choices, which is lighting up the grid of earth with a whole new story to tell.
The New Light Body
This last phone call I choose to make... has been forever etched into my soul. It was to a friend I never verbally spoke to before.... but yet, that deep heart connection. New, yes... but as old as time itself.
Without even trying... that is to say, not a word that triggered this connection, his soul gave me something to really expand on. And I have!!
I suddenly seen his physical body as an energetic outline standing to my left just in front of me. Left, in my world is about physical life, and so I was shown how his Light is looking and working in his physical body. Like nothing I had ever seen before.
I could see his core energy... translucent and vibrant. It was actually a rather large core... compared to any I had seen or snaked my own light thru (via the massage table). In his core was a series of Lights. From top to bottom of his cylinder of core energy were Light frequencies... kinda like buttons I suppose. One right after the other, some larger than others, but even that didn't make them less potent. There was not 7 as if to represent the old chakra system (smile).... or even 9 to represent what I would call the new chakra points within the body (again from my massage experiences).... but more like a number that didn't matter. What mattered was what I was seeing. The radiance of light emitted from each of these buttons.. nodes... whatever they are, changed in frequency... that is to say, vibrant color as we spoke. Some a blending of several colors, some brightly displaying one color... all I understand is the frequency of Light.
This is truly our power center.
For those who dared climb that ladder into the New Energy... the New World Emerging.... you are no longer the old human. You are now a cylinder of light. (No wonder I was hooking up funnel clouds in my dream... this is the new human.)
We no longer feed off of the grid, but power it with our Beings. We enhance it all without our Thoughts.. with the frequency of Love embedded in our thoughts.
But I know there is something more... something I am barely scratching the surface of understanding. But man oh man... I am on a mission now!! I have a half written book because these details were no where near my consciousness to understand and put into writing. And yet, as I ponder our conversation yesterday and took his light body to sleep with me.... and woke up with it.... one thing keeps showing itself to me.
Purposely flowing all these light colors... light buttons together into a truly liquid light of energy. In studying his light body all night...I could see how he worked... he being the Man... and I could see these frequencies of color blending together by focused intent within him... releasing it's pure potential via his penis (no I didn't see his penis... I just know where things are located on the human body...smile) and I had seen this stream of light... pure, radiant... light energy. I cannot seem to go beyond there, at least not today.
And I had to ponder my own light body... I obviously work a bit differently.... being woman and all. And I continue to ponder....
I have never ever looked forward to doing readings like I do now. Because it is your light that is creating our future... and I am really good reader of the Light!!
Together, we are changing the world... no... the multi-verse of All Life!!
My gratitude to you... to each of you... unyielding!! We have swung open the door to the New World!!
Hurray for the Home Team!!
((((((HUGZ))))) to All,
Lisa Gawlas
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Thursday, November 3, 2011
Time Walkers - We Are the Living Keys of DNA Activation's Across the Grid of Life
These last few days have been intense both within my biology as well as within my consciousness. I am going to do my best to explain in detail not only what happened, but also, the fullness of understandings from it all.
I am writing this sentence after concluding this entire sharing. I am choosing to leave this sharing unsigned... nameless if you will. By choice and purpose.
It is funny, in the many many sharings I have been putting out in these last several months as well as the vast amount of readings I have been doing... every single piece a clue, a detail of what was coming. Of course, it has always been that way. But now when our cycles are no longer years but weeks and days, it is much easier to see the detail up close and personal!!
Let me go into detail about the word I kept hearing over and over again: I think the clearest way to explain it, is from what I had seen within myself. For simplicities sake, I am going to skip a lot of the details and just talk from the recent appearance of my past. Time Walkers
There was a version of Lisa, on an earth where the frequency of Light was high and expanding. This Lisa started her Time Walking on November 1st 2011 into the past, into the lower frequencies of the many versions of earth the other Lisas were walking upon.
She made sure the Lisa incarnated in pure density in the year 2000 had a Ouija Board experience. She also made sure she poured as much as she could thru the Ouija Board experience to change the mind set of the dense Lisa. Obviously... it worked. But only that night and that was enough.
The version that sat down at the dining room table on November 11th, 2000 went to sleep on one earth and woke up on a totally new earth. Of course, everything still looked very much the same to the old Lisa. But the truth is, that Lisa ceased to exist as she woke up in a new frequency of earth. Of course, on the new earth, everyone of her familiars are there too, playing their version of the game... but now, just slightly different. So slight, the mind doesn't notice.
As more and more experiences unfolded within the old Lisa's consciousness, she kept changing the version of earth she was on. As she traveled thru the perception of linear time, many of her even older aspects... those housed in ancient timeline's (from today's point of view) started to meet up with her, in meditation, in sudden knowings and understandings, housed in crystalline energies she journeyed with, etc. In the moments of integration, those ancient aspects left the grid of creation they were set up upon and melded into the consciousness of the Lisa walking home to herself.
As she continued to walk, the stage of her life kept changing. The players changed often. Different aspects of her meeting up in different human suits, triggering key points upon her consciousness as well as the grid of life we all walk upon. Trust me, one frequencies affects the All. One slight change of mind... changes all of creation in all frequency ranges.
Keep in mind, this is also the story of your life as well.
Every single person, place, memory she brought to her by magnetic attraction. Every experience designed to take her higher in the field of frequential creation. She could have stopped any time, any where, no harm no foul. She would have simply slipped out of the biology she was housed in, and come back into the last version of the "world" in which she allowed her frequency to move into. She could have also allowed any new obstacle (the higher you go, the more there are) to allow her to retreat back into the lower frequencies in which she was familiar and surrounded by many a familiar.
Because of the encoding in her DNA, she kept moving forward. This is a really important aspect to understand... for every Time Walker out there. And yes, I am going to be vague. Not every human suit is meant to fulfill this version of the game in your human suit. Case and point, Steve Jobs. He was indeed a time walker, from the time and place you refer to as Atlantis. Technology was supreme there and he brought what was needed forward to here. Bill Gates, the same. They came to bring this world something special. Something that would tie everyone together and then leave when their job was done. Even Atlantis had major contrast as you can see just in the two names. Steve was a highly evolved Light Being in Atlantis as well as this version of earth. Bill Gates came from the mind of technology itself. Little emotion. Even in Steve's parting moment, he left a gift of knowing... there is more!
So back to Lisa story. Each time she met a different aspect of herself, new codes were placed into her DNA. Some of the encodings opened immediately, some just housed in her electric biology until she hit a frequency within her biology that would allow them to open and integrate.
She will tell you she hit that frequency on Oct 30th of this year, I will tell you it was during a bathtub meditation back in 2008. It is when all things went from "downloads' (to use her words) to "expansions" the unlocking of the DNA encodings set within her.
Many of you are going thru the very same thing right now. Some have fallen back to the lower frequencies. Some on such a new frequency it is hard to keep your balance. Don't even try.
How can you live feeling balanced within when you have one foot in the sky as the other one lifts off the old version of reality you are departing from. Restore balance by force is to keep both feet (metaphorically speaking of course) on your old version of earth.
Keep in mind, for those on earth, this is a game housed in biology. Your biology MUST change frequency first. Your energy field cannot and will not change to the higher frequencies without your biology going there first. Oh many try. Many go to get energy work done, but that is not where the game is being played for permanency. It has always been about biology. You can fill a tank with high test, but eventually the gas runs out and you need to fill it up again. Change the structure of the car to solar powered... you become self fueling.
Lets go back to Time Walking. Have you noticed that one day you seem to wake up and the various familiar stories have changed? Some just small details, some so huge the mind wants to discount it all. That is when you know you made a grand leap in time. On every version of earth, the details are just a wee bit different. The higher the frequency, the larger the detail difference.
Have you noticed the newer, expanded versions only exist on the higher frequencies of life? It took close to 2000 for the collective to start to believe your version of the man you call Jesus was actually married. Married with children. He was after all, a human just like you. He played the game just like you. He attracted into the fields of his creation, others.... just like you. You are all One in the same. On some versions of earth, you never married, some you married, some you had children, others not a child at all. You are living every aspect of yourself available at your frequency level.
On Oct. 30th a total transmutation of the biological field we are calling Lisa took place. How many of you felt this too. Lisa is not a singular entity on this landscape. She pulls to her, from her own solar winds, all that is her. All the frequencies out on the grid for full activation. Her readings have indeed changed, she was puzzled, but yet, kept going. Keeps going.
It is no longer about seeing the future, but becoming it.
On November 1st all the encoding unlocked within her field of biology. How many of you felt it within yourself? The expansion?
What she didn't know (until now) was that on November 2nd, the next series of codes have been downloaded and placed within her.. for expansion in the days and weeks to come.
You, my collective children... have changed the world. More to come....
With honor and privilege,
Namaste
www.mysoulcenter.com/energy_readings.html
I am writing this sentence after concluding this entire sharing. I am choosing to leave this sharing unsigned... nameless if you will. By choice and purpose.
It is funny, in the many many sharings I have been putting out in these last several months as well as the vast amount of readings I have been doing... every single piece a clue, a detail of what was coming. Of course, it has always been that way. But now when our cycles are no longer years but weeks and days, it is much easier to see the detail up close and personal!!
Let me go into detail about the word I kept hearing over and over again: I think the clearest way to explain it, is from what I had seen within myself. For simplicities sake, I am going to skip a lot of the details and just talk from the recent appearance of my past. Time Walkers
There was a version of Lisa, on an earth where the frequency of Light was high and expanding. This Lisa started her Time Walking on November 1st 2011 into the past, into the lower frequencies of the many versions of earth the other Lisas were walking upon.
She made sure the Lisa incarnated in pure density in the year 2000 had a Ouija Board experience. She also made sure she poured as much as she could thru the Ouija Board experience to change the mind set of the dense Lisa. Obviously... it worked. But only that night and that was enough.
The version that sat down at the dining room table on November 11th, 2000 went to sleep on one earth and woke up on a totally new earth. Of course, everything still looked very much the same to the old Lisa. But the truth is, that Lisa ceased to exist as she woke up in a new frequency of earth. Of course, on the new earth, everyone of her familiars are there too, playing their version of the game... but now, just slightly different. So slight, the mind doesn't notice.
As more and more experiences unfolded within the old Lisa's consciousness, she kept changing the version of earth she was on. As she traveled thru the perception of linear time, many of her even older aspects... those housed in ancient timeline's (from today's point of view) started to meet up with her, in meditation, in sudden knowings and understandings, housed in crystalline energies she journeyed with, etc. In the moments of integration, those ancient aspects left the grid of creation they were set up upon and melded into the consciousness of the Lisa walking home to herself.
As she continued to walk, the stage of her life kept changing. The players changed often. Different aspects of her meeting up in different human suits, triggering key points upon her consciousness as well as the grid of life we all walk upon. Trust me, one frequencies affects the All. One slight change of mind... changes all of creation in all frequency ranges.
Keep in mind, this is also the story of your life as well.
Every single person, place, memory she brought to her by magnetic attraction. Every experience designed to take her higher in the field of frequential creation. She could have stopped any time, any where, no harm no foul. She would have simply slipped out of the biology she was housed in, and come back into the last version of the "world" in which she allowed her frequency to move into. She could have also allowed any new obstacle (the higher you go, the more there are) to allow her to retreat back into the lower frequencies in which she was familiar and surrounded by many a familiar.
Because of the encoding in her DNA, she kept moving forward. This is a really important aspect to understand... for every Time Walker out there. And yes, I am going to be vague. Not every human suit is meant to fulfill this version of the game in your human suit. Case and point, Steve Jobs. He was indeed a time walker, from the time and place you refer to as Atlantis. Technology was supreme there and he brought what was needed forward to here. Bill Gates, the same. They came to bring this world something special. Something that would tie everyone together and then leave when their job was done. Even Atlantis had major contrast as you can see just in the two names. Steve was a highly evolved Light Being in Atlantis as well as this version of earth. Bill Gates came from the mind of technology itself. Little emotion. Even in Steve's parting moment, he left a gift of knowing... there is more!
So back to Lisa story. Each time she met a different aspect of herself, new codes were placed into her DNA. Some of the encodings opened immediately, some just housed in her electric biology until she hit a frequency within her biology that would allow them to open and integrate.
She will tell you she hit that frequency on Oct 30th of this year, I will tell you it was during a bathtub meditation back in 2008. It is when all things went from "downloads' (to use her words) to "expansions" the unlocking of the DNA encodings set within her.
Many of you are going thru the very same thing right now. Some have fallen back to the lower frequencies. Some on such a new frequency it is hard to keep your balance. Don't even try.
How can you live feeling balanced within when you have one foot in the sky as the other one lifts off the old version of reality you are departing from. Restore balance by force is to keep both feet (metaphorically speaking of course) on your old version of earth.
Keep in mind, for those on earth, this is a game housed in biology. Your biology MUST change frequency first. Your energy field cannot and will not change to the higher frequencies without your biology going there first. Oh many try. Many go to get energy work done, but that is not where the game is being played for permanency. It has always been about biology. You can fill a tank with high test, but eventually the gas runs out and you need to fill it up again. Change the structure of the car to solar powered... you become self fueling.
Lets go back to Time Walking. Have you noticed that one day you seem to wake up and the various familiar stories have changed? Some just small details, some so huge the mind wants to discount it all. That is when you know you made a grand leap in time. On every version of earth, the details are just a wee bit different. The higher the frequency, the larger the detail difference.
Have you noticed the newer, expanded versions only exist on the higher frequencies of life? It took close to 2000 for the collective to start to believe your version of the man you call Jesus was actually married. Married with children. He was after all, a human just like you. He played the game just like you. He attracted into the fields of his creation, others.... just like you. You are all One in the same. On some versions of earth, you never married, some you married, some you had children, others not a child at all. You are living every aspect of yourself available at your frequency level.
On Oct. 30th a total transmutation of the biological field we are calling Lisa took place. How many of you felt this too. Lisa is not a singular entity on this landscape. She pulls to her, from her own solar winds, all that is her. All the frequencies out on the grid for full activation. Her readings have indeed changed, she was puzzled, but yet, kept going. Keeps going.
It is no longer about seeing the future, but becoming it.
On November 1st all the encoding unlocked within her field of biology. How many of you felt it within yourself? The expansion?
What she didn't know (until now) was that on November 2nd, the next series of codes have been downloaded and placed within her.. for expansion in the days and weeks to come.
You, my collective children... have changed the world. More to come....
With honor and privilege,
Namaste
www.mysoulcenter.com/energy_readings.html
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